well, im back again, only this time im at my aunts house, i was woken up at like 6:30 and it was the first day of summber break where im aloud to sleep in -.-;;; so yes, obviously im very sleep deprived especially since i stayed up late last night, dont ask what i was thinking when i did that because it was apparently very stupid and i even knew id have to be up early, but nonetheless im awake... for the most part, but i did had a really weird dream last night, i cant remember alot of it but i was like... a runaway and i was trying to blend in with this family, weird part was is that it was trevors family i was trying to blend in with, i didnt do too well because his mom told the cops and i had to run away from them too, and soon after mom woke me up, i got ready and such, then out the door we went, i got shotgun too ^_^ until we met up with stacey and she handed over the twins, then i had to be in the back seat inbetween the carseats, before we made our way up to my aunts we stopped at BK and i got breakfast because i kept complaining that i was hungry, i had to share my food with the twins though, and man did they suck down my orange juice fast, andrew kept swinging a doll around and i was afriad he was gonna hit me so i was like... cowarding as close as i could to samanthas car seat, cause i know that when i say ow, andrew finds it funny and hurts me again, well we made our way up the mountain, and they kept singing to simon and garfunkle... but... i think they were singing the ABC's o_O; now here we are, cassie keeps getting mad at me because im such a big help with taking care of the babies, but hey! i mean if i do help she yells at me anyways, cause apparently she can "forget" to say please but if i ask for something and i dont say please i get yelled at, plus everything she teaches the twins is to hurt me, she taught them how to throw blocks at me, and snap the hairties on my wrists -.-;;; and... its like 11:33 and im really really tired... and it took me an hour to download yahoo on this computer, but atleast it didnt take me 3 hours like msn did... and no ones online to talk to me anyways.. and if they are they dont reply to me anyways -.- i really just want to go home and sleep, maybe have a friend over or something, but i dont think thatd work out too well because i seem to be in the same type of mood i was in yesterday when we were at elitches... the mood where i get mad easily and for no apparent reason, and cassie doesnt help me at all, always yelling at me and such, like she can do much better, if im going to freakin help dont critize me, because then im not going to do it anyways! bleh... imma go downstairs now, cya