1149 miles, 20 hour drive, a million and one tears

so, today i got to see some of my friends, stupid me forgot jesus's birthday present at home... stupid angie *smacks own head* so anyways i was woken up this morning by my sister... in a non too happy way, and even worse i had been up late the night before, crying and whatnot for a couple hours, plus kyle called, he got to hear me cry over the phone, i felt horrible about that, its bad enough letting people see me cry, but over the phone, all they can do is listen and try to talk to me instead of what i need most, a hug, but what i was crying over is solved now, everythings good again, and im feeling better, mostly because of kyle, anyways cassie woke me up, she came in my room, blinded me, hit me with one of my pillows, till i screamed "cassie go away" then she asked why i was so cranky "oh i dont know, the way i was just woken up!?" she then left my light on and skipped off, i got mad, screamed at her, slammed my door, and watched tv with the lights off, then cassie came in, we debated what we should have for lunch, ended up with nothing, i modeled my new bathing suit for mom dad and cassie, cassie said it looked cute, and dad told me to take it back, its too small, he was kidding though

*looks horrible*
anyways, so thats my new swimming suit, its so awsome, i really dont do it any justice
and then jared called, while i was still in my swimming suit, and asked me to go bowling! yay! seeing friends! which happened to be some of the people i missed seeing the most, jared and jesus, yay! jared picked me up, and then i directed us to jesus's house, because im the best and know the way to almost all my friends houses, even thought sometimes i get alittle lost, from there we went to brunswick, and jareds mom paid for all of us, i love jareds mom so much, shes just so nice, and shes left handed! yay! anyways bowling was much fun, i totally pwned jesus, first game i won, second game jared won and third game i won again, there were alot of laughs, and jared dropping the ball while in the back swing, and it rolling straight at jesus, all because jesus made him laugh, we also snacked, and i did alot of dancing ^_^ probably why some of the guys next to us kept looking over at me ._. after bowling we waiting for jareds mom to pick us up, we looked at video games and vending machines, and finally just sat and waited, i watched the music videos while jesus and jared talked, jared yelled at me for being all quiet like, then jareds mom came, dropped jesus off, then me, i came home and ate dinner, went on the computer, stuff like that...
its sucky to know the only one that seems to understand me lives 20 hours away.. 1149 miles.. one of the people who could make me happiest.. gosh this is so unfair