Saturday, April 07, 2007

What am I? A pin ball machine?

So I broke up with Marty. I felt more like a friend to him than anything. This happened... Last Sunday I think. That had to be the easiest break up ever too. He just kinda nodded and walked back into Bryan's basement. I still feel horrible about it though. He later asked about it in a note and I explained it all. I think we're fine again.
Buuuutttt... I'm developing a crush on Steven. Now I kinda wanna hit my head against something because of that. I feel like I'm just jumping from guy to guy. Ugh. Misa thinks that I should date Steven. I don't even think he likes me. When I said that to Kelsey she asked if I liked him, well. She saw through my lies. Then she said something like she hated having to keep her mouth shut. So I guess someone was talking to her about me and she swore not to tell anyone. Uhh.. The obvious might be that Steven told her he likes me, or something. But that's making assumtions. Although I guess it would make sense if he did. He's been very.. I don't know. He tickles me tons. Last night when he was driving me home, we were talking about my liking pain and junk (I kept asking Kelsey to kick me that day at the mall. She eventually did and my shins still hurt.) He told me to stop being depressed and pulled over infront of my house. He poked me a few times and then leaned over and held my head still, then hit his head with mine and told me to be happy. In the confusion I had put my hands up to my face because I thought he was going to tickle me like he normally does. I had honestly thought he was going to try to kiss me. It was... An odd moment. To say the least. I like talking to him. Every time we're in the car together without other people and we just talk, it's nice. I don't know. I've been thinking about what Kelsey said for awhile now. It makes sense but it doesn't. Misa said she'd rather me date Steven than not. Mostly because Ariel was toying with him, but now Ariel and Bryan are going out. Since... Last Thursday. Finally right? She flirted with him like mad.
Sasha and Laura are dating again. Sasha and I are fighting again.
I'm kinda.. I don't know. I think I need sleep.
Happy Easter Everyone.

2 comments:

Lana said...

I think you guys need to stop being so involved in each other's lives. It's okay to be close, but when their problems are yours, it's not okay.

There is too much drama with you guys for me to even fathom. It stresses me out just thinking about it.

Angie said...

This is the least drama we've had in a long time.