Monday, December 04, 2006

Self esteem boost?

So the other day one of Cassie and Dani's friends came over to help Cassie move her stuff. His name was Jesse. Well. He happens to be a Juggalo too, and I whooped at him. He's pretty funny and stuff. Well he asked Cassie how old I was. To see if I was legal. Turns out he thought I was hot or something. Weird. Some guy that went to highschool with my sister consitered going out with me. Ironic thing is that Cassie and Dani had crushes on him.

Other stuff. So much drama lately.
Kelsey dumped Matt without even exceeding a week of a relationship. All because she has a crush on Drw. I can tell that's never going to work.
Speedy keeps trying.
Allison's depressed because she realized that she doesn't love her boyfriend. But instead she loves Erik. Who doesn't love Erik. He's just awsome. And he doesn't get mad at me for telling him to go to class, even when school's out.
Allison has to come to terms with her dark past and tell her parents.
Allison has lost her best friend.
Caitlin moved in with Jacqi because she could not see eye to eye with her parents. However, she seems happier than ever now.
I think Speedy's mad at me. He was next to me during lunch. Then randomly he kicked the lockers and scampered off.
Scott is still ticking me off.
Sasha is going out with Laura. I don't like it. And I'm irrationally mad at her. Sadly, it shows and she keeps asking what's wrong. Even Leah and James know that somethings wrong. No one knows though. Except everyone who reads my blog..
I miss Ellie, Jesus, Jared, Joe and Ben.
Becca's moving.
Bryan is feeling crappy, for some reason that he can't tell me.
Ariel crushed Bryan.
Chelsea wants to talk to Danny. Which will destroy his spirits once again. None of us will allow her to talk to him.
I'm worrying people like Lana. Jacqi. Caitlin.

Everything got to me. I ended up crying in the darkroom today.
The ups and downs of HighSchool.

1 comment:

L.E. said...

*hugs* everything will be ok. Soon all those downs (Which were ALL downs btw) will turn into ups. You just have to let them. You'll see, things will all turn out for the best, even if it takes a little time.