so.. yesterday i found out some depressing news yesterday, i might not be quite myself for awhile, ill try not to depress you all, but at almost any time i could breakdown and cry, you never realize how much people mean to you until you almost lose them..
today i didnt say much at all, last night i cried for hours, today i tried to keep myself from crying, i did pretty well up till american history when i started to tear up, i dont think anyone noticed really, leah noticed i wasnt myself but thats about it, i told her i was fine and she replyed with "BS", in french i started crying, lunch i was just quiet, and i hung around in the cubby, photography caitlin asked me if i was okay, i said i was fine, she asked if i was lying and i nodded and told her id tell her about it later, i ended up crying while in the darkroom, ms sopisack noticed i was sitting on the darkroom floor, shes the only teacher to ever notice im not okay.. thea knew something was wrong when caitlin hugged me, caitlin tried covering it up, in english rayne noticed i was quiet and told me to stop it, while walking down the hall she hugged me and begged me not to be a depressed emo kid
hopefully with going to the mall tonight and staying the night at mariahs i can just forget about whats on my mind and have some fun, tomorrow is samantha and andrews birthday party, and on sunday im helping with the tau float for the homecoming parade
im sorry for not being myself
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You should talk to your counseler. That's what they're there for. *shrug*
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