To whom it may concern:

I hate you so much for abandoning me and making it hard to trust anyone. Do you know how hard it is to get a best friend while in highschool? Everyone already has the friends they want. You convinced me that everyone would leave as soon as they found better. Which seemingly was a lot easier when you have a set of wheels.

I hate you for dumping me the way you did. Although it would have helped if you had talked to me regularly or even told me what I did so I could improve myself.

I hate you for making me feel like I'm worthless. Because of you I hate myself, and inturn piss of my friends when I disagree when they complaiment me.

I hate you for ditching me as soon as you found some guy online. I don't get a good feeling from him, but I don't think you care. I hate you because you stopped being excited when I came online after school. I hate that you never had time for me because you were always on RO. I hate that now all we do is guilt eachother. I hate how promises mean nothing now because you're priorities have changed.

I hate that people treat you like crap. I hate how you feel so lucky to have us because we really aren't much. I hate that I'm getting closer to you and I'm afriad of losing you.

I hate that I'm emotional enough to be crying right now.

I hate that you tossed me aside. I hate that I get mad at you when I know I love you. I hate that I hurt you when I hurt myself.

I hate that you never talk to me unless you have nothing better to do. I hate that I feel that when you talk to me you're talking down to me.

I hate how you treated her when she gave you so much. I hate that you caused her so much pain. I hate how you brushed off our friendship as if it was nothing. I hate how I will always associate my favorite hobby with memories of you.

I hate how you treated him and how you made him believe he was not good enough for living. I hate how you put him on the brink. I hate that you kept just giving him hope just to take it away. I hate you for convincing everyone I was a horrible person. I hate how fake you are. I hate how you manipulate people for your biding. I hate how you act like you care that you have no friends when it was all your plan all a long.

I hate you because you smoke.

I hate you for never calling at the right time and how it's just not the same. I hate that we grew apart and that we never talk. I hate how you go through girls. I hate how your personality is starting to turn. I hate that I can't make you happy anymore or even laugh.

I hate you for left without any explination.

I hate you for killing yourself and making me feel like it was my fault because I wouldn't date you.

I hate how you get so indepth of things and how you say you're inlove with him and her when you have no idea what love is, and all you ever felt was a crush.

I hate how peaceful you are. I want to see you scream, I want to see you shout. I hate that you're still mopey.

I hate how you can't give it a rest. I hate how you're still stuck on him. IT WAS NOTHING. Fucking get over it. I hate how everyone hates you.

I hate you for exiling me and now apologizing like you had no mind of your own. Was I really that easy to get rid of?

I hate you for getting close to him when he's mine. I hate how you talk to him more than me when I knew you first, when I took you in, and when I held you when you cried. I hate how I didn't even get a thanks, but you text him every day like I was nothing.

I hate that you date her. I hate that you never hung out with me because you were always busy but you'd drop everything to be with her.

I hate how you cry to get whatever you want. We all went through the same things and we grinned and went on, but you didn't. You made a big deal every time and I hate you. I hate you for being serious and as soon as I turned on you, you played it off as a joke.

I hate that I left you and now I'm to scared to talk to you. I hate that you won't talk to me first. I hate that we fell apart. I hate that now we're even in the same school and we've not said even two words to eachother.

I hate you because you came back and didn't even come talk to me. I hate that you stopped writting as did I. I hate you for being more well adjusted and for being bored everytime I try to hang out with you.

I hate you for telling me we're going to hang out and everytime something comes up. Do you know how it feels to be pyched to hang out with someone then watch someone else get a call from you telling them to hang out instead? It hurts.

I hate you for changing. I hate you for changing your opinions about people every couple days and everything is still alright.

I hate you for being inlove with her.

I hate you for being such a slut. I hate you for not thinking. I hate what you've become.

I hate you for never being around. I hate your parents for making it so hard to be around you. I hate you for ditching me in study hall freshman year.

I hate you for bailing and telling lies. I hate you for trying to pressure me into drugs. I hate you so much.

I hate you for dating her because I don't think she treats you well.

I hate you for worrying me all the time.

I hate you for being so emotional even though I used to be the same.

I hate you for dating her right after we started getting close. I hate that I hate you. I hate that I miss you. I hate that you never call. I hate that I missed a chance. I hate you for not listening to me.

I hate you for hateing me because I'm different. I hate how you used to treat me and now how you treat her. I hate you're personality and I hope you get what's coming to you.

I hate you for never talking to me anymore when we used to be so close.

I hate that you all made me hate myself.