What happened to my door!?

So my parents did find out about my broken door. I didn't doubt it would happen. I mean how long can you keep a broken door a secret? I got home and walked downstairs and saw my door laying on the floor in the hallway. I played innocent. "What happened to my door?!" "I don't know. Why don't you tell me?" "But what happened to it!? My dooorrr!" And so on. I didn't really want to place the blame on any of my friends. I mean it was all just an accident. My parents saw through my lies and didn't pester for the full story. Just said that my friends aren't allowed in my room anymore. This is kinda sad. We've broken a chair and a door now. I think we're too rough. I told mom that I was making up for the friends Cassie never brought home. If she had brought them over maybe our house would be teenager-proof by now. Convincing? I didn't think so either. But it was worth a try right? I don't know when my door will be fixed though..

Oh. And Steven asked me out last night. Like 20 till midnight on MSN. We talked about why he hadn't asked me out yesterday and such, and all fears were mostly silenced! =D He said he'd ask me out in person when he saw me next. Which has yet to happen. I'm still grounded. But it still makes me supah fantasticly happy.

So today when I got to school I was extremely out of it. Even though I had gotten like.. 5 hours of sleep or so. When Misa came she didn't really talk and she wouldn't tell me what was wrong. Walking down to second she still wouldn't tell me what was wrong, and when I was texting Steven she looked at my phone then turned around and walked to a table and hit her head on it a couple times. During second she still wouldn't tell me what was wrong but I thought I had a good guess. During Seminar, I asked Ariel if she had any idea why Misa was upset, and Ariel read a note from Misa then handed it to me to read. "I don't want to hate Angie... I still love Steven" or something along those lines. That totally killed my mood for the entire day. I felt absolutely horrible. I walked slower, I didn't talk except to make sarcastic comments, or to tell people I didn't want to talk about it. Several times I was on the verge of crying. French class I made my fingers bleed again on accident and Ms. Henningson looked at me oddly when I asked for three bandaids. Course everytime I tried to ask or them she'd start another activity, or walk away. I ended up getting some blood on my notes. During photography I learned how hard it is to type with bandaids on. Also I got into the ArtShow. I was actually kinda in an odd mixed feeling about it. I was proud of myself, yes. But I also came to hate that piece with a passion. I found so many faults and flaws I could have fixed. The mounting was crooked. The prints weren't the same size. Some prints had sides cut off. One of the corners was horribly bent on it. That and my mood hadn't been too good all day. So if I had been told any other day I probably would have been jumping up and down. But instead I just looked at the paper and shoved it in my backpack. I started to get more talkitive during photography because no one in there is apart of my immediate friends. None of them give me drama. They don't normally ask about what I'm upset, it's just a more... Comfortable enviroment when I'm in those moods. One of the monitors had like.. a hole in the screen, right in the middle. When you turned on or off the monitor there was a bright little light that amused Julianna and me. But alas. SCHOOL WEBSITE BLOCKS SUCK. DeviantArt, blocked because of "Nudity" ... Yes I do aknowledge there is nudity on DeviantArt. We're freaking highschoolers. You think if we can't look up porn at school it's going to stop us from doing such at home? What's the logic behind this? I mean yes, you don't really want a bunch of honey teens going to the MacLab to look up porn, but wouldn't it be so easy to catch us in any case? DeviantArt wasn't always blocked at school. And that was extremely awsome. Because during photography if I didn't have an idea for a project, go look up some stuff on dA and get some ideas. Now you get that stupid Bessie blocker dog. Then we're all supah cool, and go to www.ca.yahoo.com CANADIAN YAHOO. And we could click that image search and not get Bessie. But like in ten minutes both Julianna and I got the same blocked page at the same time. "Reason for block: Visual Search Engine" Wtf. We got kinda freaked, like the admin were just watching to see how we could bypass the blocks. We're working on surrealism. So we could get stock stuff (Hince needing search images) I want to have a tree growing out of someones hand as they're in a flower pot. And... ...DANG. I can't remember my other idea. Dangit. I REMEMBER NOW. Someone like.. coming out of the TV ^_^
Anyways. After photography, I went out into the commons and Misa looked like she had been crying. I didn't ask questions but informed everyone of my 7 Deadly Sins Art Show acheivement. 7th hour I was totally dead. I put my head down and fell asleep on a table. Then I didn't have the insentive to stand, walk, talk or even breathe. Bryan, Smasha, and Curtis helped stand me up and kept me stable until I fell to the ground. They dragged me to a table and sat me down there for awhile. Then Smasha dragged me to TAU. Everyone was concerned and gave me hugs all over the place and told me to smile. We made t-shirts for the Day of Silence (April 18th this year) and I started to lighten up again.

Later after TAU and the door thing, Misa explained she didn't hate me at all. Now I'm in a good mood again and everything seems to be going well. ^_^