Monday, October 30, 2006
Pwnd
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Nothing new to report mood wise. I have food though, and food makes me happy.
And to Joe who is sick with strep.
GET WELL SOON!
the end.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Not that I'm planning to have sex anyways.
badkiwi no jutsu (9:37:40 PM): That's cool.
badkiwi no jutsu (9:38:01 PM): Use protection.
AlegnaNekcihc (9:38:17 PM): and no sex on the couch
AlegnaNekcihc (9:38:18 PM): right?
badkiwi no jutsu (9:38:29 PM): Weeeelll I guess we can make allowances for you.
badkiwi no jutsu (9:38:43 PM): Seeing as I've totally violated that rule a million times over.
AlegnaNekcihc (9:38:50 PM): whooo
AlegnaNekcihc (9:39:02 PM): i get things from your experiences
badkiwi no jutsu (9:39:05 PM): xD
AlegnaNekcihc (9:39:12 PM): that almost sounded wrong
It's almost sad how many moodswings I've had in the past three days.
badkiwi no jutsu (9:38:01 PM): Use protection.
AlegnaNekcihc (9:38:17 PM): and no sex on the couch
AlegnaNekcihc (9:38:18 PM): right?
badkiwi no jutsu (9:38:29 PM): Weeeelll I guess we can make allowances for you.
badkiwi no jutsu (9:38:43 PM): Seeing as I've totally violated that rule a million times over.
AlegnaNekcihc (9:38:50 PM): whooo
AlegnaNekcihc (9:39:02 PM): i get things from your experiences
badkiwi no jutsu (9:39:05 PM): xD
AlegnaNekcihc (9:39:12 PM): that almost sounded wrong
It's almost sad how many moodswings I've had in the past three days.
Shaken. Not stirred.
Dance. That was eventful. It started out well. I went as a pirare wench. Speedy met June and I there. There was much dancing. I left black lipstick on the cheeks of many. I think about a half hour before the dance ended the ambulence and paramedics came. I feel guilty. I gave him the soda and made him overly hyper. I was the one who wanted to dance to 'Shout'. I got him too worked up. Something happened. He got dizzy, he fell over himself or something like that. He fell backwards and hit his head. It all happened so fast, yet everything was so slow. I pulled him close to me on the gym floor. June and I had to almost carry him to the commons, he couldn't walk on his own power. I think he was still dizzy. We sat him down at the tables and gave him some water. Bari came over and some other administration. Bari let us outside to get some fresh air. I know it was cold out. I had left most of my layers in the check out. The cold was not why I couldn't stop shaking. I didn't want to touch him, I didn't want to hurt him. Bari called the paramedics and within seconds you could hear the sirans. I eventually tried to hold his hand, let him know I was still there. He wouldn't look up, it didn't matter, I couldn't look him in the eye anyhow. I couldn't get up the words to say it was okay to squeeze my hand as hard as he wanted, but he seemed to know it anyways. Every few seconds he'd squeeze my hand as he winced in pain. I tried to not let my shaking get to my hand. I tried not to cry, and when that wasn't possible, I tried to not cry loud. I tried to not sniffle. They asked him questions and he spoke quietly. They asked me questions to, I couldn't bring myself to talk at normal level. My voice was shakey. They brought the grittie. People were watching from the commons windows. They suggested taking him to the hospital. I suddenly started crying harder. Speedy knew it. He squeezed my hand, not out of pain, but because he knew I was crying. June watched quietly, she laughed at the paramedics jokes when they decided not to take him to the hospital. He told them he didn't pass out. I wasn't sure if he was telling the truth or not. I know he was scared too. Speedy signed the papers as they tried to get ahold of parents. Speedy's family doesn't have phones. They got ahold of his grandma. Speedy pulled me closer so I'd sit next to him. I still couldn't bring myself to look at him. I was shaking badly and he was trying to calm me down. I guess he was doing better by then and just worrying about me. He asked me what was wrong. All I could get out was, "You scared the hell out of me." He kept saying he was sorry. He didn't mean to. "Look at me. Angie? Look at me. Please?.... Angie, please. It's okay.. I'm okay.. It just stings a little. Angie? Please look at me?... It's okay... Angie, calm down. Stop shaking. Angie... calm... calm.. It's okay.. I'm still here, aren't I? I'll be here tomorrow too.. I didn't die or anything.. Angie?" That last part. 'I didn't die or anything' made me cry harder. I couldn't look at him. Every time he tried to move my head I got fridgid. Everytime he tilted my head I shut my eyes tightly. His mom arrived, his grandma and his sister. I had to borrow his sister's phone to call my mom. She didn't sound happy that I was calling a half hour after the dance was over. Cassie was sent to pick June and I up. I got up slowly, still not looking at him. He hugged me and I was forced to look at him when he put his forehead to mine. I walked off slowly, arms at my sides, dragging my boots, reliving the whole experience over and over. Am I okay? I don't know. I can't get this out of my head. What would have happened if they wanted him to go to the hospital? Would my mom let me go? What would happen? I don't even know how he's doing now.. I hope he's going to be okay.. There's the story for the dance. I still can't totally stop shaking.
I wrote that last night but blooger wouldnt let me post.
I saw Speedy today. We had been planning to go to Elitches today, but because of his head we went to the mall and to see a movie instead. His head still hurts, he still squeezes my hand when it hurts, and when the Grudge 2 freaked him out. Maybe he'll be okay by tomorrow.
I wrote that last night but blooger wouldnt let me post.
I saw Speedy today. We had been planning to go to Elitches today, but because of his head we went to the mall and to see a movie instead. His head still hurts, he still squeezes my hand when it hurts, and when the Grudge 2 freaked him out. Maybe he'll be okay by tomorrow.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Jealous? Of me?
People are weird sometimes. Scratch that. All of the time. Sometimes it just easier to ignore. So drama drama and more drama. If you don't want to know about it, skip this.
So. My friend Danny liked me and one of my friends named Chelsea. (It already doesn't look like itll turn out good by then) He asked Chelsea out. They went out for not more than a couple hours I think for the first time, because I had gotten upset over it. They tried again, broke up again because Chelsea claimed she still loved her old boyfriend, Gabe. (This stuff is from a couple weeks ago mind you) They ended up getting back together. I was fine, I apologized for over re-acting. All was fine and dandy until a couple days ago. Chelsea sent her old boyfriend, Gabe, some pictures of herself in a bra. Over myspace comments. Which Danny saw, got mad about, and from my understanding, Chelsea claimed it was nothing. Which was obviously crap. Under the picture she wrote something like 'Only for you Gabe'. So Danny's like spazing out and I'm comforting him. Well the other day I find out that they broke up again. The reason why? She cheated. With Gabe. They either almost had sex, or did have sex, it was vague. Her reasoning? She just couldn't say no. She's afriad of rape, but she just couldn't say no. Then she says that she loves Danny, and she plans on marrying him, but she chose to cheat. I got so ticked off, and I yelled at her. I stood up for Danny and how she hurt him. Which Danny told me not to do, but I did anyways. I was very angry. So Chelsea was okay with it at first. She was like 'well I understand if you dont want to be my friend'. But when I kept yelling at her after she said 'tell me something I didn't know' she suddenly changes what she was saying and starts saying stuff like 'I know i have issues but friends are suppose to stick with friends through issues.' And really, I would, if she didn't cause so much drama. It's almost like she does it on purpose. Well she knows Dannys AIM password. And she blocked me. Danny unblocked me later. He said she might have blocked me because she's jealous. Of what? There's nothing about me to be jealous of. He said she might be jealous of the fact that he still likes me. He said he still does, and he won't stop.
So. My friend Danny liked me and one of my friends named Chelsea. (It already doesn't look like itll turn out good by then) He asked Chelsea out. They went out for not more than a couple hours I think for the first time, because I had gotten upset over it. They tried again, broke up again because Chelsea claimed she still loved her old boyfriend, Gabe. (This stuff is from a couple weeks ago mind you) They ended up getting back together. I was fine, I apologized for over re-acting. All was fine and dandy until a couple days ago. Chelsea sent her old boyfriend, Gabe, some pictures of herself in a bra. Over myspace comments. Which Danny saw, got mad about, and from my understanding, Chelsea claimed it was nothing. Which was obviously crap. Under the picture she wrote something like 'Only for you Gabe'. So Danny's like spazing out and I'm comforting him. Well the other day I find out that they broke up again. The reason why? She cheated. With Gabe. They either almost had sex, or did have sex, it was vague. Her reasoning? She just couldn't say no. She's afriad of rape, but she just couldn't say no. Then she says that she loves Danny, and she plans on marrying him, but she chose to cheat. I got so ticked off, and I yelled at her. I stood up for Danny and how she hurt him. Which Danny told me not to do, but I did anyways. I was very angry. So Chelsea was okay with it at first. She was like 'well I understand if you dont want to be my friend'. But when I kept yelling at her after she said 'tell me something I didn't know' she suddenly changes what she was saying and starts saying stuff like 'I know i have issues but friends are suppose to stick with friends through issues.' And really, I would, if she didn't cause so much drama. It's almost like she does it on purpose. Well she knows Dannys AIM password. And she blocked me. Danny unblocked me later. He said she might have blocked me because she's jealous. Of what? There's nothing about me to be jealous of. He said she might be jealous of the fact that he still likes me. He said he still does, and he won't stop.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Fuck this game.
Fuck this game.
Fuck the drama.
Fuck the hate.
Fuck the cheating.
Fuck the lying.
Fuck love.
Fuck pretend friends.
Fuck aquaitences.
Fuck the world.
Fuck depression.
Fuck suicide.
Fuck life.
Fuck death.
Fuck carving.
Fuck cutting.
Fuck ODing.
Fuck drama queens.
Fuck attention whores.
FUCK THIS GAME.
Fuck the drama.
Fuck the hate.
Fuck the cheating.
Fuck the lying.
Fuck love.
Fuck pretend friends.
Fuck aquaitences.
Fuck the world.
Fuck depression.
Fuck suicide.
Fuck life.
Fuck death.
Fuck carving.
Fuck cutting.
Fuck ODing.
Fuck drama queens.
Fuck attention whores.
FUCK THIS GAME.
Angie's what?
So, it's not totally my fault that I haven't been posting. Last night when I got home from trick-or-treat street I was going to post. But no. It wouldn't lemme sign on. BUT! I have several things to talk about. All of which will go in list form.:
So that random 'today in important' post, was the day I got kissed by Speedy a.k.a. Victor.
Sunday October 22nd, Speedy asked me out.
Angie what?
Angie accepted.
Angie's gotta a what?
Angie's gotta boyfriend.
And Angie's been spaztically happy. I had totally forgotten what it was like to have someone who goes out of their way to see me.
Mom's paranoid though. She doesn't want me as depressed as I was when Trevor dumped me. And with Speedy being a senior while I'm a small sophmore, she's even more paranoid. I'm starting to think she doesn't trust me though. I think she's convinced we're going to end up banging within the first month or something. She doesn't want us in my room (WITH THE DOOR OPEN MIND YOU!) unless were actively doing something. Today we were playing DDR until his mom called. We stopped, I was comfy and refused to get up. My mom demanded we went into the living room or the basement. Which doesn't make much since. We get more privacy in the basement than in my room. But she's paranoid when I got to Jacqi's house too.
Last night was trick-or-treat street at school. I saw Victor (Fuji's little brother, not Speedy) and he gave me hugs. I saw Cripple Kid, Betty, and tons of cute little kids. I ended up crying though. I got a headache, and PMSing got the best of me. Caitlin and I went on a burrito run when she found out I hadn't eatten all day. When I got home I gave June the guest pass for the Halloween Dance, and about passed out.
Last night it snowed. Ewww... On the way to school my mom and I almost got into 2 accidents, one with an RTD bus. She ended up dropping me off on the side of the street and let me walk the rest of the way. When I got to the front doors I was COVERED in snow. Allison gave me a hug when I got inside, then said, 'Ugh! You're cold and wet! Never hug me again!' Oh. By the way, Allison is the one who has being using me as a pillow. Anyways, when I was dry again she hugged me again. And grabbed my boobs.
I caught a moth this morning. In the commons. I pounced on it, then we went outside to let it go. It disappeared into the snow instantly. Then we went back inside cause it was cold.
Kelsey tickled me. I kicked and squirmed. My shoe fell off, Kelsey grabbed it and I chased her around the school.
Speedy came over after school. I think that he got in trouble for it. After his mom called he got upset and started muttering stuff to himself. I couldn't understand much. All I really caught was "My dad's going to yell at me. I know exactly what he's going to say. *Stuff I couldn't understand* He says 'Oh but she can wait.' And I know she can wait, but I- But I tell him that I don't want to make her wait. *More stuff I couldn't understand* I know- I know what he's going to suggest too. I can't do that. I just can't- *Stuff I couldnt understand*" He noticed that I was still there right about then. I'm guessing the 'she' is me. But I still don't get what it means. I don't think its good either. I'm not even sure what to worry about. All I could really think of is that maybe his dad would demand that Speedy stop seeing me. That would be sad.
Now I'm eatting Chinese and a Hamburger. Yay!
I guess that's all thats major.
Baii ^_^
So that random 'today in important' post, was the day I got kissed by Speedy a.k.a. Victor.
Sunday October 22nd, Speedy asked me out.
Angie what?
Angie accepted.
Angie's gotta a what?
Angie's gotta boyfriend.
And Angie's been spaztically happy. I had totally forgotten what it was like to have someone who goes out of their way to see me.
Mom's paranoid though. She doesn't want me as depressed as I was when Trevor dumped me. And with Speedy being a senior while I'm a small sophmore, she's even more paranoid. I'm starting to think she doesn't trust me though. I think she's convinced we're going to end up banging within the first month or something. She doesn't want us in my room (WITH THE DOOR OPEN MIND YOU!) unless were actively doing something. Today we were playing DDR until his mom called. We stopped, I was comfy and refused to get up. My mom demanded we went into the living room or the basement. Which doesn't make much since. We get more privacy in the basement than in my room. But she's paranoid when I got to Jacqi's house too.
Last night was trick-or-treat street at school. I saw Victor (Fuji's little brother, not Speedy) and he gave me hugs. I saw Cripple Kid, Betty, and tons of cute little kids. I ended up crying though. I got a headache, and PMSing got the best of me. Caitlin and I went on a burrito run when she found out I hadn't eatten all day. When I got home I gave June the guest pass for the Halloween Dance, and about passed out.
Last night it snowed. Ewww... On the way to school my mom and I almost got into 2 accidents, one with an RTD bus. She ended up dropping me off on the side of the street and let me walk the rest of the way. When I got to the front doors I was COVERED in snow. Allison gave me a hug when I got inside, then said, 'Ugh! You're cold and wet! Never hug me again!' Oh. By the way, Allison is the one who has being using me as a pillow. Anyways, when I was dry again she hugged me again. And grabbed my boobs.
I caught a moth this morning. In the commons. I pounced on it, then we went outside to let it go. It disappeared into the snow instantly. Then we went back inside cause it was cold.
Kelsey tickled me. I kicked and squirmed. My shoe fell off, Kelsey grabbed it and I chased her around the school.
Speedy came over after school. I think that he got in trouble for it. After his mom called he got upset and started muttering stuff to himself. I couldn't understand much. All I really caught was "My dad's going to yell at me. I know exactly what he's going to say. *Stuff I couldn't understand* He says 'Oh but she can wait.' And I know she can wait, but I- But I tell him that I don't want to make her wait. *More stuff I couldn't understand* I know- I know what he's going to suggest too. I can't do that. I just can't- *Stuff I couldnt understand*" He noticed that I was still there right about then. I'm guessing the 'she' is me. But I still don't get what it means. I don't think its good either. I'm not even sure what to worry about. All I could really think of is that maybe his dad would demand that Speedy stop seeing me. That would be sad.
Now I'm eatting Chinese and a Hamburger. Yay!
I guess that's all thats major.
Baii ^_^
Friday, October 20, 2006
Zombies ate my neighbors.
This is the best song ever.
So hey man, check this out, downtown's a riot and something's spreadin through the crowd. Try channel 9, I'm pretty sure they're headed straight for this part of town. I can't be certain, but I swear I hear them just outside. There's no way that this is real, so COUNT ME IN. So grab something sharp, find some cover, kill the lights and nail the back door shut. This isn't funny any more, oh no, THIS MEANS WAR. Don't take this the wrong way, but I'd much rather choke and die than sit alone and fall without a fight. So call the neighbor kids with trash can lids and buckets on their heads. Cause I'm telling you, we're gonna need a little help tonight... And there she was, glaring, through olive eyes and chalk white skin. I want you to know that I won't be holding back tonight. She stole my heart. I'll be taking hers with a lawn dart now. But look at the bright side, it's not like she had one there to start... And something tells me, it's gonna be a long night... So grab something sharp, find some cover, kill the lights and nail the back door shut. This isn't funny any more, oh no, THIS MEANS WAR. And something tells me, it's gonna be a long night... So call the neighbor kids with trash can lids and buckets on their heads. Cause I'm telling you, we're gonna need a little help tonight...
It took me so long to find. It's by a local band called Single File. Hopefully I can go to the concert on December 1st.
So hey man, check this out, downtown's a riot and something's spreadin through the crowd. Try channel 9, I'm pretty sure they're headed straight for this part of town. I can't be certain, but I swear I hear them just outside. There's no way that this is real, so COUNT ME IN. So grab something sharp, find some cover, kill the lights and nail the back door shut. This isn't funny any more, oh no, THIS MEANS WAR. Don't take this the wrong way, but I'd much rather choke and die than sit alone and fall without a fight. So call the neighbor kids with trash can lids and buckets on their heads. Cause I'm telling you, we're gonna need a little help tonight... And there she was, glaring, through olive eyes and chalk white skin. I want you to know that I won't be holding back tonight. She stole my heart. I'll be taking hers with a lawn dart now. But look at the bright side, it's not like she had one there to start... And something tells me, it's gonna be a long night... So grab something sharp, find some cover, kill the lights and nail the back door shut. This isn't funny any more, oh no, THIS MEANS WAR. And something tells me, it's gonna be a long night... So call the neighbor kids with trash can lids and buckets on their heads. Cause I'm telling you, we're gonna need a little help tonight...
It took me so long to find. It's by a local band called Single File. Hopefully I can go to the concert on December 1st.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I'm not as funny as Jesus.
But I'm gonna steal this from him anyways:
1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
I don't really want anyone to explode, i like people, id probably have to save that for when i have a boss i hate with a pure passion
2.You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
I would wipe out rap, just because its one letter away from rape, and they rape my ears. I seriously cannot stand the popular rap these days. What sucks is that my mom and sister listen to it so much I know alot of the songs anyways, which makes it just that much easier for them to get stuck in my head.
3.Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
Nelly, the rapper. I hate his music that much.
4.What is your favorite cheese?
Brie.
5.You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your immediate disposal. What kind will you make?
I'd make.. a peanut and cherry jelly sandwich. You gotta love the classics.
6.You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once. Who is the lucky celebrity of your choice?
Johnny Depp. He'd of course have to be in his pirate gear, cause I dont care for him much otherwise.
7.You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who do you pick?
Davey Havok. Even some of my guy friends would bang him.
8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy shit, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
I'd probaby spend it on CD's, or go on a shopping spree at Hottopic. Of course I'm not going to be generous and give it to charity.
9.You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
South Carolina, just so I can visit some friends. I heart them that much.
10.Upon arrival to the aforementioned location, you get off the plane and discover another hundred-dollar bill. Shit! Now that you are in the new location, what are you gonna do?
I'm gonna buy them all icecream. And gas money so they can show me stuff.
11.An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. It is...?
Well, according to my sister, coke and vanilla vodka tastes exactly like vanilla coke. So I'll go with that.
12.Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
Rufus? As in the naked-mole rat on Kim Possible? Anyways. I'd go back about 5 mintes to remember what my super cool awsome answer for this question was.
13.You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
Art is consitered higher than football. Just because I suck at sports, and not as much suckage with art.
14.You have been given the opportunity to create the half-hour TV show of your own design. What is it called and what's the premise?
Oh, well all I can think of is following my friends around with a camera, funny stuff happens when playing hackie sac.
15.What is your favorite curse word?
Fuck.
16.One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything; they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
First I would scream, and then I might have them play a board game with me. With tons of pictures because no one would believe I played Pimps and Hoes with mummies.
17.Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don't worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what's the item?
I would probably grab my laptop, even if it is about ready to bite the dust.
18.The Angel of Death has descended upon you. Fortunately, the Angel of Death is pretty cool and in a good mood, and it offers you a half-hour to do whatever you want before you bite it. Whatcha gonna do in that half-hour?
Call all my friends and tell them I love them. I'm sappy like that.
19.You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
The power to be invisible. Easy.
20.You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
The old Herd.
21.You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Cutting.
22.You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit... you can move to anywhere else in the world! Bitchin'! What country are you going to live in now?
New Zealand. I wish.
23.This question still counts, even for those of you who are under age. Check it out. You have been eternally banned from every single bar in the world except for ONE. Which one is it gonna be?
I don't know. I don't really know of any bars except for McCoys and Hooters. McCoys it is.
24.Hopefully you didn't mention this in the super-powers question.... If you did, then we'll just expand on that. Check it out... Suddenly, you have gained the ability to FLOAT!!! Whose house are you going to float to first, and be like "Dude, check it out...I can FLOAT!"?
Garret's house. Then I can finally reveal myself and be like 'HEY! I haven't seen you in 8 years! Lookie at me, I can float!'
25.The constant absorption of magical moonbeams mixed with the radioactive vegetables you consumed earlier has given you the ability to resurrect the dead famous-person of your choice. So which celebrity will you bring back to life?
Mr Rodgers. I don't know why.
26.The Celestial Gates of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn't think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is still a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person, etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
Murphy. My aunt's old dog. I loved him so much. Or Sharen.
27.What's your theme song?
Mutt by Blink 182
1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
I don't really want anyone to explode, i like people, id probably have to save that for when i have a boss i hate with a pure passion
2.You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
I would wipe out rap, just because its one letter away from rape, and they rape my ears. I seriously cannot stand the popular rap these days. What sucks is that my mom and sister listen to it so much I know alot of the songs anyways, which makes it just that much easier for them to get stuck in my head.
3.Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
Nelly, the rapper. I hate his music that much.
4.What is your favorite cheese?
Brie.
5.You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your immediate disposal. What kind will you make?
I'd make.. a peanut and cherry jelly sandwich. You gotta love the classics.
6.You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once. Who is the lucky celebrity of your choice?
Johnny Depp. He'd of course have to be in his pirate gear, cause I dont care for him much otherwise.
7.You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who do you pick?
Davey Havok. Even some of my guy friends would bang him.
8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy shit, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
I'd probaby spend it on CD's, or go on a shopping spree at Hottopic. Of course I'm not going to be generous and give it to charity.
9.You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
South Carolina, just so I can visit some friends. I heart them that much.
10.Upon arrival to the aforementioned location, you get off the plane and discover another hundred-dollar bill. Shit! Now that you are in the new location, what are you gonna do?
I'm gonna buy them all icecream. And gas money so they can show me stuff.
11.An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. It is...?
Well, according to my sister, coke and vanilla vodka tastes exactly like vanilla coke. So I'll go with that.
12.Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
Rufus? As in the naked-mole rat on Kim Possible? Anyways. I'd go back about 5 mintes to remember what my super cool awsome answer for this question was.
13.You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
Art is consitered higher than football. Just because I suck at sports, and not as much suckage with art.
14.You have been given the opportunity to create the half-hour TV show of your own design. What is it called and what's the premise?
Oh, well all I can think of is following my friends around with a camera, funny stuff happens when playing hackie sac.
15.What is your favorite curse word?
Fuck.
16.One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything; they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
First I would scream, and then I might have them play a board game with me. With tons of pictures because no one would believe I played Pimps and Hoes with mummies.
17.Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don't worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what's the item?
I would probably grab my laptop, even if it is about ready to bite the dust.
18.The Angel of Death has descended upon you. Fortunately, the Angel of Death is pretty cool and in a good mood, and it offers you a half-hour to do whatever you want before you bite it. Whatcha gonna do in that half-hour?
Call all my friends and tell them I love them. I'm sappy like that.
19.You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
The power to be invisible. Easy.
20.You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
The old Herd.
21.You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Cutting.
22.You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit... you can move to anywhere else in the world! Bitchin'! What country are you going to live in now?
New Zealand. I wish.
23.This question still counts, even for those of you who are under age. Check it out. You have been eternally banned from every single bar in the world except for ONE. Which one is it gonna be?
I don't know. I don't really know of any bars except for McCoys and Hooters. McCoys it is.
24.Hopefully you didn't mention this in the super-powers question.... If you did, then we'll just expand on that. Check it out... Suddenly, you have gained the ability to FLOAT!!! Whose house are you going to float to first, and be like "Dude, check it out...I can FLOAT!"?
Garret's house. Then I can finally reveal myself and be like 'HEY! I haven't seen you in 8 years! Lookie at me, I can float!'
25.The constant absorption of magical moonbeams mixed with the radioactive vegetables you consumed earlier has given you the ability to resurrect the dead famous-person of your choice. So which celebrity will you bring back to life?
Mr Rodgers. I don't know why.
26.The Celestial Gates of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn't think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is still a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person, etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
Murphy. My aunt's old dog. I loved him so much. Or Sharen.
27.What's your theme song?
Mutt by Blink 182
Monday, October 16, 2006
What are you? Belimic?
so stuff happened over the weekend, i went to see the larimie project, i helped set up the crafts fair, i went to elitches with my sister, my cousin and their friend, they hit on a kid in my photo class for me, but i dont like him, i figured thatd be suffeciantly awkward today in class, but it wasnt, he didnt say anything, i didnt say anything, all was normal
last night i went to the mall with laura, shes been pretty upset because she thinks that shes losing everyone, and dan and i seem to be the only ones who listen to her now
this morning i woke up, ate breakfast for the first time on a normal day in a long time, it didnt last long though, i ended up throwing it up, which was none too happy because mom forgot to give me money for lunch so i went foodless for the rest of the day, till photo, julianna gave me 7 cheeze-it crackers, which suprizingly made me not hungry anymore
onna side note
today is monikas birthday
tomorrow is ivys
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
although i doubt either of them will see this blog
now im waiting for ingrediants to make food for TAU tomorrow
i guess ill scan some stuff from my sketch book and make some drawings for french
last night i went to the mall with laura, shes been pretty upset because she thinks that shes losing everyone, and dan and i seem to be the only ones who listen to her now
this morning i woke up, ate breakfast for the first time on a normal day in a long time, it didnt last long though, i ended up throwing it up, which was none too happy because mom forgot to give me money for lunch so i went foodless for the rest of the day, till photo, julianna gave me 7 cheeze-it crackers, which suprizingly made me not hungry anymore
onna side note
today is monikas birthday
tomorrow is ivys
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
although i doubt either of them will see this blog
now im waiting for ingrediants to make food for TAU tomorrow
i guess ill scan some stuff from my sketch book and make some drawings for french
Monday, October 09, 2006
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Weekend! O' doooooom.
Ups and Downs of weekend-ism.
Ups:
I spent most of the weekend with Jacqi and Caitlin.
I went to Fuji's house along with Missy and Erin.
I met Layn and Jessica.
Got tons of hugs, kisses, bites, and tackles.
Caitlin and Jacqi played with my hair.
Stayed up late talking to Danny.
Called Liz.
Spent about 75% of the weekend away from my paranoid mother.
Downs:
I didn't get to visit Laura at work.
I had to go home.
I didn't get to spend the night at Caitlin or Jacqi's house.
My mom has not been happy with me.
My mom keeps acusing me of being on drugs.
Homework.
Cleaning my room.
I'm sore.
I didn't get much sleep.
Met Zack.
Internet's been screwy.
Parent-Teacher confrences.
Mom crying.
I'm also withdrawing hugs from my mother until she stops accusing me of being on drugs. Not sure if that'll help or anything, but I'm pretty mad at her for assuming on on drugs. I can't help if my eyes seem to be dilated a lot, but I am certinally not on drugs.
Ups:
I spent most of the weekend with Jacqi and Caitlin.
I went to Fuji's house along with Missy and Erin.
I met Layn and Jessica.
Got tons of hugs, kisses, bites, and tackles.
Caitlin and Jacqi played with my hair.
Stayed up late talking to Danny.
Called Liz.
Spent about 75% of the weekend away from my paranoid mother.
Downs:
I didn't get to visit Laura at work.
I had to go home.
I didn't get to spend the night at Caitlin or Jacqi's house.
My mom has not been happy with me.
My mom keeps acusing me of being on drugs.
Homework.
Cleaning my room.
I'm sore.
I didn't get much sleep.
Met Zack.
Internet's been screwy.
Parent-Teacher confrences.
Mom crying.
I'm also withdrawing hugs from my mother until she stops accusing me of being on drugs. Not sure if that'll help or anything, but I'm pretty mad at her for assuming on on drugs. I can't help if my eyes seem to be dilated a lot, but I am certinally not on drugs.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Where are your pants, son?
That was my favorite quote from 'To kill a mockingbird'
Two things I'd like to talk about in this blog. First the unhappy information. I learned this week that last year my family was almost homeless, and I was reminded yesterday of something also depressing, yet always overlooked. I was talking to my parents about my friend who peirced her own eyebrow and nose at lunch. And my mom told me never to do that because I might die. Because of my heart surgery. (For those of you who dont know, I had open heart surgery when I was four years old, I was born with a hole in my heart the size of a quarter. I still have the scar that goes from my collar bone til about four inches above my bellybutton, plus the scars from stitches.) Anyways, because of that, any open wound, infection, or any of that, that I get is, in the words of my mom, "Like playing Russian Roulette". That kinda bothers me, sure I promise to be careful, but really, I'm not all that careful.
Next!
This is what I get for watching Gilmore Girls before bed. I had some of the weirdest dreams last night. For some reason I was lesbian lovers with the Gilmore Girls, and I was showering with them. Then there was a hurricane that lasted like 4 seconds, just to blow down the door and the rest of the house, all but the bathroom. So I walked outside naked, and Danny was talking to some other people, which consisted of the people I just showered with, and some other girl. I went inside to get dressed, but I couldn't find any pants. Through the open door I heard Danny ask some girl to marry him. My mom walked in and asked why I was crying and I said, "I can't find any pants!" Then I woke up. That's the only dream I can remember right now though. Imma eat breakfast now, and finish getting ready for school.
Two things I'd like to talk about in this blog. First the unhappy information. I learned this week that last year my family was almost homeless, and I was reminded yesterday of something also depressing, yet always overlooked. I was talking to my parents about my friend who peirced her own eyebrow and nose at lunch. And my mom told me never to do that because I might die. Because of my heart surgery. (For those of you who dont know, I had open heart surgery when I was four years old, I was born with a hole in my heart the size of a quarter. I still have the scar that goes from my collar bone til about four inches above my bellybutton, plus the scars from stitches.) Anyways, because of that, any open wound, infection, or any of that, that I get is, in the words of my mom, "Like playing Russian Roulette". That kinda bothers me, sure I promise to be careful, but really, I'm not all that careful.
Next!
This is what I get for watching Gilmore Girls before bed. I had some of the weirdest dreams last night. For some reason I was lesbian lovers with the Gilmore Girls, and I was showering with them. Then there was a hurricane that lasted like 4 seconds, just to blow down the door and the rest of the house, all but the bathroom. So I walked outside naked, and Danny was talking to some other people, which consisted of the people I just showered with, and some other girl. I went inside to get dressed, but I couldn't find any pants. Through the open door I heard Danny ask some girl to marry him. My mom walked in and asked why I was crying and I said, "I can't find any pants!" Then I woke up. That's the only dream I can remember right now though. Imma eat breakfast now, and finish getting ready for school.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
So what's up?
simple question, 'whats up?', ive been answering all such questions as 'how are you' 'hows it going' 'whats up' etc as 'i dont know' for the past week or so, when i said it to jared we got into this big conversation of how i should know whats up, because before i know it, itll be down, and he spent about 10 minutes talking about how its too much of a downer not knowing whats up, then after the converstion ended he asked me again what was up, and i said things, he said i was doing better
after school i ran into jared and ben on the way to picking up my grades (which by the way, im passing all my classes, two a's one p, and four c's) anyways, ben asked how i was, i said i didnt know and jared said that wasnt good because before i know it everything will be down, and i dont want things to be down, then we got on how 'whats up' is commonly used instead of 'hey', as in people say it to you then walk off without listening to what answer you possibly have, and in the words of ben "they might as well saying 'fuck you' or 'go jump off a cliff', although i think id be more happy if someone said that than walking off while im trying to talk" or something to that same effect, i happen to not have a tape recorder in my head, sadly
after school i ran into jared and ben on the way to picking up my grades (which by the way, im passing all my classes, two a's one p, and four c's) anyways, ben asked how i was, i said i didnt know and jared said that wasnt good because before i know it everything will be down, and i dont want things to be down, then we got on how 'whats up' is commonly used instead of 'hey', as in people say it to you then walk off without listening to what answer you possibly have, and in the words of ben "they might as well saying 'fuck you' or 'go jump off a cliff', although i think id be more happy if someone said that than walking off while im trying to talk" or something to that same effect, i happen to not have a tape recorder in my head, sadly
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Chemical hands!
oh how did i miss the smell of chamicals on my hands, now i think its in my clothes too, because no matter where i go, i smell like photography, atleast to me i do, maybe im going crazy, wouldnt be the first time
have you ever had those days where your hair just looks different, yet you didnt do anything to it? mines been like that for the past two days, i guess i let it dry weird when i got out of the shower or something
last night when my sister came come i was really hyper and i ran to hug her, its always fun to freak people out with something so simple as a hug
also because of the new rules of not being in the halls during class periods, some of my friends are pretty ticked off about losing the cubby, course i wasnt too attached to the cubby since every time i was there i felt outcasted, but its still pretty sad
and if i dont stop smelling these chemicals i dont think im going to be able to eat
in totally different news, for some reason right now i feel all warm and fuzzy inside, like im happy but i have no one to spread joy to, it almost upsets me
sometime soon i will get a picture of my awsome pants which i have doodled on in the past couple days... mostly on my left leg... im not sure why, probably because of the way the desks are set up
oh well
i think imma go scan some pictures ^_^
have you ever had those days where your hair just looks different, yet you didnt do anything to it? mines been like that for the past two days, i guess i let it dry weird when i got out of the shower or something
last night when my sister came come i was really hyper and i ran to hug her, its always fun to freak people out with something so simple as a hug
also because of the new rules of not being in the halls during class periods, some of my friends are pretty ticked off about losing the cubby, course i wasnt too attached to the cubby since every time i was there i felt outcasted, but its still pretty sad
and if i dont stop smelling these chemicals i dont think im going to be able to eat
in totally different news, for some reason right now i feel all warm and fuzzy inside, like im happy but i have no one to spread joy to, it almost upsets me
sometime soon i will get a picture of my awsome pants which i have doodled on in the past couple days... mostly on my left leg... im not sure why, probably because of the way the desks are set up
oh well
i think imma go scan some pictures ^_^
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