Butterfly Kisses and Suicide Notes.

Yesterday. Well it basically sucked. I got to read a suicide note as soon as I got to school. The person who wrote it told me later that he had wrote it the night before, right before he literally put his head in the noose. I cried for hours. Let me tell you, thinking up good stuff for a stupid CSAP prompt is hard when you're depressed out of your mind. I'm glad he's doing better though. I'm constantly worried about him now though..

Today. This accident that happened on Alameda? I don't know much about it. I tried looking at some News websites, but I'm still pretty confused. Anyone care to shed some light?
I wore a skirt to school today. Never again. Atleast not without shorts underneath. I flashed just about all my friends totally on accident. My body is not for skirts. My thighs are not built for skirts or shorts. I love pants leave me alone. And no one would switch me their pants for my skirt. All the girls had well.. petite waists, (As in they wear pants in sizes 3 and 7 and I wear siz 11. Now there's a self image booster.) and none of the guys really wanted to wear a skirt. Marty might have given me his pants if he hadn't gone commando that day. I also got hit on at the park today when I was walking toward my sisters car. "Hey Smalls, nice socks." Wtf. They all go to my school too.
I got to meet Cassie's boyfriend. I helped cook dinner and such. Riley reminds me of two people though. Like a mix of them. If they could breed or something this would be the outcome. Josh my friend from school. And Shannon my brother. I would have told Cassie that but she would have decked me for the brother part.
Mandie and Bryan were having problems yesterday but all seems to be good now. And Mandie is nice and good with Kelsey and Ariel.
I've been kinda qwe;ktrjwenalewhtjqwlikrejghbkr with mood lately. I didn't know how I was feeling then that total SUCK day yesterday (Which I partly blame on myself, because that night I had gotten super mad at him. I obviously did not help matters at all.) and I'm back to not knowing again. I'm questioning how I feel towards everyone. I'm just... feeling so hollow right now.