Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Suffication, no breathing

have you ever just like... totally hated someone, or gotten seriously mad of someone, then you hear something they said, or read something they wrote about you, that just makes you feel guilty for ever hating/being mad at them in the first place?
thats how i feel right now, and it sucks beyond belief, haha beyond belief... good show... anyways
schools going okay i guess, its still hard to make myself get out of bed in the morning, especially since by then im super cold and dont want to leave what warmth i have
i dont see much of my friends, my old ones anyways, i see missy all the time, ariel too
everything is just so surreal, time passes like lightning yet so slow at the same time, maybe im going insane
i just wish i could honestly say im happy
if ignorance is bliss, maybe i should bash myself stupid

1 comment:

Anthony said...

Don't give a fuck if cut my arm bleeding!!!11!one!1 I feel your pain about getting up in the morning, it sucks.