Thursday, October 06, 2005

ITS KICK TAG TIME!

well not much is new with me... but for those of you following along on my whole issues with daniel clark story heres a freaking update, whoooo okie yesterday when i stayed after school, mom cassie and daniel had a chat while in the car, hmm... now all of you that know daniel, you may know that he seems to be the perfect child... WHEN AROUND ADULTS! everywhere else hes a little devil, anyways, he made ME seem like the bad person when he was in the car with mom and cassie, mom asked what was up with our not getting along, he said that i said i hated him, now honestly, i have NEVER said those word to him, or even behind his back, i may say hes a bit annoying but really, if you know me, and if yer reading this then you probably do, the ONLY time i say i hate ANYONE is when im joking around with very close friends who can tell when im kidding, or when i get mad at CASSIE no other time seriously.. AND thats no all, he said i STALK HIM, now yes i do admit i stalk people, but not daniel, and hell i TELL the people when im stalking them, well unless its trevor, then most of the time i pop out of no where and just follow him, and really most of the time i AM following trevor i am not freaking stalking daniel, hell, i dont care where the hell i am, even though i seem to see him alot during the day im not following him, im doing MY own thing you know? like when you do your own thing and this one person you end up running into about 16 times, thats like me and daniel, well wether that or hes stalking ME anyways... and LASTLY! the only thing he said that was true, i keep sitting by him in geography, yes i do, but really mostly all i want to do is sit near jared, i dont care where the hell daniel sits, and today i sat as far as humanly possible away from daniel with still being at a desk, in the same classroom and not on joes lap, and with me doing that jared asked why i was sitting over there instead of where i had been sitting for the past couple weeks, and i told him... anyways MY DAY! woke up all early, but atleast i wasnt freezing even though i had taken a shower last night and my hair was all freezing wet, but that was only because i made my bed last night and i had five blankets over me XD and i got all ready and such, then mom and i went to go pick up trevor, we came back and i made some breakfast and we watched cartoons, much like we did last thusrsday morning.. got to school, with no poking ^_^ arent you proud of me? got to school and i wandered off to my locker, then benzies room, then off to find amber, got my sketch book back, glomped trevor twice... so 48 left to goooooo XD science... i was pretty quiet... cause i was upset ^^; geography well... i was upset then too and i sat across the room from daniel as i said, lunch um... i was kind upset at first, and cold, so freaking cold, then we started messing around and we got involved in a game of kick tag that me and trevor started XD i was laughing so hard that it felt like someone hadkicked me in the ribs after i had fallen backwards off a swing and gotten the wind knocked out of me, but i didnt really care, i still went about kicking XD mitch was the hardest, he jumped onto benches and locked us out, french i was really really hyper... but calmed down by then end of the period enough to get un-okie again, and um... yea im just not in the mood for this anymore... SO HERES A FREAKING SONG
SILENT HILL 4 ~ Room of Angel lyrics

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You lie silent there before me
your tears they mean nothing to me
the wind howling at the window
the love you never gave
I give to you

Really don't deserve it
but now there's nothing you can do
so sleep in your only memory of me
my dearest mother

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
goodbye
goodbye

So insignificant
sleeping dormant deep inside of me
are you hiding away lost
under the sewers
maybe flying high in the clouds
perhaps you're happy without me
so many seeds have been sown in the field
and who could sprout up so blessedly
if I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
you will not hear me say I'm sorry
where is the light
wonder if it's weeping somewhere

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye

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