Lemons!

home sick again, last night was horrible, every half hour i woke up, every half hour
but ill be at school tomorrow, and at access, ewww
so that one guy who didnt remember me... welll... new conversation today

Him: Ive forgiven you, now i seek ur forgiveness... i wasnt the best of people and still am not to this day... but what i said to u was sincere, had u lived down here.. things would have been different
AlegnaNekcihc: how would they have been different?
Him: ahem, well that doesnt exzactly matter... what is important is that im sorry for whatever i did wrong
AlegnaNekcihc: you still dont remember me do you
Him: rain, sarahs friend... was friends with u when sarah,morgan, and i were still friends, u live far away, and i only know u through online... at one point i made an attempt at being "with" you, but that was a stupid idea since u didnt live here, and accomplished nothing but making people feel uneasy, and sad
AlegnaNekcihc: why do you want my forgiveness?
Him: because i cannot forgive myself of the things ive done wrong without the forgiveness of the people i did wrong to.. i wake up in the morning longing for death because images of all my sins and misdoings plague my mind
Him: so i am doing what i can.. forgiving the people that have hurt me in any way.. and seeking forgiveness.. im looking for a fresh start
AlegnaNekcihc: whyd you get mad at me in the first place?
Him: i was mad at myself for using u
Him: i was using u to fill a hole and an emptiness , and i knew that what i was doing was wrong and i was playing with ur feelings
He is idle at 5:12:20 PM.

im not sure what to say to him, he sounds like some obsessive christan or something, no offence to anyone

in other news, i got a youtube account and this is some of the videos i uploaded
theyre all from 5-19/5-20, end of eigth grade, after the rockies game thing, that night, after trevor and my 'first date' cassie and ashley picked me up, it was around midnightish when we picked up nathan, and we went to go eat at perkins, it was alot of fun, and we celebrated cassies birthday (5-19) and my birthday (5-20) also, speking of birthdays, its trevors birthday today, anyways, we had a camera and this is what became of the night






thats all ^_^ hope they made you laugh