How to detirmine that your film hates you with an extreme passion.

How to tell that your film hates you with an extreme passion:
It hides from you and forces you to take another roll of film which will not work for the project.
When you do get film that fits the assignment, it gets exposed in a cracked canester only moments before developing.
When you get new film, it decides to run off, along with your favorite sweater you could have sworn you had tightly secured around your waist.
When you finally shoot another roll of film, it takes forever to reel, preventing you from developing the same day.

This past week and such has not been a good week for me a film. All of those have happened to me.
And honestly, since everythings starting to end up as some massive blur, I'm starting to wonder if this isn't all just a dream. Yea, yea, I know, "Pinch yourself," but I've had dreams hurt before, or were they really dreams? And people keep telling me its not a dream, but it really could just be a dream, and in my dream they're telling me its not a dream. "Well if it was a dream then were having the same dream", Not necessaryly, I could just be a part of your subconscience too.
Confusing? I think so. Yet it makes perfect sense to myself.

Drama drama and more drama. And I'm not just talking about the play Stage Door that was playing at school. My friends have been getting into way too much drama. Almost all of it is based around people feeling inferior, or 'threatened'. I've heard that a lot. I wish I could be more like David and just say "Fuck it all". But I can't. And you know why? I keep people sane. Atleast some of them I do. Why would I keep anyone sane? My mind doesn't even make sense to me most of the time. Ugh. People are odd.