Tuesday, September 20, 2005

So the tables have turned, And the stalker is now the stalkee.

welll! apparently some people are calling this kid in my phorography class my stalker, today during photography when everyone was playing with their cameras, amber and i sat around i drew in her sketchbook because she wanted me to, if youd like to see what i drew in there look..... http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23154305/ <~ there, well as i was drawing that this kid who everyone thinks is the teachers pet, and some think hes in love with the photography teacher XD well as i was drawing apparently he was taking many photos of me, after he went somewhere else amber and alex told me i had a stalker and i looked around very confused, and they said it was him o_O and that kid kinda weirded me out anyways... hes kinda like daniel was in elementary school... and middle school.. where like... they do really well in school and alot of people find them annoying, you know the type right? well i mean im nice to him, hell im nice to about everyone, even jessica -.- but like... every time im looking somewhere in his direction i can see him look straight at me, well... i highly doubt hes looking at ANYTHING past me, cause i sit in the corner... and theres only a door behinf me and a board with only black paper on it, and a table, but theres nothing really interesting there... and hes always asking my opinion on his things its kinda odd...
and semi on this subject, people know who i am! and i dont know who the hell they are, i really hate that, more than i hate people not knowing who they are, like this kid... i think his name is robert... in my french class... he was one of the people staring at my shoes the first day, and at me... but you cant really blame him i was at the front of the class, but he knows my name... which is odd and i find him looking at me alot... and he sits at the front of the room and i sit in the back... on the side in a far corner.. AND! one of the lauras older sisters is in my french class and yesterday she told me a bunch of people were talking about me and she specified nothing bad, and that one of them said the should go find me and such o_O i hate it e_e trevor says i should just find these people and make friends, but really i have no idea who these people are... as in i know no names is what i was getting at trevor, theres a hell of alot of people at GM im not going to go up to a bunch of people and go "HEY! DO YOU KNOW ME!?" plus.... im not good with making random friends unless they are severly younger than me... like five o_o cause five year olds dont judge people XD if yer fun to play with yer in, yea... sure i may look like the person that makes friends easily but thats just ecause they talk to me first o_o; but julianna and i find it amusing when people volenteer to pass out papers and they dont know who anyone in the class is, so theyre just shouting out names and watching for who jerks there head up and says what, or in my case "qu'est-ce que c'est?" XD it was funny, some kid said my name and i did that and then realized i was in french class and it was good to spek french XD
well about the title, no i havent stalked any of the people talked about knowing me in this entry... well cept trevor, he was mentioned somewhere, and even then i havent been stalking him as much... or anyone really, i think im starting to recoil into my isolation again, but yea... i think i had more to say but im out of it... SO! ZOB ZOMBIE LYRICS!


Rob Zombie Scum Of The Earth lyrics
Scum of the earth
Come on
Yeah
Run and kill
Destroy the will
A hero that doesn't exist
Yeah
Smoking gun
Well i am the one
A bullethole in your fist
Yeah
Hey,i'm breathing
Hey,i'm bleeding
Hey,i'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on (x2)
Yeah
Wake up dead
Bleeding red
A world that doesn't exist
Yeah
Heaven waits
With the gates
Rusting in the mist
Yeah
Yeah
Hey,i'm breathing
Hey,i'm bleeding
Hey,i'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on (x2)
Go (x12)
Yeah
Run and kill
Destroy the will
A hero that doesn't exist
Yeah
Smoking gun
Well i am the one
A bullethole in your fist
Yeah
Hey,i'm breathing
Hey,i'm bleeding
Hey,i'm screaming
Scum of the earth
Come on (x2)
Hey(x6) Scum of the earth
Hey(x6) Scum of the earth
Hey(x6) Scum of the earth
Hey(x6) Scum of the earth


Rob Zombie House Of 1000 Corpses lyrics

She got a corpse
under her bed
She had her fun
but now he's dead
Hear momma said
come feed desire
Her brother said
hey, throw him on the fire
This is the house
come on in
This is the house
built on sin
This is the house
nobody lives
This is the house
you get what you give
I cut the flesh
and make it bleed
Fresh skin
is what i need
I let it dry
out in the wood
All your crying
did no good, yeah
This is the house
come on in
This is the house
built on sin
This is the house
nobody lives
This is the house
get what you give
Now you're lying
on the floor
Yeah, you can't
take anymore
The devil's laughing
in your face
Give me another taste, yeah
This is the house
come on in
This is the House
built on sin
This is the house
nobody lives
This is the house
get what you give

YAY NECROPHISIACS!

Living Dead Girl

Rage in the cage
And piss upon the stage
There’s only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil’s wing

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living dead girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living dead girl

Raping the geek
And hustling the freak
Like a hunchback juice
On a sentimental noose
Operation filth
They love to love the wealth
Of an ss whore
Making scary sounds

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living dead girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living dead girl

Psyclone jack
Hallucinating hack
Thinks donna reed
Eats dollar bills
Goldfoot machine
Creates another fiend
So beautiful,
They make you kill

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living dead girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living dead girl

Blood on her skin
Dripping with sin
Do it again
Living dead girl

Blood on her skin
Dripping with sin
Do it again
Living dead girl

yup... um... i did had a mind set... before... while i was coping lyrics... but today during math sometime after trevor came in with brittneys books and left i randomly felt like crying and or hitting someone, weird eh? i hate when im like this, i isolate myself and get mad way too easily...
TOTALLY RANDOM SUBJECT CHANGE! trevors an idiot... or rather does stupid things willingly and knowingly, like spraying freakin listorine in his eye and snorting it it was really sad...and it really sucked to see him in pain like that, that HE caused -.-; man i wish cassie and i liked the same shows... invader zim is on... and cassie wont let me watch it T_T...hmm... wonder if dads watching anything important o_o; oh well nevermind ive seen that one twice this week ^^; um... um um um... have you ever like... no matter what you did you keep thinking of something that happened before... and it scares you? like... it was totally out of character for someone to do that and it just like... surprized you totally and you havent been able to stop thinking about it since... no matter what you do? and its hard to look at that person the same way you did before? thats houw ive been feeling for the past couple of weeks e_e it sucks..and another thing... have you ever not been able to think of someone?like no matter what you do something reminds you of them? and them thinking about them that much just makes you miss them? im like that too e.e ANYWAYS i got a new poster, so imma go try to hang it up in my room ^_^ ..somewhere..

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