I feel like I've used that title before. *Shrug*
Yesterday after a small fight with Bryan over food, we got into a conversation about love and what it is. I couldn't really tell him what I thought love is. I don't know why. It's just one of those things I couldn't say aloud. Not that I can really define love myself either. I was thinking about it at work. While thinking about it, I saw one of the park services guys who happens to be around a lot. Just kinda watching me. He's cute though.. His name is Justin. Then I thought what it'd be like to date him. And I realized, I couldn't do that. It just wouldn't be as good or the same as dating Bryan. Thinking more, and I couldn't think of anyone who could compare to Bryan. So... Maybe that's what love is. Not being able to picture yourself with anyone else because it wouldn't be the same. That and all those butterflyish feelings and all, not wanting to move away from them at all, etc etc.
I learned a couple more rides. I know nine now. Almost. I'll talk about those later, I need to get ready for work.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
You make me so angry! I'm going to go home and BLOG about YOU!
Because really that's all I can do.
Parents. I have another rant about fucking parents. This is for all those stupid parents who bitch to me about how some kids cut their kid in line and I didn't see. You have a problem that the kid cut yours? FUCKING TELL THEM TO GO TO THE FUCKING BACK OF THE LINE. Don't bitch to me. If you can't identify the kids who cut yours? FUCKING GET OVER IT THEN. It's their fault for not telling those kids to go to the back of the line. I see over 600 kids a day. You expect me to remember the kids who were just here? Screw you. You try watching the line while making sure these kids over here don't decide to jump out of the ride while it's running. Kthx. Don't bitch to me about it if you're not going to try to fucking help the situation.
I so wanted to say that to one of the parents today.
"THOSE KIDS CUT MY BOY"
"Can you identify the children who cut infront of yours?"
"No. But a bunch of them did."
"I'm sorry ma'am. I can't help you, I didn't see them cut." I had been unbuckling seatbeats of the kids who just got off when they cut methinks.
"My boy has had to wait in line for so long and they just cut."
"I'm sorry ma'am. Your son will have to go next round."
"I'm not staying here. We've been here too long! You're not riding!" She then dragged her kid off by the arm. She came back three minutes later and cut kids in line. Great example. I apologized to the kid about him being cut in line. He didn't care much at all, but his mom got fucking worked up about it.
PARENT NUMBER TWO. Chill the fuck out. Her oldest daughter was helping her siblings get belted in, and some other kids took the car that girl had orginally before she got up to help her brother and sister, but I made sure there was still a car left for her.
Me-"Alright there's one car left."
Child in line-"Two!"
Me-"No.. That girl over there is going in one of the cars."
Parent-"HEY!NO! THAT WAS MY DAUGHTER'S CAR!"
Me-"There's still a car left for her."
Parent-"NO! SHE WANTED THE PURPLE ONE! SHE WAS HELPING HER SIBLINGS!"
Me-"I noticed that but I made sure there was still a car left for her."
The parent walked off in a huff. The kid didn't even care which car she sat in. Funny enough, it was the same parent I had been talking to while they were at Boats and had been joking around because the Boats had tons of water in them from the rain the night before. Apparently morning shift decided that at 10 when the park opened they had to open the ride instead of finishing cleaning the water out. Great.
Thanks parents who don't speak english. Thanks. The other day I was running Convoy. Some people put on their kid but he was wearing a leash. Sorry sir, but you have to take the leash off your child. They just stared at me, smiled and shruged. The leash. You need to take it off of him for him to ride. More smiling and shruging. You don't understand what I'm telling you do you? No. Shrug. Smile. Thankyou. ...Point to the leash, this needs to go. OH Now they get it. Thanks for wasting 10 minutes of my life.
Boys also suck. On the bus ride back to HR I took off my work shirt and had a shirt on under it. I sat next to Josh and talked to him, and he kept chuckling. I asked him what it was and he wouldn't tell me until we got to HR. The bus was overfilled and people were standing. All the guys who were standing by me had apparently been looking down my shirt the entire time. Josh thought about telling me and decided not to. Jerk. Stupid boys who like to look down my shirt.
Butttttttt. I got a FOTON.Futon? Couch thing for the basement. And mom brought home that, Little Shop of Horrors, and the shaver we suspect Cassie stole from our house. But not the Xbox. Sad day.
I'm going to WaterWorld for the first time EVER. With Bryan his family and some others.
I got three new pairs of work pants. Two new bras. New panties. Sunglasses. A laptop bag. =D
I cashed two paychecks. Put most of it in the bank and took 200 for myself.
I think I've gotten angrier with working at Elitches. But god people are stupid.
Parents. I have another rant about fucking parents. This is for all those stupid parents who bitch to me about how some kids cut their kid in line and I didn't see. You have a problem that the kid cut yours? FUCKING TELL THEM TO GO TO THE FUCKING BACK OF THE LINE. Don't bitch to me. If you can't identify the kids who cut yours? FUCKING GET OVER IT THEN. It's their fault for not telling those kids to go to the back of the line. I see over 600 kids a day. You expect me to remember the kids who were just here? Screw you. You try watching the line while making sure these kids over here don't decide to jump out of the ride while it's running. Kthx. Don't bitch to me about it if you're not going to try to fucking help the situation.
I so wanted to say that to one of the parents today.
"THOSE KIDS CUT MY BOY"
"Can you identify the children who cut infront of yours?"
"No. But a bunch of them did."
"I'm sorry ma'am. I can't help you, I didn't see them cut." I had been unbuckling seatbeats of the kids who just got off when they cut methinks.
"My boy has had to wait in line for so long and they just cut."
"I'm sorry ma'am. Your son will have to go next round."
"I'm not staying here. We've been here too long! You're not riding!" She then dragged her kid off by the arm. She came back three minutes later and cut kids in line. Great example. I apologized to the kid about him being cut in line. He didn't care much at all, but his mom got fucking worked up about it.
PARENT NUMBER TWO. Chill the fuck out. Her oldest daughter was helping her siblings get belted in, and some other kids took the car that girl had orginally before she got up to help her brother and sister, but I made sure there was still a car left for her.
Me-"Alright there's one car left."
Child in line-"Two!"
Me-"No.. That girl over there is going in one of the cars."
Parent-"HEY!NO! THAT WAS MY DAUGHTER'S CAR!"
Me-"There's still a car left for her."
Parent-"NO! SHE WANTED THE PURPLE ONE! SHE WAS HELPING HER SIBLINGS!"
Me-"I noticed that but I made sure there was still a car left for her."
The parent walked off in a huff. The kid didn't even care which car she sat in. Funny enough, it was the same parent I had been talking to while they were at Boats and had been joking around because the Boats had tons of water in them from the rain the night before. Apparently morning shift decided that at 10 when the park opened they had to open the ride instead of finishing cleaning the water out. Great.
Thanks parents who don't speak english. Thanks. The other day I was running Convoy. Some people put on their kid but he was wearing a leash. Sorry sir, but you have to take the leash off your child. They just stared at me, smiled and shruged. The leash. You need to take it off of him for him to ride. More smiling and shruging. You don't understand what I'm telling you do you? No. Shrug. Smile. Thankyou. ...Point to the leash, this needs to go. OH Now they get it. Thanks for wasting 10 minutes of my life.
Boys also suck. On the bus ride back to HR I took off my work shirt and had a shirt on under it. I sat next to Josh and talked to him, and he kept chuckling. I asked him what it was and he wouldn't tell me until we got to HR. The bus was overfilled and people were standing. All the guys who were standing by me had apparently been looking down my shirt the entire time. Josh thought about telling me and decided not to. Jerk. Stupid boys who like to look down my shirt.
Butttttttt. I got a FOTON.Futon? Couch thing for the basement. And mom brought home that, Little Shop of Horrors, and the shaver we suspect Cassie stole from our house. But not the Xbox. Sad day.
I'm going to WaterWorld for the first time EVER. With Bryan his family and some others.
I got three new pairs of work pants. Two new bras. New panties. Sunglasses. A laptop bag. =D
I cashed two paychecks. Put most of it in the bank and took 200 for myself.
I think I've gotten angrier with working at Elitches. But god people are stupid.
Monday, July 23, 2007
I feel like I'm going to hack up an organ soon.
Stupid coughing. Cough medicines to make things better are not going over so well.
I've come to the conclusion that running Train is worse than running Boats.
Why? :
Parents cannot ride boats because they are too tall. So I do not have to tell parents they have to ride in an open top car on the train over and over since they apparently did not hear me the first three times. Or they don't speak english. God why didn't I take spanish?
On boats the kids can atleast hear me yell that they need to keep their hands inside the ride. Most of the time on Train they can't hear me.
Children like to jump off the Train when it's half way around the track. So I have that problem of the Train coming to a stop outside a normal loading position. Boats can stop anywhere.
Boats is up a ramp, and therefore not in the middle of Kiddie Land and not seen as much.
Train holds 36 goddamn people. Only four parents, who must be in opentop cars, and one per side otherwise the Train tips over.
...The Train can tip over.
It's hard as hell to reach a seatbelts in two of the cars.
The umbrella is strategically placed to be of no help to afternoon shifts.
Parents get angry when there is not room enough for them but there are three empty cars. Those empty cars have tops on them. Haha parents. Haha.
So tonight was the second night in a row that they kicked me from JumpingJack shortly after the sun had set behind the stageroof and out of my eyes to Train where I have to wait for the sun to set behind MindEraser and Swings. Both times to train people on JumpingJack. I want to get trained on another ride. All the ones I know I'm getting tired of or don't like to begin with. Which I kinda feel like writting some lists on the rides I know.. Skip if you want.
MINITEACUPS:
"Welcome to the Mini-teacups, please keep your arms and legs inside your own teacup at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop."
-First one I learned.
-Secluded, so a nice ride when you don't much feel like dealing with people.
-Takes about two minutes to fully stop. By this time kids feel the need to book it for the exit.
-Only seats 18.
-Operating station outside of the fence.
-Run until it starts to slow. Then press e-stop.
-Over 36 inches, under 54.
BUMPERCARS:
"Welcome to the Bumpercars, please keep your arms and legs inside your own car at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop. If you ever get stuck just hit the gas and turn the wheel."
-Pretty simple. Only eight cars most of the time.
-Mostly you don't have to pay too much attention except for the kids who are riding with someone else. Whoever doesn't have their hands occupied with the wheel feel the need to hit other cars as they go by.
-Constantly have to remind kids to push the pedal at the bottom and turn the wheel as far as it can go to get unstuck.
-Operating station inside the fence.
-Kids cry a lot.
-Over 36, under 54.
CONVOY:
"Welcome to Convoy, please keep your arms and legs inside the ride at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop.
-Parents can ride. I'm pretty sure it seats 24. But it's apparent that parents have to sit in the back, I don't think any have even attempted to get inside.
-Not very busy most of the time.
-Horrible on hot days, and the sun can get annoying if you watch the Trucks go around the entire track.
-Not much to get in trouble with except hands and arms inside.
-Blindspot when it goes behind the trees. Some kids I'm sure take advatage of this time.
-Operating station inside fence.
-Over 36, under 54. Over 54 must be accompanied by someone under 54, no infants.
BOATS:
"Welcome to the boats. Please keep your arms and legs inside your boat at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop. And please do not play with the water."
-You've all heard me rant about this. Parents can't ride.
-Water. Keep their goddamnfuckinghands out of the water. It's icky and will be even more gross by the end of the season.
-Lot of bending down and getting up, makes for a dizzy Angie.
-They sink if too much weight is in them.
-After the rain, someone must stand on the front of the boat to sink it down and someone else must take a cup and get out the water. Awful process.
-Seats 24.
-Operating station outside of fence.
-Under 54, as long as they can sit up on their own. No infants.
TRAIN:
"Welcome to the Train, please keep your arms and legs inside the Train at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop."
-Parents can ride in opentop cars, one per side and four per ride.
-Eight people per car, except the engine which holds four children.
-Middle of KiddieLand so oodles of people.
-The ride is only about 2 minutes long. But somehow I can only get about four to six rides done each hour.
-Operating station outsie of fence.
-I have yet to find a goo place to put the height stick while running the ride.
-36 people can ride in a full load.
-Over 36, under 54, over 54 must be accompanied by someone under 54. No infants.
JUMPING JACK:
"Welcome to the Jumping Jack. Please keep your arms and legs inside the ride at all times, as if they could go anywhere else. Please stay seated until the ride comes to a complete and final stop and the engine shuts itself off. Enjoy your fall."
-Seats 6 total.
-Beware falling shoes from excited kids.
-Breaks down frequently.
-Used to be called the "Bounce and Pounce"
-No parents. Although they often are needed to help chilren in because I am not allowed to lift children.
-Operating station inside fence.
-Umbrella does almost no good for night shift if you want to watch the ride to the top.
-Around 6:30ish the sun sets behind the Stage roof.
-Gets busy after the Hiphopcicles show ends because you can see it from the seats.
-Not allowed to hit e-stop anymore.
-Over 36, under 54.
All exit spiels are "Welcome back, hope you enjoyed your ride and enjoy the rest of your stay here at Elitches." And in the last hour I count down until Elitches closes. Which normally sparks conversations with guests about Carnival De Faugo.
Tabby likes Pat.
Jon and Liz are dating.
Shannon and Akeem fight over sticks.
Ashley's dating Drew who is not from KiddieLand.
Gossip about who is doing what and who has what sexual orientation.
That kid who makes friends with everyone and talks to everyone. (Libby.) Kid who sits in corner and you wonder if they have a voice. (Donovan.) People who talk to you at work but would not think about hanging out with you outside of Elitches.
Dropouts. (Amanda, Jesse, and others.)
Being addressed as "The Little Shanklin" "The Little Shanklin Girl" "Shannon's Sister" (Those would have been a highschool thing if I had gone to Lakewood.)
Someone having mental breakdowns (Tabby. I'm going to comfort her with gifts or something soon.)
See? Highschool.
Jordan was right. Ever want to have your kid never want kids? Make them work in KiddieLand.
Liz was talking about some rumors that some guy who works in NorthPark or SouthPark was working in KiddieLand and letting kids into the safetyzone on Bumpercars and letting them run the ride. One of those things I want to believe is a fabrication, but I'm skeptical on whether it is or not..
Oh. And the other day I SCREWED up royally. I went in on my day off and took a day off I wasn't suppose to. No one said anything about it so Jon thinks I'm going to be okay. But they changed the schedual on me. *Cries*
But I got Tuesday and Sunday off this week. Boo. I work both days we stay open til 10. And Bryan has been wanting to steal me away to WaterWorld for weeks. His family is going on Saturday. I couldn't find anyone to switch with me. Cassie also wanted to steal me away to WaterWorld but I don't have Thursday off.
And Man. I've never been to WaterWorld. -.-
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I need sunglasses and new work pants. NEED. I also need to cash my last paycheck before I get ANOTHER.
Who else thinks summers moving too fast?
...3am. I guess I should sleep.
I've come to the conclusion that running Train is worse than running Boats.
Why? :
Parents cannot ride boats because they are too tall. So I do not have to tell parents they have to ride in an open top car on the train over and over since they apparently did not hear me the first three times. Or they don't speak english. God why didn't I take spanish?
On boats the kids can atleast hear me yell that they need to keep their hands inside the ride. Most of the time on Train they can't hear me.
Children like to jump off the Train when it's half way around the track. So I have that problem of the Train coming to a stop outside a normal loading position. Boats can stop anywhere.
Boats is up a ramp, and therefore not in the middle of Kiddie Land and not seen as much.
Train holds 36 goddamn people. Only four parents, who must be in opentop cars, and one per side otherwise the Train tips over.
...The Train can tip over.
It's hard as hell to reach a seatbelts in two of the cars.
The umbrella is strategically placed to be of no help to afternoon shifts.
Parents get angry when there is not room enough for them but there are three empty cars. Those empty cars have tops on them. Haha parents. Haha.
So tonight was the second night in a row that they kicked me from JumpingJack shortly after the sun had set behind the stageroof and out of my eyes to Train where I have to wait for the sun to set behind MindEraser and Swings. Both times to train people on JumpingJack. I want to get trained on another ride. All the ones I know I'm getting tired of or don't like to begin with. Which I kinda feel like writting some lists on the rides I know.. Skip if you want.
MINITEACUPS:
"Welcome to the Mini-teacups, please keep your arms and legs inside your own teacup at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop."
-First one I learned.
-Secluded, so a nice ride when you don't much feel like dealing with people.
-Takes about two minutes to fully stop. By this time kids feel the need to book it for the exit.
-Only seats 18.
-Operating station outside of the fence.
-Run until it starts to slow. Then press e-stop.
-Over 36 inches, under 54.
BUMPERCARS:
"Welcome to the Bumpercars, please keep your arms and legs inside your own car at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop. If you ever get stuck just hit the gas and turn the wheel."
-Pretty simple. Only eight cars most of the time.
-Mostly you don't have to pay too much attention except for the kids who are riding with someone else. Whoever doesn't have their hands occupied with the wheel feel the need to hit other cars as they go by.
-Constantly have to remind kids to push the pedal at the bottom and turn the wheel as far as it can go to get unstuck.
-Operating station inside the fence.
-Kids cry a lot.
-Over 36, under 54.
CONVOY:
"Welcome to Convoy, please keep your arms and legs inside the ride at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop.
-Parents can ride. I'm pretty sure it seats 24. But it's apparent that parents have to sit in the back, I don't think any have even attempted to get inside.
-Not very busy most of the time.
-Horrible on hot days, and the sun can get annoying if you watch the Trucks go around the entire track.
-Not much to get in trouble with except hands and arms inside.
-Blindspot when it goes behind the trees. Some kids I'm sure take advatage of this time.
-Operating station inside fence.
-Over 36, under 54. Over 54 must be accompanied by someone under 54, no infants.
BOATS:
"Welcome to the boats. Please keep your arms and legs inside your boat at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop. And please do not play with the water."
-You've all heard me rant about this. Parents can't ride.
-Water. Keep their goddamnfuckinghands out of the water. It's icky and will be even more gross by the end of the season.
-Lot of bending down and getting up, makes for a dizzy Angie.
-They sink if too much weight is in them.
-After the rain, someone must stand on the front of the boat to sink it down and someone else must take a cup and get out the water. Awful process.
-Seats 24.
-Operating station outside of fence.
-Under 54, as long as they can sit up on their own. No infants.
TRAIN:
"Welcome to the Train, please keep your arms and legs inside the Train at all times. Do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop."
-Parents can ride in opentop cars, one per side and four per ride.
-Eight people per car, except the engine which holds four children.
-Middle of KiddieLand so oodles of people.
-The ride is only about 2 minutes long. But somehow I can only get about four to six rides done each hour.
-Operating station outsie of fence.
-I have yet to find a goo place to put the height stick while running the ride.
-36 people can ride in a full load.
-Over 36, under 54, over 54 must be accompanied by someone under 54. No infants.
JUMPING JACK:
"Welcome to the Jumping Jack. Please keep your arms and legs inside the ride at all times, as if they could go anywhere else. Please stay seated until the ride comes to a complete and final stop and the engine shuts itself off. Enjoy your fall."
-Seats 6 total.
-Beware falling shoes from excited kids.
-Breaks down frequently.
-Used to be called the "Bounce and Pounce"
-No parents. Although they often are needed to help chilren in because I am not allowed to lift children.
-Operating station inside fence.
-Umbrella does almost no good for night shift if you want to watch the ride to the top.
-Around 6:30ish the sun sets behind the Stage roof.
-Gets busy after the Hiphopcicles show ends because you can see it from the seats.
-Not allowed to hit e-stop anymore.
-Over 36, under 54.
All exit spiels are "Welcome back, hope you enjoyed your ride and enjoy the rest of your stay here at Elitches." And in the last hour I count down until Elitches closes. Which normally sparks conversations with guests about Carnival De Faugo.
Tabby likes Pat.
Jon and Liz are dating.
Shannon and Akeem fight over sticks.
Ashley's dating Drew who is not from KiddieLand.
Gossip about who is doing what and who has what sexual orientation.
That kid who makes friends with everyone and talks to everyone. (Libby.) Kid who sits in corner and you wonder if they have a voice. (Donovan.) People who talk to you at work but would not think about hanging out with you outside of Elitches.
Dropouts. (Amanda, Jesse, and others.)
Being addressed as "The Little Shanklin" "The Little Shanklin Girl" "Shannon's Sister" (Those would have been a highschool thing if I had gone to Lakewood.)
Someone having mental breakdowns (Tabby. I'm going to comfort her with gifts or something soon.)
See? Highschool.
Jordan was right. Ever want to have your kid never want kids? Make them work in KiddieLand.
Liz was talking about some rumors that some guy who works in NorthPark or SouthPark was working in KiddieLand and letting kids into the safetyzone on Bumpercars and letting them run the ride. One of those things I want to believe is a fabrication, but I'm skeptical on whether it is or not..
Oh. And the other day I SCREWED up royally. I went in on my day off and took a day off I wasn't suppose to. No one said anything about it so Jon thinks I'm going to be okay. But they changed the schedual on me. *Cries*
But I got Tuesday and Sunday off this week. Boo. I work both days we stay open til 10. And Bryan has been wanting to steal me away to WaterWorld for weeks. His family is going on Saturday. I couldn't find anyone to switch with me. Cassie also wanted to steal me away to WaterWorld but I don't have Thursday off.
And Man. I've never been to WaterWorld. -.-
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I need sunglasses and new work pants. NEED. I also need to cash my last paycheck before I get ANOTHER.
Who else thinks summers moving too fast?
...3am. I guess I should sleep.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Wow I suck.
Just alittle though. Not really any of my other friends have been updating anyways. But I did say I'd talk about my Fourth o' July and I didn't. Ah well. The important people were there. Ben, Krystal, Joe, Ellie, Mitch, Haley, Trevor, Jared and Bryan. And Jared and I played Bayblades. I love Jared.
Other than that. Nothing much has been going on. I've been just hanging out enjoying my summer along with the mass amounts of work I have. Which is only going to get worse because we are always understaffed, and we might have to pull people back from promoting them to North and South park because we don't have enough people and some more are still quitting. Which makes me sad consitering I have not known these people long but they've been pretty damn fun.
But things are kinda weird at work. It reminds me of school constantly which just freaks me out. Having a school away from school during the summer. Ehhhh.. I have no time for art which makes me sad.
AND Sarah didn't answer her phone when I called her to wish her happy birthday. Failure.
Ohyea. And Heart.
Other than that. Nothing much has been going on. I've been just hanging out enjoying my summer along with the mass amounts of work I have. Which is only going to get worse because we are always understaffed, and we might have to pull people back from promoting them to North and South park because we don't have enough people and some more are still quitting. Which makes me sad consitering I have not known these people long but they've been pretty damn fun.
But things are kinda weird at work. It reminds me of school constantly which just freaks me out. Having a school away from school during the summer. Ehhhh.. I have no time for art which makes me sad.
AND Sarah didn't answer her phone when I called her to wish her happy birthday. Failure.
Ohyea. And Heart.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Contridictory Victory!
Worky work work.
Saturday I worked Jumping Jack.
Sunday I worked Boats. BUT MAN DO I HATE BOATS. The kids NEVER listen to you when you tell them to keep they're goddamnfuckinghands out of the water. I hate repeating myself so many times.
"Please keep your hands inside the boat"
"Please do not play with the water"
It's for their fucking safety.
Hatehatehatehatehateboats.
That and one girl decided "Hey. I'm going to go out the other side of he boat and go swimming." I had to run around and get her out. I got my pants soaked.
Monday I worked Jumping Jack. It was either that or boats again. I chose the better option even though I've been doing Jumping Jack a lot lately. Some kids cried. One small child hit on me. It was pretty uneventful except Liz almost got written up for kissing Jon. Not even a makeouttoungeineachothersmouthkiss. Just a peck. They think it's Des (Jon's ex girlfriend. Who dumped him after prom. But still hates him.) who reported it. Also I got re-trained on the Jumping Jack that day because apparently none of the trainers were training people right. We're not allowed to hit e-stop anymore. And I got to teach Jon the new ways of the Jumping Jack, which I found ironic because he is one of the trainers.
Today. I worked BumperCars. YAY. I like BumperCars best. Lovelovelovelove. Anyways. Pretty normal. Except several kids cried for being too short, or too tall, or not being able to figure out how to move, or getting stuck, or not being able to figure out how to not spin in continual circles. One kid though.. He cried for no reason at all. No one hit him, he didn't hit anyone, he didn't get stuck. Just out of no where he started crying.
Parents are mean. Not even just to me. But to their own kids. One girl didn't really want to ride. Her mom forced her on with peer pressure, and I tried to help her saying that if she ever wanted to get off she could just call out and I'd stop the ride for her. That comforted her and she agreed to get on. Well she was fine until her mom was trying to belt her in. Then she didn't want to ride anymore. The mom took her out and said "Fine. Go sit in your stroller like a big cry baby, Baby!" This shocked me. That's so... Mean. I hope the kid turns out okay with having a mother like that. Sadly it was not the first time I had seen this. The same thing happened the day before on Jumping Jack with a different kid and different parent.
I had my own collection of lost and found. Two headbands. Two sunglasses. And a shirt. Most I've ever had left at my ride.
Two kids. They got really angry with me and started yelling at me for them being too tall. I thought they were going to hit me. Is it sa when ten year olds scare me?
After work I hung out for a bit and Jon and I froliced over to internal guest relations with my lost stuff and another pair of sunglasses and a hat from other lost things from other rides. Some how we got into something like I was fighting myself, and I said it was a contridictory victory, and we were both amazed at my random ability to rhyme without meaning to. I helped Kathy with carrying stuff back to dispatch... disbatch... Ah hell.
Anyways. I put notebooks away then Jon and I waited for the bus. Rode back to HR, hugged and I went home.
Tomorrow is my day off. Thank goodness because it's the 4th and the park will be open til ten.
Saturday I worked Jumping Jack.
Sunday I worked Boats. BUT MAN DO I HATE BOATS. The kids NEVER listen to you when you tell them to keep they're goddamnfuckinghands out of the water. I hate repeating myself so many times.
"Please keep your hands inside the boat"
"Please do not play with the water"
It's for their fucking safety.
Hatehatehatehatehateboats.
That and one girl decided "Hey. I'm going to go out the other side of he boat and go swimming." I had to run around and get her out. I got my pants soaked.
Monday I worked Jumping Jack. It was either that or boats again. I chose the better option even though I've been doing Jumping Jack a lot lately. Some kids cried. One small child hit on me. It was pretty uneventful except Liz almost got written up for kissing Jon. Not even a makeouttoungeineachothersmouthkiss. Just a peck. They think it's Des (Jon's ex girlfriend. Who dumped him after prom. But still hates him.) who reported it. Also I got re-trained on the Jumping Jack that day because apparently none of the trainers were training people right. We're not allowed to hit e-stop anymore. And I got to teach Jon the new ways of the Jumping Jack, which I found ironic because he is one of the trainers.
Today. I worked BumperCars. YAY. I like BumperCars best. Lovelovelovelove. Anyways. Pretty normal. Except several kids cried for being too short, or too tall, or not being able to figure out how to move, or getting stuck, or not being able to figure out how to not spin in continual circles. One kid though.. He cried for no reason at all. No one hit him, he didn't hit anyone, he didn't get stuck. Just out of no where he started crying.
Parents are mean. Not even just to me. But to their own kids. One girl didn't really want to ride. Her mom forced her on with peer pressure, and I tried to help her saying that if she ever wanted to get off she could just call out and I'd stop the ride for her. That comforted her and she agreed to get on. Well she was fine until her mom was trying to belt her in. Then she didn't want to ride anymore. The mom took her out and said "Fine. Go sit in your stroller like a big cry baby, Baby!" This shocked me. That's so... Mean. I hope the kid turns out okay with having a mother like that. Sadly it was not the first time I had seen this. The same thing happened the day before on Jumping Jack with a different kid and different parent.
I had my own collection of lost and found. Two headbands. Two sunglasses. And a shirt. Most I've ever had left at my ride.
Two kids. They got really angry with me and started yelling at me for them being too tall. I thought they were going to hit me. Is it sa when ten year olds scare me?
After work I hung out for a bit and Jon and I froliced over to internal guest relations with my lost stuff and another pair of sunglasses and a hat from other lost things from other rides. Some how we got into something like I was fighting myself, and I said it was a contridictory victory, and we were both amazed at my random ability to rhyme without meaning to. I helped Kathy with carrying stuff back to dispatch... disbatch... Ah hell.
Anyways. I put notebooks away then Jon and I waited for the bus. Rode back to HR, hugged and I went home.
Tomorrow is my day off. Thank goodness because it's the 4th and the park will be open til ten.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
I love Mitch sometimes.
Just because of moments like these:
miznatch101: Sup Dood?
Angie: Nothin much. How about you?
miznatch101: NOt much now, i just got home from alaska on a fishy trip
Angie: ... We totally have fish in CO.
Angie: If you haven't heard.
miznatch101: No wai!
miznatch101: Rly?
miznatch101: well that sux.
miznatch101: i forgot about dem fishiez
Angie: *Snaps* Well now you know.
miznatch101: next time.
miznatch101: next time
Today was my day off. And it kinda sucked. Eyyup.
Tomorrow I work.
miznatch101: Sup Dood?
Angie: Nothin much. How about you?
miznatch101: NOt much now, i just got home from alaska on a fishy trip
Angie: ... We totally have fish in CO.
Angie: If you haven't heard.
miznatch101: No wai!
miznatch101: Rly?
miznatch101: well that sux.
miznatch101: i forgot about dem fishiez
Angie: *Snaps* Well now you know.
miznatch101: next time.
miznatch101: next time
Today was my day off. And it kinda sucked. Eyyup.
Tomorrow I work.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
If you think you may kick off your shoes in a fit of joy, please kick them off now.
Kids tend to kick their legs with more force than I thought. While running the JumpingJack a lot of shoes went flying.
I know 6 rides now. Mini Teacups, Bumpercars, Convoy, Train, Boats, and JumpingJack.
Today. They almost made me work Northpark. Big coasters and rides. Scary.
I suddenly don't feel like writting anymore.
I know 6 rides now. Mini Teacups, Bumpercars, Convoy, Train, Boats, and JumpingJack.
Today. They almost made me work Northpark. Big coasters and rides. Scary.
I suddenly don't feel like writting anymore.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Excuse me, are you a boy or a girl?
Tuesday,I spent the night at Jacqi's house. I met Genoa (Layn's half sister) and Justin, Jacqi and I watched DeathNote. A couple episodes anyways. I was up til around 3:30 in the morning reading because I couldn't sleep. I was reading Cut and I got halfway through the book.
Wednesday, I went to Elitches with Bryan, Jacqi, and Jared. Now that was a party.
So yesterday I worked, along with Thursday. Thursday I did BumperCars again but was pulled away to learn Trains. Ashley, who covered me on BumperCars, was very... Paranoid. To say the least. The night before she was working BumperCars and she told a guy that his kid couldn't ride because she only had her swimsuit on which is one of the rules. Well I guess he got so mad that he put up his fists. So needless to say she wasn't too thrilled to cover for me. Desiree made the trainning short anyways. Every cycle is two rounds around the track, and they have to watch me do 15 cycles on my own. Well she just did every time they went around the track once as the cycle. Desiree told me this long story of how she dated Jon, the other guy who trainned me. And now they don't talk and she dumped him because he was too clingy and she's not much of a huggy person and stuff like that. Other than that nothing really eventful happened. After work Bryan gave me handcuffs though. Those have proven to be quite fun.
Friday, my day off, Bryan came over and we hung out until we went to go see Evan Almighty. Not bad of a movie, but Bruce Almighty was better. After the movie we went over to Borders and read for a bit. I wanted to finish Cut but I couldn't find it, so I read Go Ask Alice, which I had started reading when I was dating Amber. We hung out again at my house until 11 when Bryan had to go home.
Yesterday, I worked, as previously stated. I learned the Boats. I started getting annoyed of all the kids who decided to play in the water. Near the beginning of my shift I started getting dizzy. I walked around and checked seatbelts and when I started telling them the rules, the world kinda got hazy and I forgot where I was. I also got Audited, but I passed so I got candy =D . On the downside, a girl came up to me and asked if I was a boy or a girl. That in itself kinda depressed me. Then Kathy came around and gave me more candy for working in the heat. So along with the package and a ahlf of Starbursts, I had a pocket full 'o candy =D During my 30 minute break I sat with Cherie and the MountainDew I was drinking was tasting horrible, and I wasn't sure if it was just from me and my dehydration, or if it really did taste horrible. When I said that to Cherie she told me a wonderful story (which she didn't know was true or not) about her mother's friend or something who died because she thought her MountainDew tasted weird, but thought nothing of it, but they hadn't flushed the bleach out of the system so she ingest bleach and died. Thanks Cherie, that makes me feel like I should totally finish my MountainDew that I spent a dollar on. I went home and ate some Arby's. I was kinda bummed that I didn't get to hang out with Bryan, Steven, Kristen, and Misa. I was even more bummed when Bryan didn't call, and didn't pick up when I called. *Shrug*
I had some weird dreams last night. I had a dream that Ryan came and visited me at Elitches after I haven't talked to him for years. And the kids in the boats kept jumping off into the water and drowning but I couldn't do anything, because by the time I tried to pull them out, they disappeared, like in video games. It freaked me out.
Now here I am, typing this, waiting for my pants to dry and such. Eeeeyup.
Wednesday, I went to Elitches with Bryan, Jacqi, and Jared. Now that was a party.
So yesterday I worked, along with Thursday. Thursday I did BumperCars again but was pulled away to learn Trains. Ashley, who covered me on BumperCars, was very... Paranoid. To say the least. The night before she was working BumperCars and she told a guy that his kid couldn't ride because she only had her swimsuit on which is one of the rules. Well I guess he got so mad that he put up his fists. So needless to say she wasn't too thrilled to cover for me. Desiree made the trainning short anyways. Every cycle is two rounds around the track, and they have to watch me do 15 cycles on my own. Well she just did every time they went around the track once as the cycle. Desiree told me this long story of how she dated Jon, the other guy who trainned me. And now they don't talk and she dumped him because he was too clingy and she's not much of a huggy person and stuff like that. Other than that nothing really eventful happened. After work Bryan gave me handcuffs though. Those have proven to be quite fun.
Friday, my day off, Bryan came over and we hung out until we went to go see Evan Almighty. Not bad of a movie, but Bruce Almighty was better. After the movie we went over to Borders and read for a bit. I wanted to finish Cut but I couldn't find it, so I read Go Ask Alice, which I had started reading when I was dating Amber. We hung out again at my house until 11 when Bryan had to go home.
Yesterday, I worked, as previously stated. I learned the Boats. I started getting annoyed of all the kids who decided to play in the water. Near the beginning of my shift I started getting dizzy. I walked around and checked seatbelts and when I started telling them the rules, the world kinda got hazy and I forgot where I was. I also got Audited, but I passed so I got candy =D . On the downside, a girl came up to me and asked if I was a boy or a girl. That in itself kinda depressed me. Then Kathy came around and gave me more candy for working in the heat. So along with the package and a ahlf of Starbursts, I had a pocket full 'o candy =D During my 30 minute break I sat with Cherie and the MountainDew I was drinking was tasting horrible, and I wasn't sure if it was just from me and my dehydration, or if it really did taste horrible. When I said that to Cherie she told me a wonderful story (which she didn't know was true or not) about her mother's friend or something who died because she thought her MountainDew tasted weird, but thought nothing of it, but they hadn't flushed the bleach out of the system so she ingest bleach and died. Thanks Cherie, that makes me feel like I should totally finish my MountainDew that I spent a dollar on. I went home and ate some Arby's. I was kinda bummed that I didn't get to hang out with Bryan, Steven, Kristen, and Misa. I was even more bummed when Bryan didn't call, and didn't pick up when I called. *Shrug*
I had some weird dreams last night. I had a dream that Ryan came and visited me at Elitches after I haven't talked to him for years. And the kids in the boats kept jumping off into the water and drowning but I couldn't do anything, because by the time I tried to pull them out, they disappeared, like in video games. It freaked me out.
Now here I am, typing this, waiting for my pants to dry and such. Eeeeyup.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Welcome to the Convoy where I am currently losing my voice!
Please keep all arms and legs inside the trucks at all times and please do not stand until the ride has come to a complete and final stop and enjoy your ride!
Today... Although I guess it's yesterday now.MONDAY. I got to learn Convoy at work. It's basically a train of trucks. Jon taught me on this one, which was awsome because he was the same guy who taught me on the Bumper Cars so I wasn't so nervous. He's a really nice guy. But I did get sick, I went home on Friday from work because they were over staffed and I wasn't feeling too great. Over the weekend I got more stuffy nosed and quite a bit of a cough. I realized today that I got it from Jon last week when he was trainning me on Bumper Cars. Seee... He was sick and had a sore throat and losing his voice. So he was drinking a lot of water, and they give us these uh. Man I can't think of the word... Cooler.. Jug... Things. And cups. Well he and I mixed up which cups were his and which were mine, so I just took whatever. Stupid Angie got sick from it. I think I've probably got Bryan sick with it too. And Jon told me to tell him he's welcome XD Anyways. Jon's a great guy, he's funny and stuff. And he's not one of those people that will act like they like you then act like they don't know you later. Point proven when he waved to me after trainning and when he sat with me on my 30 minute break. He's a bit older than me. I think about the age of my sister. And he has a younger sister who is my age. But he's just like.. He acts my age and it's awsome. I don't feel like he's talking down to me ever. And we spent almost all of the 30 minute break talking about videogames. Course then I had to go back to Convoy which made me sad. By the end of my shift I was starting to get a bit hyper as I guess I tend to do. One of the cycles, a kid asked me if he ran the train. I told him no, and that I had the power to make the ride run, then walked off laughing evilly. When no one was in my line or anything, I danced and yelled for people to come to the Convoy because I was bored, and I'm totally awsome. I think the guy running the boats was a bit amused by my performance because he kept watching me. The pure amazingness of the night though was at the end of the day when I had to call Turn Styles to put in my total for nine o' clock. It was 666. That just made me happy in itself.
And I've got Tuesday and Wednesday off ^_^ So I decided "Hey I haven't seen Jacqi in awhile." Called her up and I'm going to spend the night tomorrow night. I got my room clean so my mom can't even object to it.
Oh. And I forgot in my last post. Apparently, my friend Sasha has a crush on me. Eh... Odd.
AND NOW HERE'S SOME FLYLEAF BECAUSE THE SINGERS VOICE IS SIMPLY ORGASMIC.
Hope you all are doing well ^_^
Today... Although I guess it's yesterday now.MONDAY. I got to learn Convoy at work. It's basically a train of trucks. Jon taught me on this one, which was awsome because he was the same guy who taught me on the Bumper Cars so I wasn't so nervous. He's a really nice guy. But I did get sick, I went home on Friday from work because they were over staffed and I wasn't feeling too great. Over the weekend I got more stuffy nosed and quite a bit of a cough. I realized today that I got it from Jon last week when he was trainning me on Bumper Cars. Seee... He was sick and had a sore throat and losing his voice. So he was drinking a lot of water, and they give us these uh. Man I can't think of the word... Cooler.. Jug... Things. And cups. Well he and I mixed up which cups were his and which were mine, so I just took whatever. Stupid Angie got sick from it. I think I've probably got Bryan sick with it too. And Jon told me to tell him he's welcome XD Anyways. Jon's a great guy, he's funny and stuff. And he's not one of those people that will act like they like you then act like they don't know you later. Point proven when he waved to me after trainning and when he sat with me on my 30 minute break. He's a bit older than me. I think about the age of my sister. And he has a younger sister who is my age. But he's just like.. He acts my age and it's awsome. I don't feel like he's talking down to me ever. And we spent almost all of the 30 minute break talking about videogames. Course then I had to go back to Convoy which made me sad. By the end of my shift I was starting to get a bit hyper as I guess I tend to do. One of the cycles, a kid asked me if he ran the train. I told him no, and that I had the power to make the ride run, then walked off laughing evilly. When no one was in my line or anything, I danced and yelled for people to come to the Convoy because I was bored, and I'm totally awsome. I think the guy running the boats was a bit amused by my performance because he kept watching me. The pure amazingness of the night though was at the end of the day when I had to call Turn Styles to put in my total for nine o' clock. It was 666. That just made me happy in itself.
And I've got Tuesday and Wednesday off ^_^ So I decided "Hey I haven't seen Jacqi in awhile." Called her up and I'm going to spend the night tomorrow night. I got my room clean so my mom can't even object to it.
Oh. And I forgot in my last post. Apparently, my friend Sasha has a crush on me. Eh... Odd.
AND NOW HERE'S SOME FLYLEAF BECAUSE THE SINGERS VOICE IS SIMPLY ORGASMIC.
Hope you all are doing well ^_^
Friday, June 15, 2007
Welcome back to reality, where you really can't ride on the backs of cats and mice.
Work's going well. Lately I've been working the night shift. 3-9:15. Not really bad at all. First day I learned the Mini TeaCups. Second day of work I learned Bumper Cars. (The title is what I told the kids when the ride was over. No one seemed amused and it made me sad. The bumper cars were mice and cats.) The next day I was suppose to learn the Balloons. But well I did one cycle alone before we had to shut down the ride because of rain. The girl who was training me, Shannon, took me to the Foam Factory to wait for the rain to go down. I talked for a few hours with Tabitha (I think that's her name..) and Jesse. Random things galore there. Then they decided to shut down the park early, and since I didn't have a coat I picked up bags in the Foam Factory then they signed my time sheet and Tabitha and I froliced to dispatch and went home. =D And I got paid for it all because I didn't take my thirty minute break. Whoo!
Today I work again.
Bryan and I doing fine. We serpassed a week. Whoo!
Downside. I think I'm getting sick. Yesterday my throat started hurting and it's been ever since with only getting worse.
Also. Apparently the Rec Center up by the school is too far for me to walk alone. Heh. Like I haven't walked longer than that on my own. Oh well. ^_^
BOWLING FOR SOUP IS COMING TO CO.
But I'll probably still not be able to go.
...I kinda want some chocolate.
Today I work again.
Bryan and I doing fine. We serpassed a week. Whoo!
Downside. I think I'm getting sick. Yesterday my throat started hurting and it's been ever since with only getting worse.
Also. Apparently the Rec Center up by the school is too far for me to walk alone. Heh. Like I haven't walked longer than that on my own. Oh well. ^_^
BOWLING FOR SOUP IS COMING TO CO.
But I'll probably still not be able to go.
...I kinda want some chocolate.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Oh I totally want flying boxers.
So here's the low down on the past few days or so. So. Wednesday!.. uh.. I'm pretty sure Kara, Bryan and I went swimming. Whoo! When I got to his house he was on the phone with Ariel. On speakerphone and the first thing I hear her say is "Have fun making out with Angie" in quite a bitter tone. Bryan then says, "You know Angie just heard you say that." and I say thanks in a quite sarcastic way to Ariel. She says she loves me and I say the same back but she finds it more insincere than anything, and hangs up. And amazing my luck, I get my period just the day after. =D
Thursday: Kara, Bryan, and I hung out at Bryan's house and the park. I also saw Ellie at the park ^_^ I was kinda sad that I didn't get to hang out with her long at all. Bryan, Kara and I threw a koosh ball around for awhile until we were all too lazy and stubborn to go get it. Later a small child ran off with it. Oh well. We stayed at the park for hours. Kara and Derrick got into a bit of a situation and Bryan and I cheered her up, and force fed her a cookie. After such, Kara and I hide and scared Bryan ^_^ Also. Bryan asked me out. Yes again. And I said yes. Well. More of I tackled him onto a beanbag. (And I know a lot of you will think this is a horrible idea or something. Eh. One more try.) We walked Bryan most of the way to work, then walked back to my house. We ate some icecream and some actual food, then I went over to Kara's. Played Guitar Hero for awhile, and Bryan went over to Kara's when he was done with work. A couple hours after Bryan's dad picked him up we walked to go meet him for free RootBeer Floats from Sonic. Which... Was actually quite a horrible idea. The guy gave us two each, another horrible idea. We were all already cold, then I started to get sick. Those RootBeer Floats tasted absolutely horrible coming back up in the Safeway parkinglot. Bryan and Kara were nice about it though. They rubbed my back and told me it was going to be okay. We were going to Safeway to use the bathrooms because I felt sick. When we got up to the doors they wouldn't open anyways. I had the horrible taste of twice tasted RootBeer Floats stuck in my mouth until we walked down to KingSoopers and I went into their bathrooms, washed my mouth out and tried to wash vomit off my hoodie. The mouth wash worked better than I thought, but I could still smell it. It was in my nose. When I threw up it came out my mouth and my nose. Ew right? Absolutely horrible. Ariel called Bryan but as soon as she found out I was with him she said something about not being important and hung up. I called back and of course she didn't answer. But I still left her a message telling her she was important. We then walked to a park, and after that we split off and went our separate ways. Kara and I went home and slept.
Next morning. Kara and I are woken up horribly with some lawnmowers. So we get some cereal and decide to watch Me, Myself, And Irene. Kara's younger brother, (Which Bryan and I have decided to call Christ. Kara said that he was suppose to be name Christ [pronounced Chris with a T at the end. Instead of A Jesus Christ like Bryan and I are now calling him]) was already awake. About half way through the movie, Christ knocks on Kara's door and tells us that Speedy came over to say Hi. What? No. Kara tells Christ to tell Speedy we're still sleeping. Speedy stayed for about another 15-20 minutes. After he leaves Christ comes back into Kara's room and tells us that apparently his whole family left the state and left him here. Which kinda makes sense to me. He was slacking off when he's ALREADY in the ACE program at school and because of it he didn't graduate. Anyways, Christ asks if he can watch the movie with us, and of course we say yes. He's a good kid. After the movie, Christ goes back to his room, and I call my mom and she comes to pick me up. By the time she comes to get me it's 1pm. Bryan wanted to hang out with Kara and I around 1:30. I go home, shower. And I finally find out why one of my hermit crabs has been so antisocial. He shed his exoskeleton, which also explains why he was ALWAYS in the water dish. So all was okay again. Cassie calls me upstairs and gives me a beautiful mirror with a moon frame from Earthbound, as a "Congrats on the new job" present. Cassie then takes me to go to the petstore to buy some goldfish for mom's new pond in the backyard. So we head over to Petsmart because things tend to be cheaper there than at PetCo. Well we get there and ALL the fish tanks are empty. All of them. And there was a red clearance sign above them all. Well Cassie and I buy some hermit crab things and then head over to PetCo. All the while, I'm texting Bryan. He asks if Ariel can hang out with us, and I say of course. She is one of my friends and all. While waiting to be assisted at PetCo and looking at the fuzzier animals, Bryan texts me saying they're heading over to Ariel's house. Not so good. Cassie had agreed to drop me off at Bryan's house afterwards. And I bet you're thinking, "Why not just tell her to go to Ariel's instead?" Well. Cassie gets extremely angry with me if I don't know EXACTLY where my friends live. So I told Bryan just forget it. I didn't much feel like getting yelled at by Cassie and I had hung out with him a lot that week, so he should hang out with Ariel. I hate being an over domineering girlfriend. Anyways. I then get a text from Bryan saying he'll meet up with me and there will be no Ariel. This confused me. But I named one of the ten goldfish we bought Oliver. When I met up with Bryan, his mom drove us back to his house and he told me that Ariel decided she didn't want to be the third wheel and ditched him. Oh. That makes me feel awsome, especially with how she had been acting for the past while. We end up playing video games and old school Super Mario 3, which I totally suck at. When dinner time rolls around, we walk about half way back to my house where Cassie picks us up and we go home, then off to ChinaKing. And Bryan was oh-so-happy I invited him. He loves ChinaKing but the last time he went was like a year ago. I was trying to watch Jeopardy, but Cassie kept moving around so I couldn't read the subtitles. Mom hit her ^_^ Bryan and I got some bounceballs and went back to my house and we played some more video games on not so oldschool Nintendo 64. Steven texts Bryan and asks if he wanted to hang out, and Bryan says "If Angie can". A couple minutes later, I get a text from Steven asking if I want to hang out. And to play fun, I say if Bryan can. Then we call Steven and he calls us mean for doing that when we're in the same room. We then wait out front of my house for Steven to pick us up, and we pet the next door neighbors cat Jasmine. From my house, we go to the park and play frisbee. Well after awhile the sprinklers turn on and after irnoring them because they weren't near us, we play 500. After a bit of that they turn on us and we head over to Steven's house and we all watch a new video game that Steven rented. Which amused me greatly. I love watching people play video games even though I suck at them myself. I get so into it I often freak out when THEY die. I get into video games more than movies. I don't know why. I'm watching them all the same. Anyways. Around 10:30 Steven takes Bryan and I home.
Next day. TODAY. Wow this post is jampacked. Anyways. I wake up earlier than I wanted to just because I was cold. I layed in bed for an hour, then got up to get ready for my first 'day' of work. Which I was extremely nervous for. I burned myself ironing my uniform. I dropped off some papers at HumanResources and then went to get onto the bus for work. Yay for metal detectors not going off on me! I got on the bus and I didn't see anyone I had seen at orientation, which made me feel very uneasy. Only two other people on the bus were also ride operators, so I thought, well maybe follow them! Ehh.. Didn't work. I asked someone for help, and he lead me back to a dispatch trailer for training. I felt a bit better when the lady who was giving us our first day of training was the same lady who gave me my first interview. I like her a lot, and seeing her there put me a bit more at ease. We watched two movies, one was one of those informational ones like they show at school. Seeing some trainees on a video, watching a video on what trainees are suppose to do. That was a little trippy. The second movie was pieces of news casts and stuff pieced together to show what happens when we neglect to do a good job. (Which Shannon told me was gruesome. I was disappointed. One of the parts told about this girl who went on a Ferris Wheel type ride in India, and her long hair got stuck in the ride operations and scalped her. But no actual pictures of the scalping. D= And for anyone concerned, she lived, and grew back hair =D ) At the end of that film were some clips that Shannon took from a local carnival. Terribly unsafe stuff, but who didn't know carnivals were unsafe? After the movies we got a ten minute break and I just stayed in the room, along with two others. I had no money for soda, and no reason to go outside. Some people came to talk to Irene (The training lady) and she had them guess who I was relatated to. They went through all these names until they got to Shannon and the more hyper of the two made comments like "What s he your grandfather?" And Irene said that he wasn't that old, and I told them he was my older brother, which seemed to shock them more. Doesn't seem odd to me.. But I guess 18 years is a bit of a difference for siblings. Then we spent three hours going over this huge packet, then taking a test on it. I got two wrong. We then went outside and got separated into groups. Kiddie Land workers, and not. All 16 year olds must be Kiddie Land workers unless they have worked there before, or if anyone else wanted to they could also be Kiddie Land workers. All in all, four of us were going to work in Kiddie Land. And three of us were 16. We met some of the Supervisors and our's specifically was named Akeen. I think. When he got to me, he asked my name, and when I told him he asked if I was related to Shannon. I said yes and told him he's my older brother. Another shocked look. I turned in my check-in thing to dispatch and waited with the others for the bus to come around to bring us back to Human Resources. It kinda bugged me how much none of us had really talked to eachother. We just spent four hours in the same room and now were standing and waiting for a bus, and still none of us talked to eachother. Right when I was thinking about that two of the other girls started talking to eachother. Both either 18 or older. (Blue nametags are 18 or older, yellow are 16 or 17 years old, and orange are 14 or 15 years of age. From what I can tell, higher management get a white nametag that looks more offical than a student ID which is about what I get. Picture of me on the back and everything. And they wear white shirts. Ride Opps get blue shirts. I don't remember what the other shirts are though.) When the bus came, those two girls sat together and talked more. Two guys from the class sat across from eachother in the back, but got into a conversation also. Everyone else sat alone, including myself. Dispite my not liking that no one was talking to each other I did not have the nerve to strike up conversation with anyone else. Yea I know. Lame Angie. Lame. I called mom from a payphone back at Human Resources and I waited about 15 minutes for her to pick me up. By the time we left it was around 2:30. Mom took us to Sears to get a new TV for the basement living room because she doesn't want my friends hanging out in my room to watch movies anymore. I would greatly like a couch in the basement though.. When we got home it was 3:30. I have a missed call, voicemail, and text message from Bryan. I call him, change out of my work clothes and walk over to his house. On the way there I walk past the Cononoco..Conoco... Gas Station. And some guys, probably 19 or so are there, dressed up oddly. One is in an orange jumpsuit thing holding a stuffed cow and sitting by the fake palm trees under the Conoco sign. One of his friends is wearing a hard hat and a Hawaiian lay thing. The one with the hard hat starts to talk to me. He asks if I can help his friend (the one in the orange jumpsuit) because he's horrible hot. I tell him I have no money. He says he's serious then asks if I will kiss his friend on the cheek, while his friend is shaking his head at me. I say sorry that I can't help and tell them to have a good day and walk off. What the hell? I get to Bryan's house and we play some more Super Mario 3 and then some checkers (Which he totally owned me at.) Then I had to start heading home for dinner. Bryan's mom had him walk me and him and his laziness rode a bike. And me and my paranoia did not stand on the the back pegs of the bike. Steven sees us and offers to give me a ride home, I told him no, because I was already half way. Bryan went to about the Cononco station then turned back. When I got home I ate dinner, and then started this blog. I've been uber busy lately and have not had much time to get online. Which is actually really fine with me. I hope you guys are having a wonderful summer. <3
Thursday: Kara, Bryan, and I hung out at Bryan's house and the park. I also saw Ellie at the park ^_^ I was kinda sad that I didn't get to hang out with her long at all. Bryan, Kara and I threw a koosh ball around for awhile until we were all too lazy and stubborn to go get it. Later a small child ran off with it. Oh well. We stayed at the park for hours. Kara and Derrick got into a bit of a situation and Bryan and I cheered her up, and force fed her a cookie. After such, Kara and I hide and scared Bryan ^_^ Also. Bryan asked me out. Yes again. And I said yes. Well. More of I tackled him onto a beanbag. (And I know a lot of you will think this is a horrible idea or something. Eh. One more try.) We walked Bryan most of the way to work, then walked back to my house. We ate some icecream and some actual food, then I went over to Kara's. Played Guitar Hero for awhile, and Bryan went over to Kara's when he was done with work. A couple hours after Bryan's dad picked him up we walked to go meet him for free RootBeer Floats from Sonic. Which... Was actually quite a horrible idea. The guy gave us two each, another horrible idea. We were all already cold, then I started to get sick. Those RootBeer Floats tasted absolutely horrible coming back up in the Safeway parkinglot. Bryan and Kara were nice about it though. They rubbed my back and told me it was going to be okay. We were going to Safeway to use the bathrooms because I felt sick. When we got up to the doors they wouldn't open anyways. I had the horrible taste of twice tasted RootBeer Floats stuck in my mouth until we walked down to KingSoopers and I went into their bathrooms, washed my mouth out and tried to wash vomit off my hoodie. The mouth wash worked better than I thought, but I could still smell it. It was in my nose. When I threw up it came out my mouth and my nose. Ew right? Absolutely horrible. Ariel called Bryan but as soon as she found out I was with him she said something about not being important and hung up. I called back and of course she didn't answer. But I still left her a message telling her she was important. We then walked to a park, and after that we split off and went our separate ways. Kara and I went home and slept.
Next morning. Kara and I are woken up horribly with some lawnmowers. So we get some cereal and decide to watch Me, Myself, And Irene. Kara's younger brother, (Which Bryan and I have decided to call Christ. Kara said that he was suppose to be name Christ [pronounced Chris with a T at the end. Instead of A Jesus Christ like Bryan and I are now calling him]) was already awake. About half way through the movie, Christ knocks on Kara's door and tells us that Speedy came over to say Hi. What? No. Kara tells Christ to tell Speedy we're still sleeping. Speedy stayed for about another 15-20 minutes. After he leaves Christ comes back into Kara's room and tells us that apparently his whole family left the state and left him here. Which kinda makes sense to me. He was slacking off when he's ALREADY in the ACE program at school and because of it he didn't graduate. Anyways, Christ asks if he can watch the movie with us, and of course we say yes. He's a good kid. After the movie, Christ goes back to his room, and I call my mom and she comes to pick me up. By the time she comes to get me it's 1pm. Bryan wanted to hang out with Kara and I around 1:30. I go home, shower. And I finally find out why one of my hermit crabs has been so antisocial. He shed his exoskeleton, which also explains why he was ALWAYS in the water dish. So all was okay again. Cassie calls me upstairs and gives me a beautiful mirror with a moon frame from Earthbound, as a "Congrats on the new job" present. Cassie then takes me to go to the petstore to buy some goldfish for mom's new pond in the backyard. So we head over to Petsmart because things tend to be cheaper there than at PetCo. Well we get there and ALL the fish tanks are empty. All of them. And there was a red clearance sign above them all. Well Cassie and I buy some hermit crab things and then head over to PetCo. All the while, I'm texting Bryan. He asks if Ariel can hang out with us, and I say of course. She is one of my friends and all. While waiting to be assisted at PetCo and looking at the fuzzier animals, Bryan texts me saying they're heading over to Ariel's house. Not so good. Cassie had agreed to drop me off at Bryan's house afterwards. And I bet you're thinking, "Why not just tell her to go to Ariel's instead?" Well. Cassie gets extremely angry with me if I don't know EXACTLY where my friends live. So I told Bryan just forget it. I didn't much feel like getting yelled at by Cassie and I had hung out with him a lot that week, so he should hang out with Ariel. I hate being an over domineering girlfriend. Anyways. I then get a text from Bryan saying he'll meet up with me and there will be no Ariel. This confused me. But I named one of the ten goldfish we bought Oliver. When I met up with Bryan, his mom drove us back to his house and he told me that Ariel decided she didn't want to be the third wheel and ditched him. Oh. That makes me feel awsome, especially with how she had been acting for the past while. We end up playing video games and old school Super Mario 3, which I totally suck at. When dinner time rolls around, we walk about half way back to my house where Cassie picks us up and we go home, then off to ChinaKing. And Bryan was oh-so-happy I invited him. He loves ChinaKing but the last time he went was like a year ago. I was trying to watch Jeopardy, but Cassie kept moving around so I couldn't read the subtitles. Mom hit her ^_^ Bryan and I got some bounceballs and went back to my house and we played some more video games on not so oldschool Nintendo 64. Steven texts Bryan and asks if he wanted to hang out, and Bryan says "If Angie can". A couple minutes later, I get a text from Steven asking if I want to hang out. And to play fun, I say if Bryan can. Then we call Steven and he calls us mean for doing that when we're in the same room. We then wait out front of my house for Steven to pick us up, and we pet the next door neighbors cat Jasmine. From my house, we go to the park and play frisbee. Well after awhile the sprinklers turn on and after irnoring them because they weren't near us, we play 500. After a bit of that they turn on us and we head over to Steven's house and we all watch a new video game that Steven rented. Which amused me greatly. I love watching people play video games even though I suck at them myself. I get so into it I often freak out when THEY die. I get into video games more than movies. I don't know why. I'm watching them all the same. Anyways. Around 10:30 Steven takes Bryan and I home.
Next day. TODAY. Wow this post is jampacked. Anyways. I wake up earlier than I wanted to just because I was cold. I layed in bed for an hour, then got up to get ready for my first 'day' of work. Which I was extremely nervous for. I burned myself ironing my uniform. I dropped off some papers at HumanResources and then went to get onto the bus for work. Yay for metal detectors not going off on me! I got on the bus and I didn't see anyone I had seen at orientation, which made me feel very uneasy. Only two other people on the bus were also ride operators, so I thought, well maybe follow them! Ehh.. Didn't work. I asked someone for help, and he lead me back to a dispatch trailer for training. I felt a bit better when the lady who was giving us our first day of training was the same lady who gave me my first interview. I like her a lot, and seeing her there put me a bit more at ease. We watched two movies, one was one of those informational ones like they show at school. Seeing some trainees on a video, watching a video on what trainees are suppose to do. That was a little trippy. The second movie was pieces of news casts and stuff pieced together to show what happens when we neglect to do a good job. (Which Shannon told me was gruesome. I was disappointed. One of the parts told about this girl who went on a Ferris Wheel type ride in India, and her long hair got stuck in the ride operations and scalped her. But no actual pictures of the scalping. D= And for anyone concerned, she lived, and grew back hair =D ) At the end of that film were some clips that Shannon took from a local carnival. Terribly unsafe stuff, but who didn't know carnivals were unsafe? After the movies we got a ten minute break and I just stayed in the room, along with two others. I had no money for soda, and no reason to go outside. Some people came to talk to Irene (The training lady) and she had them guess who I was relatated to. They went through all these names until they got to Shannon and the more hyper of the two made comments like "What s he your grandfather?" And Irene said that he wasn't that old, and I told them he was my older brother, which seemed to shock them more. Doesn't seem odd to me.. But I guess 18 years is a bit of a difference for siblings. Then we spent three hours going over this huge packet, then taking a test on it. I got two wrong. We then went outside and got separated into groups. Kiddie Land workers, and not. All 16 year olds must be Kiddie Land workers unless they have worked there before, or if anyone else wanted to they could also be Kiddie Land workers. All in all, four of us were going to work in Kiddie Land. And three of us were 16. We met some of the Supervisors and our's specifically was named Akeen. I think. When he got to me, he asked my name, and when I told him he asked if I was related to Shannon. I said yes and told him he's my older brother. Another shocked look. I turned in my check-in thing to dispatch and waited with the others for the bus to come around to bring us back to Human Resources. It kinda bugged me how much none of us had really talked to eachother. We just spent four hours in the same room and now were standing and waiting for a bus, and still none of us talked to eachother. Right when I was thinking about that two of the other girls started talking to eachother. Both either 18 or older. (Blue nametags are 18 or older, yellow are 16 or 17 years old, and orange are 14 or 15 years of age. From what I can tell, higher management get a white nametag that looks more offical than a student ID which is about what I get. Picture of me on the back and everything. And they wear white shirts. Ride Opps get blue shirts. I don't remember what the other shirts are though.) When the bus came, those two girls sat together and talked more. Two guys from the class sat across from eachother in the back, but got into a conversation also. Everyone else sat alone, including myself. Dispite my not liking that no one was talking to each other I did not have the nerve to strike up conversation with anyone else. Yea I know. Lame Angie. Lame. I called mom from a payphone back at Human Resources and I waited about 15 minutes for her to pick me up. By the time we left it was around 2:30. Mom took us to Sears to get a new TV for the basement living room because she doesn't want my friends hanging out in my room to watch movies anymore. I would greatly like a couch in the basement though.. When we got home it was 3:30. I have a missed call, voicemail, and text message from Bryan. I call him, change out of my work clothes and walk over to his house. On the way there I walk past the Cononoco..Conoco... Gas Station. And some guys, probably 19 or so are there, dressed up oddly. One is in an orange jumpsuit thing holding a stuffed cow and sitting by the fake palm trees under the Conoco sign. One of his friends is wearing a hard hat and a Hawaiian lay thing. The one with the hard hat starts to talk to me. He asks if I can help his friend (the one in the orange jumpsuit) because he's horrible hot. I tell him I have no money. He says he's serious then asks if I will kiss his friend on the cheek, while his friend is shaking his head at me. I say sorry that I can't help and tell them to have a good day and walk off. What the hell? I get to Bryan's house and we play some more Super Mario 3 and then some checkers (Which he totally owned me at.) Then I had to start heading home for dinner. Bryan's mom had him walk me and him and his laziness rode a bike. And me and my paranoia did not stand on the the back pegs of the bike. Steven sees us and offers to give me a ride home, I told him no, because I was already half way. Bryan went to about the Cononco station then turned back. When I got home I ate dinner, and then started this blog. I've been uber busy lately and have not had much time to get online. Which is actually really fine with me. I hope you guys are having a wonderful summer. <3
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Don't worry, Be happy.
It's summer time and I haven't posted really. I got a job. Ride opp at Elitches. I need to find out when the next trainning is though.
Went to Lakeside last night with Bryan and Kara, that was fun. First ride we went on though I sat with some weird guy ._. ANYWAYS. Bryan and I had a long talk last night. Four hour long talk. Just about everything. It was really nice. We've been more open with eachother and we've been getting closer. Part of that I think is from the group shunning him, and that I'm there when they aren't. He finally stood up to Ariel though, which I'm proud of. If he didn't stand up for himself, I was going to, and in a meaner way. Haha. Me, mean. I suddenly don't feel much like writing right now.
I went to Preschool with Haley Panas. That made me laugh.
Went to Lakeside last night with Bryan and Kara, that was fun. First ride we went on though I sat with some weird guy ._. ANYWAYS. Bryan and I had a long talk last night. Four hour long talk. Just about everything. It was really nice. We've been more open with eachother and we've been getting closer. Part of that I think is from the group shunning him, and that I'm there when they aren't. He finally stood up to Ariel though, which I'm proud of. If he didn't stand up for himself, I was going to, and in a meaner way. Haha. Me, mean. I suddenly don't feel much like writing right now.
I went to Preschool with Haley Panas. That made me laugh.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Two days of school left. Oh gosh.
That's right. Summah time is just around that corner. Although you might not have been able to tell by the MASS RAIN we got after school. I walked home with Josh, Kara, and Bryan and when we got to my house they all got into my clothes and we shoved theirs into the dryer. Which prevail! Empting the dryan won me four bucks and two notes from Ariel, all from Bryan's pockets. The most likely more interesting of the two notes was mutalated to HELL. And therefore unreadable. Except for "I don't know what to say... Hmm.." Thank you irony. The other note looks entirely fine. Wtf dryer. I was trying to snoop. We all fell asleep on my bed a couple times. And Kara and Bryan think Josh has a crush on me. None too good seeing as I don't like him as such. GOD WHY DOES IT FEEL SO EARLY. I want chocolate. Fuck the what? No. Kay baiii.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Why do you build me up Buttercup, Baby? Just to let me down.
So it's been going around my friends. Making a list of ten things you wouldn't tell people you know to their face or something. Mine? Not really incriminating. But Kelsey got it and showed it around I guess and everyone thought one of them was about Bryan when I didn't even put one for him on there. I started one for him but then stopped and decided to just put whatever I was going to write there in his yearbook. Nothing too bad you know? Well, Bryan made one, I figured out which number I was and it said, "where do I start on this one your one of the two people that I actually trust you've always been there for me I hurt you I dunno if you still have feelings for me but I think I have some for you but I know im just gonna end up hurting you again I know it you're a true friend and I appreciate your love and loyalty I thank you" I finally start convincing him I'm good with friends and he goes and thinks he has feelings for me. So I start talking to him about it, but he had to get offline before much talking happened. Mostly I just pointed out how much his feelings towards me change. Later. Text.
Him: Sorry our online convo got cut short
Me: Dont be sorry
Him: I am and im sorry that my feelings keep changing
Me: Dont be.
Him: Too late
Me: Its nothing to fret over and certainly nothing to be sorry for
Him: Still...
Me: Still what?
Him: I wish i knew how u felt hell i wish i knew how i felt
Me: Why?
Him: Cuz
Me: Because why?
Him: Um i curious
Me: Theres more to that- i can tell
Him: Cuz mabey depending on ur answers......
Me: Depending on my answers what? Youll consiter going out with me until something better comes along? (...Yes. I'm a bit bitter about it happening twice.)
Him: Im not gonna do that to u again
Me: How can i be sure of that?
Him: U cant be sure but i give u my word
Me: Are you really sure you want to try this again?
Him: No im not sure yet and i dont even know if u have feelings for me
Me: Why have you even been thinking about this?
Him: Cuz... I dunno... I just have...
I didn't really have a reply to that. You know? I mean he has been acting more.. Affectionate towards me lately. But I bet he'd ditch me for Ariel again in a second. Kelsey said something like she asked him the other day if he'd ever go out with me again, and he said something like "In a heartbeat". I can't help but feel that he probably doesn't like me actually. But he just thinks he does.
Then the other day he 'tested' me. Faked a situation to see how I'd react and if I was a 'true friend'. I don't like the idea of someone judging me on how well I can deal with things, and that's what they base a friendship off of. It makes me feel paranoid, that at any moment he could be making things up to see what I'll do. I don't like that feeling at all. He said I passed though, yay I guess. Then he said I failed a previous test, but wouldn't tell me what it was. Thanks. I'm being judged and now I can't even fix or defend my actions because he won't tell me why I failed. Failed? Failure friend.
In a side note. I hate peeing in cups.
Him: Sorry our online convo got cut short
Me: Dont be sorry
Him: I am and im sorry that my feelings keep changing
Me: Dont be.
Him: Too late
Me: Its nothing to fret over and certainly nothing to be sorry for
Him: Still...
Me: Still what?
Him: I wish i knew how u felt hell i wish i knew how i felt
Me: Why?
Him: Cuz
Me: Because why?
Him: Um i curious
Me: Theres more to that- i can tell
Him: Cuz mabey depending on ur answers......
Me: Depending on my answers what? Youll consiter going out with me until something better comes along? (...Yes. I'm a bit bitter about it happening twice.)
Him: Im not gonna do that to u again
Me: How can i be sure of that?
Him: U cant be sure but i give u my word
Me: Are you really sure you want to try this again?
Him: No im not sure yet and i dont even know if u have feelings for me
Me: Why have you even been thinking about this?
Him: Cuz... I dunno... I just have...
I didn't really have a reply to that. You know? I mean he has been acting more.. Affectionate towards me lately. But I bet he'd ditch me for Ariel again in a second. Kelsey said something like she asked him the other day if he'd ever go out with me again, and he said something like "In a heartbeat". I can't help but feel that he probably doesn't like me actually. But he just thinks he does.
Then the other day he 'tested' me. Faked a situation to see how I'd react and if I was a 'true friend'. I don't like the idea of someone judging me on how well I can deal with things, and that's what they base a friendship off of. It makes me feel paranoid, that at any moment he could be making things up to see what I'll do. I don't like that feeling at all. He said I passed though, yay I guess. Then he said I failed a previous test, but wouldn't tell me what it was. Thanks. I'm being judged and now I can't even fix or defend my actions because he won't tell me why I failed. Failed? Failure friend.
In a side note. I hate peeing in cups.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Sweet Sixteen and hellz yeah I've been kissed.
That was totally not a diss on Ellie. Just like the Never Have I Ever game was totally not an attack. XD I love Ellie-pet.
Anyways. Today's my brithday, all rejoice! And yesterday was my party. Mom decided, hey let's all go to Elitches. Awsome. I can only invite 5 friends. Not so awsome. Upside, there have been few people that haven't been ignoring me, that haven't been annoying, and that get along with eachother. And I invited just those people. So at first it was Jacqi, Caitlin, Ben, Lana, Ellie, but then Caitlin cancelled on me. So I invited Jared, well his brother's birthday was yesterday, so that was a no. Tried inviting Bryan, but he had a picnic, and then tried calling Josh. His phone was off or something. Tried Bryan againnn. And he decided to skip the picnic and come with me. Jacqi came over early and was kinda mad that Caitlin skipped out. We wrapped Cassie's present and made her a duct tape rose, and then went to pick up Bryan. We hung out around my house waiting for people to come and Cassie got her present and she gave me mine which is this super cool pirate book. Everyone else came, we spent time putting on sun screen and such and then we all went to Elitches. Fun time had by all, although I felt bad for Ben who hates roller coasters, and Ellie who gets sick at Elitches. Jacqi, Lana and I tortured Bryan =D Around 7 we went back to my house, and played come card games and Never Have I Ever, which showed that Bryan, Ellie and I were the most innocent. Ellie went home first. We all kinda layed down on the floor, my head on Jacqi's stomach, Bryan's on mine, Lana leaning against my leg, and Ben holding hands with Lana. (OHGODCUTE.) Then Ben left and we moved around and Lana's head was on Bryan's stomach, and her head on Jacqi's stomach. Lana started playing with Bryan's arm and... XD He totally did not hear anything we were saying. Bryan and Lana went home and Jacqi and I went to go take a nap before shirtless o' clock but the alarm was accidently set to 11:00 am, and we slept for hours. Jacqi went home this morning.
Presents:
Pirate boookkk! From Cass
Hugs, quite literally, chocolate. From Ben.
Final Fantasy XI From Lana
$100 dollars from Grandpa.
I think that's it. LOVELOVELOVELOVE
Anyways. Today's my brithday, all rejoice! And yesterday was my party. Mom decided, hey let's all go to Elitches. Awsome. I can only invite 5 friends. Not so awsome. Upside, there have been few people that haven't been ignoring me, that haven't been annoying, and that get along with eachother. And I invited just those people. So at first it was Jacqi, Caitlin, Ben, Lana, Ellie, but then Caitlin cancelled on me. So I invited Jared, well his brother's birthday was yesterday, so that was a no. Tried inviting Bryan, but he had a picnic, and then tried calling Josh. His phone was off or something. Tried Bryan againnn. And he decided to skip the picnic and come with me. Jacqi came over early and was kinda mad that Caitlin skipped out. We wrapped Cassie's present and made her a duct tape rose, and then went to pick up Bryan. We hung out around my house waiting for people to come and Cassie got her present and she gave me mine which is this super cool pirate book. Everyone else came, we spent time putting on sun screen and such and then we all went to Elitches. Fun time had by all, although I felt bad for Ben who hates roller coasters, and Ellie who gets sick at Elitches. Jacqi, Lana and I tortured Bryan =D Around 7 we went back to my house, and played come card games and Never Have I Ever, which showed that Bryan, Ellie and I were the most innocent. Ellie went home first. We all kinda layed down on the floor, my head on Jacqi's stomach, Bryan's on mine, Lana leaning against my leg, and Ben holding hands with Lana. (OHGODCUTE.) Then Ben left and we moved around and Lana's head was on Bryan's stomach, and her head on Jacqi's stomach. Lana started playing with Bryan's arm and... XD He totally did not hear anything we were saying. Bryan and Lana went home and Jacqi and I went to go take a nap before shirtless o' clock but the alarm was accidently set to 11:00 am, and we slept for hours. Jacqi went home this morning.
Presents:
Pirate boookkk! From Cass
Hugs, quite literally, chocolate. From Ben.
Final Fantasy XI From Lana
$100 dollars from Grandpa.
I think that's it. LOVELOVELOVELOVE
Friday, May 18, 2007
But I...
Never meant to hurt you.
That seems to be a common theme lately. Marty asked me out, I stupidly said yes and for the past few days he's been ticking me off. And I have no clue why. I want to break up with him. And I never meant to hurt him. Again.
Ariel broke up with Bryan. Hey lookie here, Bryan's spending time with Angie again. I kinda feel like a used friend or something. People don't tend to pay much attention to me unless I'm what's left.
Sarah's friends have ben mean to her and now she is paying attention to me.
Kyle's friends are neglecting him, and so he talks to me.
Fall back friend. Back up friend. Something.
Not to all. But to the people I've felt closest with. Odd right. Whatever.
That seems to be a common theme lately. Marty asked me out, I stupidly said yes and for the past few days he's been ticking me off. And I have no clue why. I want to break up with him. And I never meant to hurt him. Again.
Ariel broke up with Bryan. Hey lookie here, Bryan's spending time with Angie again. I kinda feel like a used friend or something. People don't tend to pay much attention to me unless I'm what's left.
Sarah's friends have ben mean to her and now she is paying attention to me.
Kyle's friends are neglecting him, and so he talks to me.
Fall back friend. Back up friend. Something.
Not to all. But to the people I've felt closest with. Odd right. Whatever.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Figure what you fucking want.
You better run for cover because she's ticking like a time bomb and did I meantion that youbothsuck.com.
Anyways. Aside from that, Bryan and Ariel are back together. I'm fuzzy on details but I saw the "Key to her heart" around his neck this morning, it's pretty much assumed they're going back out again. Thing I don't get though is she dumped him for Jesus. Supposeively anyways. Kelsey told me yesterday that she's been flirting with Jesus like mad and asked me if I thought they'd end up dating. Then she leans over and goes "That's why she broke up with Bryan. For him." People need to stop fucking around and just figure out what the hell they want and THINK THINGS THROUGH. God damn.
In other news. I've been TOTALLY spacey today. I took my Space Cadet rank to a whole nother level. I don't even remember most of my classes. I fell asleep during 7th on Alison's lap. Went to Jacqi's house after school and fell asleep on her couch. I assume it's the extra amount of cough syrup I took last night. Mom said to skip it tonight. Whooo.
It so does not feel like almost 11.
Anyways. Aside from that, Bryan and Ariel are back together. I'm fuzzy on details but I saw the "Key to her heart" around his neck this morning, it's pretty much assumed they're going back out again. Thing I don't get though is she dumped him for Jesus. Supposeively anyways. Kelsey told me yesterday that she's been flirting with Jesus like mad and asked me if I thought they'd end up dating. Then she leans over and goes "That's why she broke up with Bryan. For him." People need to stop fucking around and just figure out what the hell they want and THINK THINGS THROUGH. God damn.
In other news. I've been TOTALLY spacey today. I took my Space Cadet rank to a whole nother level. I don't even remember most of my classes. I fell asleep during 7th on Alison's lap. Went to Jacqi's house after school and fell asleep on her couch. I assume it's the extra amount of cough syrup I took last night. Mom said to skip it tonight. Whooo.
It so does not feel like almost 11.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
UPDATED LIFE.
Cause I feel like saying it here is safe now.
First off. My friends were all rejecting me. Apparently something about Ariel, Bryan, Kelsey, Steven and Misa were in the car, and someone made a comment something like "Well Bryan wishes Angie was here so she could cry and he could jump to her rescue." I think Ariel said it. Kelsey agreed. And then so did Misa. And then they talked about I 'fake pain' to get attention. Because I was having pains after my period had ended they thought I was faking. The pain was in my ribs and I still don't know what it was about. Apparently Steven tried sticking up for me but didn't succeed too well. Since then and a bit before that everyone had been acting weird around me. Marty noticed it one Thursday or something when they started talking about me right after I left school. When I was told about it, I had to keep myself from crying. My friends had turned on me and I didn't know how to feel about it because they still hugged me and acted like nothing happened. Even Misa's cousin didn't like me much. She said she didn't like how quiet I was, and how whenever she tried talking to me I nodded or shrugged. Ariel didn't like me around Bryan. She thought I was going to steal him away or something. She got jealous that he'd tell me things. And she got upset when he told me something about their relationship, which I felt was a double standard. Ariel tells Kelsey EVERYTHING. And Bryan tells me probably about half give or take about anything personal. They all think I'm still 'inlove' with Bryan. I don't understand why that would have any matter in it at all even if I did. I vented to Gareth, and he tried to help. He got me talking to Kelsey. She apologized for me being left out of everything, because she knows how that feels. We started getting better again, and then it kinda stopped. No one else apologized, no one else aknowlegded me anymore. Marty said that Kelsey felt bad about how everyone was treating me, and Marty suggested maybe she only said those things in the car because it was Ariel there. Marty started being the only one who would hang out with me. And he helped a lot. We had some hanging out before school on the ACT testing days or whatever. Then we had a movie night, and I was feeling better about how things were going up until I'd get to see everyone and I'd get the cold shoulder. But when I was with people individually in classes and stuff, they acted the same as they always did. It confused me a lot.
Then. The inevitably bad thing happened. Ariel dumped Bryan. Last night I guess, over the phone too I think. That kinda ticked me off. I hate when people take the coward's way out of a simple break up. I know how it is to be on the reciving end of a wimpy break up. I mean first break up I had was over text. Email's a step up. Then IM, then phone, then in person. I think the only thing worse would be getting your friend to break up with them. Or getting your friend to text them. That would suck. Anyways. Now I guess Ariel doesn't have to feel threatened by me anymore. From what Kelsey says she's got a crush on Jesus now, and from what I hear the feeling is mutual.
It's almost like our group of friends is splintering more than it used to. During seventh Kara, Ariel, Jesus, etc sat at a table. Then Bryan, Marty and me sat at a different one. It's like Bryan, Marty and I are making a group of our own. Rejects of the Rejected if you will. Bryan decided to call us the Anti-Dates, and or SAD. (Spiderman, Angie-Pants, and Deadly Sorrow.) And during passing periods.. It's like we all congregate with everyone in the group from force of habit rather than of actual likingness of one another.
And on the upside, "The Anti-Dates" hung out after school. I kinda skipped out on TAU because Bryan's been in a bit of a fragile state and I wanted to try to get his mind off things. It worked actually. We played with some Airsoft guns, got rid of unexpressed emotions and rage by shooting the hell out of eachother. Marty and I walked home together and talked, and some car went by and said "I hate my father too" I got confused until Marty goes "BIG DADDY!" Movie quotes. Marty and I are goth freaks XD Whatever. Anyways.
My friend Ashley is pregnant. Due in September. I found out about it over the weekend and it's still weird for me to think about.
My birthday is in like 11 days =D
Another up, is that Gareth says that Misa's okay with me again. But yesterday she ditched me on the way to 2nd period when we always walk together. Everyday this semester unless I was in the computer lab or something with my class. It bugged me a lot more than it probably should have. I'm still not very settled with the idea of drifting away from my friends. But it is something I have to get used to. I can't expect to always keep my friends.
I've been talking to Josh LaMuyon or something.. Anyways I've been talking to him tons lately. Staying up late online with him and stuff. He is an extremely awsome person and I never knew.
Downside. I've been sick lately. Mom brought me to the Doctors after school yesterday. They shoved sticks down my throat to see if I had strep. I almost threw up on the nurse. The test was negitive, and the doctor prescribed some stuff. Is it just me or does this Doctor want me to be a pill popper? Last time he precribed me drugs I had to take nine pills a day. Three pills three times a day, with a slight chance of olcers. And that was for my sore back. Now he's like "Sore throat? Let's take 3 ibuprofin three times a day =D" Then he told us to get some Musinex DM or whatever. You know the stuff on the commercials with Mucus setting up home in your lungs.. or something... And then the duct tape.. And his kid... Anyone know what I'm talking about? Well anyways. THAT. And he prescribed some cough syrup for night which is suppose to make my drowsy. It did last night actually. I got super giggily on the phone with Bryan and fell asleep before my cd was over. Before the 3rd song was over.
Also. I applied online for a job at Elitches so I can make some moneys this summer. The survey was kinda weird, and it made mom and I laugh a lot.
Annndddd. I think that's about it.
And for anyone concerned. About everything negitive going on, I feel totally okay with it. I think hanging out with my friends EVERYDAY put a lot of stress on me. Some days to myself where I'd just watch movies have made me feel SO much better. I guess all I really needed was some Angie Alone time. And I know some of my friends had been concerned with how I was taking in everyone's drama. And thanks to Lana I've tried to set myself right, and I'm doing alright. Thanks Lana.
First off. My friends were all rejecting me. Apparently something about Ariel, Bryan, Kelsey, Steven and Misa were in the car, and someone made a comment something like "Well Bryan wishes Angie was here so she could cry and he could jump to her rescue." I think Ariel said it. Kelsey agreed. And then so did Misa. And then they talked about I 'fake pain' to get attention. Because I was having pains after my period had ended they thought I was faking. The pain was in my ribs and I still don't know what it was about. Apparently Steven tried sticking up for me but didn't succeed too well. Since then and a bit before that everyone had been acting weird around me. Marty noticed it one Thursday or something when they started talking about me right after I left school. When I was told about it, I had to keep myself from crying. My friends had turned on me and I didn't know how to feel about it because they still hugged me and acted like nothing happened. Even Misa's cousin didn't like me much. She said she didn't like how quiet I was, and how whenever she tried talking to me I nodded or shrugged. Ariel didn't like me around Bryan. She thought I was going to steal him away or something. She got jealous that he'd tell me things. And she got upset when he told me something about their relationship, which I felt was a double standard. Ariel tells Kelsey EVERYTHING. And Bryan tells me probably about half give or take about anything personal. They all think I'm still 'inlove' with Bryan. I don't understand why that would have any matter in it at all even if I did. I vented to Gareth, and he tried to help. He got me talking to Kelsey. She apologized for me being left out of everything, because she knows how that feels. We started getting better again, and then it kinda stopped. No one else apologized, no one else aknowlegded me anymore. Marty said that Kelsey felt bad about how everyone was treating me, and Marty suggested maybe she only said those things in the car because it was Ariel there. Marty started being the only one who would hang out with me. And he helped a lot. We had some hanging out before school on the ACT testing days or whatever. Then we had a movie night, and I was feeling better about how things were going up until I'd get to see everyone and I'd get the cold shoulder. But when I was with people individually in classes and stuff, they acted the same as they always did. It confused me a lot.
Then. The inevitably bad thing happened. Ariel dumped Bryan. Last night I guess, over the phone too I think. That kinda ticked me off. I hate when people take the coward's way out of a simple break up. I know how it is to be on the reciving end of a wimpy break up. I mean first break up I had was over text. Email's a step up. Then IM, then phone, then in person. I think the only thing worse would be getting your friend to break up with them. Or getting your friend to text them. That would suck. Anyways. Now I guess Ariel doesn't have to feel threatened by me anymore. From what Kelsey says she's got a crush on Jesus now, and from what I hear the feeling is mutual.
It's almost like our group of friends is splintering more than it used to. During seventh Kara, Ariel, Jesus, etc sat at a table. Then Bryan, Marty and me sat at a different one. It's like Bryan, Marty and I are making a group of our own. Rejects of the Rejected if you will. Bryan decided to call us the Anti-Dates, and or SAD. (Spiderman, Angie-Pants, and Deadly Sorrow.) And during passing periods.. It's like we all congregate with everyone in the group from force of habit rather than of actual likingness of one another.
And on the upside, "The Anti-Dates" hung out after school. I kinda skipped out on TAU because Bryan's been in a bit of a fragile state and I wanted to try to get his mind off things. It worked actually. We played with some Airsoft guns, got rid of unexpressed emotions and rage by shooting the hell out of eachother. Marty and I walked home together and talked, and some car went by and said "I hate my father too" I got confused until Marty goes "BIG DADDY!" Movie quotes. Marty and I are goth freaks XD Whatever. Anyways.
My friend Ashley is pregnant. Due in September. I found out about it over the weekend and it's still weird for me to think about.
My birthday is in like 11 days =D
Another up, is that Gareth says that Misa's okay with me again. But yesterday she ditched me on the way to 2nd period when we always walk together. Everyday this semester unless I was in the computer lab or something with my class. It bugged me a lot more than it probably should have. I'm still not very settled with the idea of drifting away from my friends. But it is something I have to get used to. I can't expect to always keep my friends.
I've been talking to Josh LaMuyon or something.. Anyways I've been talking to him tons lately. Staying up late online with him and stuff. He is an extremely awsome person and I never knew.
Downside. I've been sick lately. Mom brought me to the Doctors after school yesterday. They shoved sticks down my throat to see if I had strep. I almost threw up on the nurse. The test was negitive, and the doctor prescribed some stuff. Is it just me or does this Doctor want me to be a pill popper? Last time he precribed me drugs I had to take nine pills a day. Three pills three times a day, with a slight chance of olcers. And that was for my sore back. Now he's like "Sore throat? Let's take 3 ibuprofin three times a day =D" Then he told us to get some Musinex DM or whatever. You know the stuff on the commercials with Mucus setting up home in your lungs.. or something... And then the duct tape.. And his kid... Anyone know what I'm talking about? Well anyways. THAT. And he prescribed some cough syrup for night which is suppose to make my drowsy. It did last night actually. I got super giggily on the phone with Bryan and fell asleep before my cd was over. Before the 3rd song was over.
Also. I applied online for a job at Elitches so I can make some moneys this summer. The survey was kinda weird, and it made mom and I laugh a lot.
Annndddd. I think that's about it.
And for anyone concerned. About everything negitive going on, I feel totally okay with it. I think hanging out with my friends EVERYDAY put a lot of stress on me. Some days to myself where I'd just watch movies have made me feel SO much better. I guess all I really needed was some Angie Alone time. And I know some of my friends had been concerned with how I was taking in everyone's drama. And thanks to Lana I've tried to set myself right, and I'm doing alright. Thanks Lana.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
More than you needed to know about Angie
Ellie did it, and I think it's a good idea. Here's some things you may or may not have known about me.
1. If you're honest with me there's almost nothing you can say that will get me mad at you. As long as you're honest with me, I'm fine. Which is why I don't get too mad when it comes to break-ups.
2. I haven't had but a couple nightmares since I was about 10.
3. I'm terrified of losing my friends, but when they start drifting away I just sit around and watch and kick myself later for not trying to prevent it.
4. I hate tomatos and tomato soup, but I love tomato sause for pizza and Ketchup.
5. Most of the time when I'm with people I'm constantly replying to them in my head, so I don't notice when I'm quiet. I got into that habit when whenever I would speak up someone would talk over me.
6. I hate to think there's something wrong with me so when I'm depressed I try to ignore it. If I have a pain in my ribs, I ignore it.
7. I hate taking pills because I have a hard time getting them down. It's been a problem since I was really little and in the hospital. I'm also deeply afriad I'll get hooked on something and become a pill popper.
8. Sometimes, I just think about how it must be to hang around me. Me and my different moods. Sometimes I like the person I think everyone else sees, but not too often.
9. I get really weird about people who don't have their pockets tucked in. They normally freak out when I try to fix it.
10. I don't even know who I am anymore and it scares me. Not as much as it scares me to think about my future. I don't know what I want to do with my life and sometimes it make me cry.
11. I don't like how I look a lot, but I like having mirrors around.
12. I like photography because I like capturing moments in time.
13. My sleeping schedual has gone to hell since I moved my room downstairs. Most nights I only get about 4 or 5 hours and I function fine. The only reason why I sleep is everyone I talk to ends up going to bed and I get bored.
14. I get more hyper off of ice water than I do with soda.
15. I can be optimistic with everyone else and get them to cheer up but I'm in a constant battle on cheering myself up.
16. I've always really liked music. But I have to be doing something while listening to it.
17. I constantly have to be busy with something. Everytime I try to lay down and relax on a good day or something I can't do it because I get too jittery.
18. When I seem to be zoning out, most of the time I'm perfectally aware of the conversations going around me. Other times, I have too much stuff on my mind.
19. I can't stand greenbeans, but if they are served to me at a friend's house I will choke them down to be polite.
20. I've never liked mint, cinnimon, peppermint, spearmint, or anything like that. If I have to brush my teeth with toothpaste of those flavors I end up having to keep myself from gagging. Which was a real pain until they came out with Orange stuff.
21. I sleep on my side, kinda curled into a ball, but it hurts my hips. I can't normally fall asleep any other way though.
22. I love my middle name. May.
23. If I don't take a shower every night I feel dirty, and just don't want to be seen until I get my shower.
24. I would walk until my feet bleed to see one of my friends if they needed me.
25. I have about 7 clocks in my room because I get paranoid if I don't know what time it is. Yet I never wear a watch.
26. I like to make noise when I walk without actually talking. Hince the keychains on my backpack, noisey jewlery and what not.
27. I get tired of sitting in desks at school so if I can I sit on other desks, stand, or sit on the floor. If my desk is in the back of a room, I will more than likely stand. It confuses teachers for awhile.
28. When people ask me what's on my mind, I panic and instantly forget about what I was thinking.
29. I hate to inturupt people when they're talking.
30. I haven't gotten my permit yet because I'm scared of other people on the road.
31. If you talk to me in person there's a big doubt I'll actually tell you how I'm feeling because I'm programmed with the "How're you?" "I'm fine and you?"
32. Everything I make artisticly I'll love at first then hate over time. I don't know why.
33. Like Ellie, when I like a song, I'll listen to it over and over until I'm sick of it.
34. I constantly want to know what people's views are on things so I'll ask them why and how so, until they get annoyed with me.
35. When I get a new CD I listen to it and read the lyrics until I have them commited to memory. If I spent half as much energy on school work, I'd probably have A's.
36. If I use a standard alarm clock that beeps at me when it's time to wake up I eventually wake up 10 minutes before it should go off because I hate waking up suddenly.
37. I have amazingly slow reaction time. In science in 8th grade we had to do a lab to test our reaction time, and Lana was my partner. She had to drop a paper bat and I had to catch it as fast as I could. For the first probably 5 or so times I didn't catch the paper at all, and Lana had to ask Mr. R how we would record that on the table.
38. I can be very violent towards my guy friends, and my friends who make bad decisions (Like smoking, drinking, cutting, etc.) but I feel bad about hurting my friends later.
39. I don't hate individuals. I can hold grudges against people for months and months though.
40. I can't do a handstand worth crap. I normally end up over doing it, falling on my back and knocking the wind out of myself.
41. I'm a girlscout drop out. My girlscout troop just ate snacks every meeting and I got bored, so I left. After which they swam with dolphins.
42. I'mma big people pleaser.
43. I've collected really random things throughout my life. I used to collect sawdust when I was 7 or so. I collected rocks, but I didn't organize them or anything, just picked up random rocks and kept them in a plastic ziplock bag. I now collect fortunes from fortune cookies. I have a box full of them.
44. I hate wearing color because I feel like I'll stain it or something. That's why I wear a lot of black. Contrary to what most people think, my room is extremely colorful, like my personality.
45. When I was younger I used to not be able to sleep with covers covering my arms, now I have to to be able to fall asleep.
46. When I had heart surgery when I was four or so, I brought my baby blanket to the hospital. I still have that blanket on my bed and I use it to cool down if it's a hot night.
47. Grape soda used to be my favorite soda ever. Then my parents bought a 12 case, I drank half of it. Got sick. Haven't dranken another grape soda since then.
48. I have a couple stuffed animals, but I can't hold them when I sleep. They're too small, I normally hold onto a pillow instead.
49. My sister telling me how worthless I am is why I don't believe in myself.
50. Once, the power at my house went out for hours. I got bored and watched the blank TV until I fell asleep.
51. If I'm upset, I find someone to tell me a story so I can get my mind off of things. I don't know when I picked that up, but it works.
That's it. 51 worthless things to know about me.
1. If you're honest with me there's almost nothing you can say that will get me mad at you. As long as you're honest with me, I'm fine. Which is why I don't get too mad when it comes to break-ups.
2. I haven't had but a couple nightmares since I was about 10.
3. I'm terrified of losing my friends, but when they start drifting away I just sit around and watch and kick myself later for not trying to prevent it.
4. I hate tomatos and tomato soup, but I love tomato sause for pizza and Ketchup.
5. Most of the time when I'm with people I'm constantly replying to them in my head, so I don't notice when I'm quiet. I got into that habit when whenever I would speak up someone would talk over me.
6. I hate to think there's something wrong with me so when I'm depressed I try to ignore it. If I have a pain in my ribs, I ignore it.
7. I hate taking pills because I have a hard time getting them down. It's been a problem since I was really little and in the hospital. I'm also deeply afriad I'll get hooked on something and become a pill popper.
8. Sometimes, I just think about how it must be to hang around me. Me and my different moods. Sometimes I like the person I think everyone else sees, but not too often.
9. I get really weird about people who don't have their pockets tucked in. They normally freak out when I try to fix it.
10. I don't even know who I am anymore and it scares me. Not as much as it scares me to think about my future. I don't know what I want to do with my life and sometimes it make me cry.
11. I don't like how I look a lot, but I like having mirrors around.
12. I like photography because I like capturing moments in time.
13. My sleeping schedual has gone to hell since I moved my room downstairs. Most nights I only get about 4 or 5 hours and I function fine. The only reason why I sleep is everyone I talk to ends up going to bed and I get bored.
14. I get more hyper off of ice water than I do with soda.
15. I can be optimistic with everyone else and get them to cheer up but I'm in a constant battle on cheering myself up.
16. I've always really liked music. But I have to be doing something while listening to it.
17. I constantly have to be busy with something. Everytime I try to lay down and relax on a good day or something I can't do it because I get too jittery.
18. When I seem to be zoning out, most of the time I'm perfectally aware of the conversations going around me. Other times, I have too much stuff on my mind.
19. I can't stand greenbeans, but if they are served to me at a friend's house I will choke them down to be polite.
20. I've never liked mint, cinnimon, peppermint, spearmint, or anything like that. If I have to brush my teeth with toothpaste of those flavors I end up having to keep myself from gagging. Which was a real pain until they came out with Orange stuff.
21. I sleep on my side, kinda curled into a ball, but it hurts my hips. I can't normally fall asleep any other way though.
22. I love my middle name. May.
23. If I don't take a shower every night I feel dirty, and just don't want to be seen until I get my shower.
24. I would walk until my feet bleed to see one of my friends if they needed me.
25. I have about 7 clocks in my room because I get paranoid if I don't know what time it is. Yet I never wear a watch.
26. I like to make noise when I walk without actually talking. Hince the keychains on my backpack, noisey jewlery and what not.
27. I get tired of sitting in desks at school so if I can I sit on other desks, stand, or sit on the floor. If my desk is in the back of a room, I will more than likely stand. It confuses teachers for awhile.
28. When people ask me what's on my mind, I panic and instantly forget about what I was thinking.
29. I hate to inturupt people when they're talking.
30. I haven't gotten my permit yet because I'm scared of other people on the road.
31. If you talk to me in person there's a big doubt I'll actually tell you how I'm feeling because I'm programmed with the "How're you?" "I'm fine and you?"
32. Everything I make artisticly I'll love at first then hate over time. I don't know why.
33. Like Ellie, when I like a song, I'll listen to it over and over until I'm sick of it.
34. I constantly want to know what people's views are on things so I'll ask them why and how so, until they get annoyed with me.
35. When I get a new CD I listen to it and read the lyrics until I have them commited to memory. If I spent half as much energy on school work, I'd probably have A's.
36. If I use a standard alarm clock that beeps at me when it's time to wake up I eventually wake up 10 minutes before it should go off because I hate waking up suddenly.
37. I have amazingly slow reaction time. In science in 8th grade we had to do a lab to test our reaction time, and Lana was my partner. She had to drop a paper bat and I had to catch it as fast as I could. For the first probably 5 or so times I didn't catch the paper at all, and Lana had to ask Mr. R how we would record that on the table.
38. I can be very violent towards my guy friends, and my friends who make bad decisions (Like smoking, drinking, cutting, etc.) but I feel bad about hurting my friends later.
39. I don't hate individuals. I can hold grudges against people for months and months though.
40. I can't do a handstand worth crap. I normally end up over doing it, falling on my back and knocking the wind out of myself.
41. I'm a girlscout drop out. My girlscout troop just ate snacks every meeting and I got bored, so I left. After which they swam with dolphins.
42. I'mma big people pleaser.
43. I've collected really random things throughout my life. I used to collect sawdust when I was 7 or so. I collected rocks, but I didn't organize them or anything, just picked up random rocks and kept them in a plastic ziplock bag. I now collect fortunes from fortune cookies. I have a box full of them.
44. I hate wearing color because I feel like I'll stain it or something. That's why I wear a lot of black. Contrary to what most people think, my room is extremely colorful, like my personality.
45. When I was younger I used to not be able to sleep with covers covering my arms, now I have to to be able to fall asleep.
46. When I had heart surgery when I was four or so, I brought my baby blanket to the hospital. I still have that blanket on my bed and I use it to cool down if it's a hot night.
47. Grape soda used to be my favorite soda ever. Then my parents bought a 12 case, I drank half of it. Got sick. Haven't dranken another grape soda since then.
48. I have a couple stuffed animals, but I can't hold them when I sleep. They're too small, I normally hold onto a pillow instead.
49. My sister telling me how worthless I am is why I don't believe in myself.
50. Once, the power at my house went out for hours. I got bored and watched the blank TV until I fell asleep.
51. If I'm upset, I find someone to tell me a story so I can get my mind off of things. I don't know when I picked that up, but it works.
That's it. 51 worthless things to know about me.
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