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i hate you firefox, yes i do
anyways, so i was planning on going to the movies with jesus today, he called me at 7:45 to tell me he couldnt go, needless to say, i was sleeping when he called, so that freaked me out, especially since i had been laying on my phone while it was on vibrate, what sucked was my throat hurt, then i couldnt fall asleep for the next half hour, but anyways when i finally fell asleep again i had a weird dream, okay so i was at the school, but it was like a haunted house/fun house type thing, i was running around with laura when we ran into trevor, he asked to borrow my cell phone so i handed it over, then laura dragged me off, we went into some room where there were like.. shelves hanging from the ceiling, which laura and i put stuff in in a past dream of mine, anyways we started searching for our stuff and all we couldnt were a couple laptops and some magazines, then one of the security guards started yelling at us to get to class, so laura and i ran off in different directions, i ran into a classroom and i found jesus, he looks at me bewildered on why i just ran into the classroom and slammed the door, then he askes if i got caught, i nodded, and he said to try again, he asked the teacher in the room if he could go to the bathroom, then i went up to ask if i could get a drink of water, he gave me some papers and told me to go put them in the office, i walked out of the room, then jesus grabbed my hand and ran down the hall with me, i tossed the papers up in the air and we ran to the commons, there were tons of people sitting at the tables, jesus let go of my hand and we started walking, laura ran up to me and asked if she could use my cell phone, i checked my pockets and remembered i lent it to trevor, laura and i went on a search of the commons for trevor, when we found him i told him to hand over my phone, one of the security gaurds told me to sit down and dragged me off to another table, i yelled at trevor to give it back, he threw it and of course being me i didnt catch it, it fell to the floor and someone kicked it while going by, then the bell rang and all was chaos, i ran into trevor and punched him for losing my cellphone, and he took it out of his pocket and said it came back to him, then he gave me a hug but he pushed me when he let go and i hit the wall, i started walking out of the school and jesus ran up to me hugged me then ran off, then some girl asks me if i can help her start a fire, then when i finally got it going, we started talking about how fires are like... pets and that you have to feed them and stuff, then after a couple minutes i go "hey... yer pet died" and walked off, then i woke up o_o;
so now im bored... kinda hungry..but im not tired, i got more than enough sleep because eveyone signed off on me last night so i watched tv for another hour then fell asleep next to the laptop and with the TV on...meh..
ANYONE WANNA HANG OUT TODAY!? T_T so bored


... apparently not, ive called like six people today, all busy, not home, or just cant
i figured today would be one of the days i didnt get out of my pjs, but i spilled soda all over myself and now ive got nothing to do ._.'
people suck, im none too happy, rawr..

HEYGUESSWHAT IM HAPPYNOW
so i FINALLY got someone to hang out with me, june, and then while im waitting for mom lana calls and goes "HEY! angie you should go to rocketship park and have a party with me and kenton" so we did, and we had the feeling june had a crush on zach and kenton, and well, ZACH GOT PWNED BY A TRREEEEEEEE X3all cause he wanted to look cool his leg slipped and WHAM he got hit in the balls by a tree, WE GOT PIZZA AND SODA and breadchesseystickthings, BUT they wouldnt deleiver to the park T_T rawrwawrawrawr lots of fun and yay! ogmlrkglheirjkomgilovethem, kenton totally hurt me while giving june and i a hug at the same time, june got tripped by a hole, lana got raped by grass,zach kept harming his manlyhood, kenton kept stealin ma stoof, and junes, BUT HA KENTONS HAS A MOHAWK AND COULDNT STEAL MY HAT! lololololol >.>!!!!!11one *cough*


long post cuz im boredddddd...ededed...dided... o_O; ANYWAYS YAY POTTERPUPPETPALS
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free cookie to whoever actually counts all of those

...well now im ticked off, sarah refuses to talk to me anymore ever since she got her precious gabe back nyeeehhh... kyle is drifting apart and FUCKING HELL IM LOSING FRIENDS AGAIN i hate it, amber might be moviing sometime soon, fuck it all, everyone abandons me, and you know what, when i was talking to brett about how upset i was, you know what he says? you know what he fucking says? "get high" i told him to fuck off, gosh, then NO ONES ON, erg, people who can cheer me up are never around when im upset, WHY!? yea... busy with yer lives... everyones too busy to ever hang out with me e_e ...other thoughts... why am i left out of the loop almost everytime, like... im not important enough to know anything, you know what i hate most when people go "OH! haha remember that one ti-oh, wait nevermind you werent there" or then they wont explain it at all... e_e FUCK YOU

sorry... depressed moment <333333;

No sex on the couch

so yes, this will be editied later, but just so i dont forget, because i have a streak of doing that lately, its like.. 11:21, and some kid decids to give us the news paper, well when hes giving some to the people across the street, he throws it to the front step and the bag of the paper flies off and the paper pages go everywhere, that! was my entertainment for... now i guess... someone go to the mall with me =( or something.. i need entertaiiinnnmennntttt, maybe ill call jared later or something, gather some friends and go see a movie or something.

LATER

so ive got some things on my mind
how is it we all change so quickly, and dont even realize it? when i was at my aunts house i was looking at some of my journals and stuff from just... the beginning of the school year or so, and... i was much happier, or atleast i seemed that way, today i was reading some of lana's old blog and she seemed just more hyper and distracted, and even just over the course of this year my friends have changed so much, everyone through the awkwardness of the first year of highschool has nade their way into some clique, take ashley for example, at the beginning of the year, she was new, just moved here, no friends, she was in my study hall class, first day orientation, while we played the stupid games to learn everyones names she stood next to me, i kept myself from commenting about her obvious like of insane clown posse because i didnt think shed like me, months later i found out she had been trying to catch my eye contact for almost the whole time, so we could start up a conversation, anyways later that first week of school, laura and ashley had another class together and they made friends, (i had been friends with laura through 8th grade) ashley offered me a pixie stick one day at lunch and i befriended her, throughout the whole first semester in study hall laura, ashley and i would write notes, but soon it was only laura and ashley and i was soon left out, then ashley started ditching class, laura did the same, after their ditching theyd be laughing and telling me about it, making me feel all the more left out, one day when ashley wasnt at school, i attempted to drag laura to class because she was in enough trouble for ditching, she put up a fight and after dropping the backpack i had been dragging her by, she walked a bit back, i yelled "FINE, just dont go to class! see if i care!" threw her backpack and stopped off to class, for about two weeks ashley was missing from class, laura started coming back to class, and we forgot about that fight, we started getting more worried about ashley, i guess we had a good reason to, she fell into a clique, the stoners. she never goes to class anymore, the only reason she goes to school is to get more weed and see her friends, im not one of those friends anymore, laura doesnt think she is either, laura still gets hugs from ashley, i get nothing, and even laura has changed, shes more depressed now too, everyone else has seemed to fall into cliques yet i havent, i seem to be stuck between a couple cliques, half of my friends are part of the stoners clique, the rebel clique, the rest are band kids, goodytwoshoes, gamer freaks, or art freaks, but what am i? ive changed this year but im still the same, i have more knowlegde of the world, yet i still have most of my innocence, hell the most horrible thing ive done is drink

YAY summ-ER man, SUM er.... SUM E-R ...some emergency room

*cough* um... dont ask about the title because honestly, i dont know either, so anyways today was the last day of school, i got up late, and i didnt know the clarks were picking me up this morning, well... lets just say i only had enough time to get dressed shove some papers in my backpack hope they were the right ones, grab some tictacs my sweater and DASH out the door... kinda odd while im dressing and mom yells "ANGIE YOUR RIDES HERE" oddly enough, i randomly threw some stuff on, and it matched, *shrug* chelsea was proud of me, ANYWAYS, when i got to school i went to my locker then realized i didnt need to, i found missy and fuji right off the bat, so we all walked to study hall because i dont like carrying my backpack, we hung out outside of the room talking about sneezes with laura XD then i found ellie and sharon, stole ellies cupid bow and arrow and i stabbed people =D <3 anyways.. first period, study hall... well i did nothing that period, actually... fuji and i drew something together, kinda weird i think ill put it on dA later for all those of you... *what 3 people? XD jared jesus and ellie? XD* who wanna see it... remind me and ill put it up, 4th period... science i spent most of the period asking jacob stupid questions, but i got CANDY from ryan, so that made me uber happy.. next was french, but before that started i gave jesus some sheep monthly's to read, and well... the french final wasnt too brudal.. but crap, the oral final, the one i thought i did pretty good on, pfft... partcaly profecient... man that just totally screwed up my day, ADAM did better than me ADAM, the one who could never remember his vocab and ALWAYS asked me or ryan... ugh... anyways, the last while in class we had to our selves, well i was talking to thea and julianna, thea is convinced that adam and i are going to be lovers, so all of a sudden she says "angie, go ask out your boyfriend, now. go." i shake my head and thea says "oh come on, ill even call him over" so she does, he comes over and he asks how we did on the french oral final, well i tell adam mine and hes like "OHYEA i did better than her!" then decided to air hump towards thea, thea startes yeling "ew no go away" and kicks him a couple times, and that was the end of that, after class jesus came and gave me the sheep monthlys back, it was nice to have someone there after class, no one really does that, most of the time im walking through the halls alone, and you now what i really hate? the feeling i have when im walking alone, when everyone around me id people ive never seen or talked to before, i hate the feeling of isolation i get, i hate the feeling of being just a face in the crowd, i hate that if i were to have a panic attack right there, the most that probably everyone would do would be to step over me as im laying on the floor, so if you see me walking fast through the halls, thats why... ANYWAYS um... after school i cleaned out my locker, and judi took chelsea dan and i to DQ, well i ended up staying at theiur house for a bit, called home a bunch but no one answered, eventally chelsea and i walked to my house, then took ducky for a walk to the park, and... we said something funny... she said "OMG IM PUTTING THAT ON MY MYSPACE!" and i said "omgimputting that on my blog" well a couple hours later and neither of us could remember what we were going to put on our sites XD, came back then walked back to chelseas house, when we got there we watched tv, i told chelsea to sleep before she had to work, she went to sleep, then i watched daniel play a mafia game, and i fell asleep on the couch while daniel was talking to me XD i dont even think he noticed i was asleep, wel their dog louie ended up waking me up by licking my face, then i watched him play this... mental institution game, now that was awsome, you could talk to some of the mental patients, one of them asked "where are the pirates?" and he also said "i like my shock theropy, it makes me see pretty stars" and "have you seen my pet rat? hes blue and 7 feet tall" thats all i got to hear before daniel killed him with 1337 skillz, then i went to the mall with chelsea and well, i hung around love sac for awhile until emo kid showed up, aka robert, aka boy who doesnt take a hint, he kept hitting on chelsea when she was clearly irritated, and he kept getting all close to her tyring to kiss her, finally i got sick of the flirting and since my soda wasnt waking me up well i walked a lap around the mall, when i got back i ended up sitting alone and stuff, till cassie called me, i went and met her, then we shopped a bit, she got an ICP tshirt and a superman hat, i got a rainbow wristband and some glow in the dark bracelets, he finally left for awhile with his cancer sticks...and then around 9:30 i went home and ate something other than tic tacs =D whoooo, now im just... soakin up the glory that is summer... talkin to bryson elliepet, kinda jesus, and kyle, cause i cannn! whooo...kaybainnow<2+1

EDITBISH

okay so while chelsea and i were walking ducky we heard the icecream truck... so we started singing

"its the icecream truch
its the icecream truck
its the icecream truck
oh its the icecream truck
its the icecream truck
its the icecream truck
its the icecream truck
i loveeeeeeee yoooooooooooooooou"

...yes lame but we were really hot and sleep deprived

onemoredayyyyyy

KAY! so today... woke up late, and 1st period i was totally drained... i dont think i did too well on the final, third- NOFINALWHEE, the whole mock trial thing, that was cooler than any final, it was funny when ben was doing the rebuttle and he said "now if you were to fall off a building youd scream right?" so levi says no, so ben kinda stands there and smiles then says "that was a rhetorical question" i started laughing... it was funny... to me atleast, ANYWAYS, then math... that wasnt so bad, atleast sean didnt try to cheat off me, he did however try to take the calculater i was borrowing from erin, i almost kicked his ass for that... photography... welll that was fun, we criqued, and alot of people liked the panaramic of my room, most favorites ive gotten all this semester, so that was happy...after school adi came over to work on the rivers project, we were both way too distracted, it was almost sad, she really wanted to play with the hamsters though... OMGSHORTPOSTWHEEEE

Just because i can

SO! i havent blogged in... a month, whooo, blogging now because i spent like an hour and a half on the phone with jesus and blogs happened to be one of teh subjects of which we speked about, jesus is getting to be one of my favorite people, hes just... funny, and thats always a plus with me
ANYWAYS in other news, two more freakin days of school left... YES, my days were starting to all blurr together, which is none too good when those days are when ere reveiwing all the stuff i had forgotten little by little over the course of the year or semester, im not stressed about finals like many other people, studying never helps me, its either stored somewhere in the back of my mind or i dont know it at all, besides, the english final, just a tst over romeo and juliet, nothing for study hall, i mean who would quiz us on that? 3rd period... gov. well ms clapham says were just having a test over... one of the branches, i forget which... that cant be good. well anyways, for science all we have is a final project, which by the way im suppose to be working with adi on, BUT FUCKING HELL SHE WONT ANSWER HER PHONE, and if she thinks that i will do the whole project and let her put her name on it, she has another thing coming, my fist into her face... ANYWAYS 5th period, math, well that ive actually been trying to pay attention on the review days... ICECREAMTRUCK *cough* um... old habits die hard, anyways, its almost impossible to pay attention to ms davis, but... it just doesnt work, 6th period... french well i am kinda worried about that, because well i suck at french... i hope i do well... and finally photography, welllll... all were doing is having a critique, on the panaramics and on 3 of our favorite prints, i havent exactly done the last one... but oh well i have the prints made all i have to do is glue em on a board
and as for this weekend, well i spent half of it with amber, realized how fun it is to hang out with her, even if she is a stoner, she says i should atleast try it, well... i dont think thats going to happen, but knowing how weak i am, you never know, ill try not to though... ANYWAYS
the other half of the weekend i spent at my aunts house, i slept so much... as soon as i got there i ended up crashing on the couch, 4 hours later i ate, and stayed up till 1 or 2 am, that was after i talked to jesus and jared on the phone of course
the next day i ended up sleeping most of the day and i never got out of my pjs that day, course the dogs kept waking me up, riley wanted to play, i wanted to sleep... but whatever the next day being today, i came home, with beaucoup de candy, and sweets, i ended up haveing a homemade icecream sandwhich for breakfast, i worked on my science final... and yet again, adi....erg... ANYWAYS i feel sick... bleh, i ate too much pizza... well im don, salut loveys


EDIT
just because i like to whine
so another thing about last night, well i was so depressed, because of a trevor, i spent most of the night crying and complaining to ben, jared and me good dA friend rothaksa, hes a good photographer, check him out yo, but anyways, i complained to them all, and when i went to bed and finally stopped crying i planned an angry email inwhich i wrote today

so im doing a lot buetter incase any of you are wondering, ive got a puppy named ducky, im ungrounded, sure ive lost a friend, but i guess im okay with that, i guess things will fall into place sometime, i did have an odd dream last night though, trevor got some new girlfriend named alex or something, and instead of texting her, i got all these text messages from him meant for her *shrug* if that happens, im going to laugh, anyways in other news, seems im not the only one single now, kyle got dumped too, so sarah kyle and me and be the sad single trio again, whooo! yesterday after school daniel chelsea and i took some pictures for my photography class, and i called sarah, she says i so need to go to jacon or megacon one of these years, hopefully i will one day ^_^ i need money is the problem though AND ive gotten tons more pictures up on dA check em out ^_^ www.quietmouse.deviantart.com

worst weekend ever

worst weekend ever.
yesterday-dumped
went to the doctors because of my back, they sent me to the hospital
i cried lots, had laura over, that got my mind off of things... kinda, we debated on burning the things in my room that remind me of him, or to just put them in a box, neither were done, we watched saw and its not much of a horror movie is laura and i keep laughing at it, cassie took laura and i to the movies to see iceage2, mom paid for me and laura, cassie offered us food, by the time we started going home i was so hyper from soda i was laughing hysterically,that stopped soon though, on the way home cassie started yelling at me "FUCKINGHELLANGIESHUTTHEHELLUPIDONTFUCKINGCARE" i shut up right then and there, a couple minutes later through the silence cassie says "did i hurt your feelings cry baby?" i refused to talk, cassie pulled over to the side of the road and almost kicked me out of the car, cassie took the longest possible route home and stopped at king soopers, laura and i stayed in the car, i climbed into the backseat and cried while laura held me, when cassie got back i still didnt talk, laura and i ended up staying up still 4am talking, when i wokeup there were infomercails on, she stayed still around 3:30, we ate, watched music videos, listened to dane cook, when she went home i got depressed again, i dont feel like eatting, i dont feel like doing anything, the people i want to talk to arent on and the ones i dont want to talk to have their voices planted in my mind, ohyea, and today i dropped my cellphone in my glass of milk and now it wont turn on, my bad luck is sure to go on... at this rate ill get hit by a car... hopefully

LAST DAY OF BREAK

sad... ANYWAYS today i went to downtown denver with my mom to take pictures, what was funny is i took most of them in the car while mom was searching for a place to park, when she did park i only had like 8 left X3 we walked, got a soda, i took pictures, ran out of film and gave money to a hobo ^_^ for those of you that know me very well one of my goals in life is to give money to a/some hobo/hobos, give food, and or befriend one so yay me!
after that we went to walmart because i was in desprete need of some clothes, mom got side tracked from the mission in the gardening area, when we got over to clothes, mom and i had a slight arguement, i say i feel comfortable in black and jeans and she says i should push the envelope and try new things, I DONT LIKE WEARING WHITE! two reasons, im a messy person and things show up more on white, and two, i dont need guys being able to see through my shirt, the less guys look at my cheat the better
and speaking of my chest, i finally have new bras ^_^ for the unlucky few of you, you got to hear me complain about it before, but freaking hell i need to stop growing, they get in the way as it is, how the hell did i go from training bra to hand me downs to a c or b cup, i mean really bleh... and oddly enough mom and i still have no idea what size bra i wear, i fit into a 34b and a 34c *shrug* whatever
in other news, i got new shoes ^_^ and a bunch of eyelinder, hair things and a new watch ^_________^ we went home with $200 worth of stuff whooo!
so thats it for my day

WHOO!

so, today the band kids are back, least most of them, so i got to see trevor YAY!
so ive been all... multilating my magazines lately for my walls sake
so me jared ben and trevor went to the movies, we went to see hoodwinked, although since i was giving trevor a ride, we were kinda late cause cassie had to take her car and because of the STUPID SNOW i had to sweep off the truck, which later gave me no seat belt, not too back when your inbetween two people so you cant really move anyways (better than that one time i went to aunt cindys in the truck with mom and cassie... we were bringing mirrors up there, and omg cassie had so much fun blinding me) anyways, trevor and i missed the beginning, but it was a good movie, kinda weird... reminded me of a video game, anyways, after we watched said movie we went outside, decided we needed food, so we ran around looking for a place to eat and found some... thai place which seemed more like a sit down resturant, and BJ's subs... well we just made fun of the name, (i almost find it sad how well i fit in with guys, and how comfortable i am with that, like.. okay so i had very very few guy friends before 8th grade, the ones i had only talked to me like... 1 every few months unless they sat by me in class ot something) anyways, we finally decided to go into some japanesse place thing... after awhile we realized we had to go up to the register to order XD and we had... also random conversations while we waited for our food and while we ate, all very entertaining, then we had a lot of going outside, going back inside because its cold, and there were these kids under the stair thing, and after they got up ben said we should go take that spot, we sat there for a couple minutes before one of the girls who had been sitting there came over to us and was all... bleh i dont like her she was like "you should get out of our spot" and being the nice people we are we were agreeable then as we were getting up she was like "yea you should think next time" i left out a "pfft" and tried not to laugh and jared joked and said "yea you guys should think" mean girl though... they got busted later for loitering ^_^ what goes around comes around? we finally decided to stay outside, ther was beat boxing, talking, and swing dancing, and well... me not being able to feel my hands, i did a cartwheel randomly, hurt my wrist the fourth time i did it, and... well came home ^____^ i got to the door and it was locked e_e i had to go to the back door, when i got in dad was coming out of his room and he said he had to put on pants to answer the door, and trevor called to see if i got inside, and i told him thats what dad said, he said my family has a problem with wearing pants XD because when he called me before today i was trying on some of mom old pants because mine are majorly worn out, and well he called me when i was right in the middle of putting on some pants, and i had to go ask my mom something and i was like "HOLDON! lemme finish putting on my pants" so yup... wheeee

RANDOM GOOD SONG
consequence of sounds
by regina spektor

My rhyme ain't good just yet,
My brain and tongue just met,
And they ain't friends, so far,
My words don’t travel far,
They tangle in my hair,
And tend to go nowhere,
They grow right back inside,
Right past my brain and eyes
Into my stomach juice
Where they don’t serve much use,
No healthy calories,
Nutrition values.
And I absorb back in
The words right through my skin
They sit there festering inside my bowels

The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds
The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds

Got a soundtrack in my mind,
All the time. Kids-
Screamin' from too much beat up
And they don't even rhyme,
They just stand there, on a street corner,
Skin tucked in
And meat side out and shot,
And I’d like to turn them down
But there ain't no knob.
Run into picket fences
Not into picket lines.
All this hippie-shit for the 60's
And another cliché for our time. But,
But a one of these days your heart
Will just stop ticking,
And they sorta just don't find you till your cubicle is reeking.

The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds
The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds
Ahh ah ah ah ahh ah ah ah

Did you know that the gravedigger's still
Gettin' stuck in the machine
Even tough it's a whole other daydream.
It's another town it's another world,
Where the kids are asleep, where the loans are paid
And the lawns are mowed.
Whad'ya think?
All the gravediggers were gone?
Just cause one song is done
There’s always another one,
Waiting right around the bend,
Till this one ends,
Then it begins
Sqeaky clean, then it starts all over again.

The weather report keeps on
Tossing and turning,
Predicting and warning,
And warning and warning of,
Possibly it could be news publications and,
Possibly it could be news TV stations. That
Very same morning right next to her coffee
She noticed some bleeding and heard hollow coughing and
National Geographic was being too graphic,
When all she had wanted to know was the traffic
“The worlds got a nosebleed” it said
“And we’re flooding but we keep on cutting
The trees and the forests!”
And we keep on paying those freaks on the TV,
Who claim they will save us but want to enslave us.
And sweating like demons they scream through our speakers
But we leave the sound on 'cause silence is harder.
And no one’s the killer and no one’s the martyr
The world that has made us can no longer contain us
And profits are silent then rotting away 'cause

The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds.
The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds.
Ah ah ah…

My rhyme ain't good just yet,
My brain and tongue just met,
And they aint friends, so far,
My words don't travel far,
They tangle in my hair,
And tend to go nowhere,
They grow right back inside,
Right past my brain and eyes
Into my stomach juice
Where they don't serve much use,
No healthy calories,
Nutrition values.
And I absorb back in
The words right through my skin
They sit there festering inside my bowels

The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds
The consonants and vowels
The consequence of sounds

YAY!

Makeup and streaking?

i had a really weird dream last night, mom and i walked through the front door and cassie immediately greeted us, i went into the kitchen to get some food and texted ellie, after a bit i called ellie and asked if she could go hangout or something, she said no she was busy then said something but cassie started talking to me and i couldnt hear ellie, then ellie was gone, after a couple minutes of waiting i hung up, then trevor, jared, and ellie put me on four way, and i aked if anyone was up for doing something tonight, after awhile we had nothing decided, and my phone disconnected, they never called back, instead kyle ran in my front door told me to get ready then ran downstairs, i did as i was told and then i was dragged to the mall, when we got there he gave me a threnchcoat and told me to take my clothes off because me and him and group of other people were going to have some sort of protest at the mall including streaking, one by one we got on stage, out in the crowd i saw ellie, and she looked at me in disbelief, before we could start streaking there was a gunshot and the next thing i knew i was on the ground with everyone crowded around me, they all walked with me to the hospital and that was it o_o; anyways imma go back to watching tv...

Banklets, barbies, and binkies.

so tuesday... i think... we had csap... whooo e_e how stupid can you get with these questions, and i answered some of them with some pretty stupid but logical answers... like there was this one problem of folding a blanket, no sane person is going to start doing math when they want to fold up a blanket, and since it is fabric after some point its not going to fold, even if the simple math you do says it does, so the question asked, something like after what point will it be illogical to keep folding the blanket, i said when it started getting to half inches, cause no one is that much of a perfectionist to get out a ruler and make sure its that big, so anyways, csap, i was in a room with some people i knew, mostly because they categorized us by last name, so obviously i had seem these people at one time or another, we had two micheal smiths though, and lana and ariel reminised about me having a locker under both of them, and i remembered all the times they had dropped books on me
they gave us two breaks, one of which we could walk around for ten or fifteen minutes, inwhich time, trevor found lana and i and gave us gum, after the mess of csap, i ate lunch alone yippy
so the day after that, was a huge latestart, we didnt have to go to school till like noon, trevor came over and we played games and watched movies, the first period i had that day made me sleepy faster than ever, i was really hyper when i got to school because i had chugged down a rootbeer float, then we watched a movie on the legislative branch, science i was still tired and adi woke me up after i told her about fish day (april first for all of you that dont know) and so she put like 20 sticky notes on me that said fish i think i ate alone that day too
tursday, ...day before yesterday
band kids off to newyork, that made me happy *sarcasm* almost all of my friends are band geeks, trevor gave me a present, and after school i went to the mall with erin, i bought to things, both if which youll probably see when we get back to school
yesterday i gloomed up the house with me and my depressedness and boredom, and i still havent cleaned my room, i got a call from trevor last night, im not sure if it helped me or not, all i know is that i feel oh so left behind
TODAY! i woke up super early, for me anyways, 7am, i woke up hearing little twin voices, as soon as i walked out of my room sammy yelled angie and hugged me, andrew did the same, we played and set up a doll house which happened for like...3 hours, then we all got packed up and went to the mall, sammy and i ran, cassie yelled at me for influencing her, how can i not? anyways, i think im over my fear of a place to grow at the mills, i played with the stuff there, andnow that im over my fear, im horribly angry with one of the machines, for it wouldnt let me win tic tac toe, i took a bunch of pictures, but most of the time as soon as it took the picture one of them had already run out of the frame, we walked around build a bear, and sammy almost got a time out for eatting the stuffing, we ran out of quarters on the machines and i got a picture of them hugging bob the builder, and they started singing "bob the builder can we fix it bob the builder" then id cut in and say no we cant! we ate some starbucks, and walked around, then we went to the food court and ben found me and waved, im pretty sure he saw me skipping and swinging andrew aroudn too, and then we rode the caresel, sadly enough the lady told me to ride it too instead of standing, andrew and samy got horses, and i rose a bunny, the hell, why would someone ride a bunny? anyways, after that we went home, we colored, and ate some lunch, and now theyre talking a nap, so is mom and cassie, i should be too but... meh computers better, and besides, i really suck at sleeping in the middle of the day unless im at aunt cindys, i think im going up there today though anyways... so most of my friends have been in newyork... for like 2 days, and i already miss them all terribly, when they get back im going to glomp atleast one of them...
anyways! i think im going toooo... um... upload some baby pictures now ^_^

Love without complication galore

so, another school day.... csap tomorrow and such...bleh, i hate csap, i dont like the fact i have to be quiet for so long
anyways today! i was the replacement fuji, fuji was home sick, verrry sick, so i was the replacement, and if for some reason i cant fufill my duties, we al know mustard can replace me
...so cassies mad at me now, i seem to screw up alot now dont i?
anyways first period was english, we did some things with suffixs and prefixs, and tomorrow we get to do something infront of the class so well all remember the joys of suffixes and prefixxes, im in a group with KC kristen and laurel, were doing sokmething with ninjas, pirates and ghandi
...heh, some people know how to cheer me up without knowning im upset...
anways on to second period, fuji was gone so i talking to myself, and i sat in her seat, i was the replacement fuji after all
third period, i well... goofed off most of that period, erin and i had been ahead, so mr owens made me take the attendence down to the office instead of watching the movie
fourth we had a test, i bet i failed
lunch, well... that was fun, laura and i went for walks around the school, along with phillip, and everything is fun with phillip, and he put lauras backpack in the tree
fifth... i dont remember... i think we were talking about csap... that cant be good
sixth, we did our commercial about martinique and roughly translated....
Adam:HELLO PEOPLE, do you like the tropics? (i think anyways, i cant remember straight...)
Me: Yes! The tropical is magical
Adam: *walks over to ryan* HELLO PERSON OF AMERICA! would you like to go to martinique?
Ryan: (in english) BOY WOULD I! (in french randomly) i would speak friend to get to martinique!
All together now!: *singing* martinique est bon, martinique est amusant... est..... *looks like we forgot what we were thinging* ... TRES BON!

(in english: martinique is good, martinique is fun....is.... (looks like we forgot what we were thinking*.... VERY GOOD!
Adam: GO VISIT MARTINIQUE!
Ryan and me: its a trip! *cowering*

so yup... that was it
seventh, i goofed off again, i didnt have my film done... take pictures of downtown denver while its snowing? i dont think so e_e

got home and made a bandana that has ninja written on it, i made it out of an old shirt which is still too big for me, but has enough holes to make it so i wont wear it

i got upset

and now im fine... kinda...
for now anyways, as long as sarah doesnt bring trevor up like that in the middle of a fight again..

Forgot lunch:Regress 6 years in age

so, today i was told i was like an elementary schooler by four people, one of which was a teacher, im starting to think it was because i was so hungry
ANYWAYS at lunch i jumped in puddles even though i hate snow and the cold, which reminds me, this morning i looked outside and saw it snowing, i started pouting and called to mom, anyways i went puddle jumping during lunch, math i kept whining, and photography... welllll... we were hand coloring out prints, with paint... IWASJUSTFINEUNTILTHATSTUPIDORANGE okay so i was just fine the paint was staying only on my fingers and my print, then i wanted more orange, and the fact that the packages are metally the sides broke and got on my hands and pants, me trying to get some of the paint off my pants smeared it more, julianna said i might as well just put some other paint on my pants and make it look even, tashi took that as an invitation to put the little bit of paint she got on her fingertips on my pants, great, then i got some on my sweater pushing up my sleeves and some on my face, so yea, ms s., thea and julianna called me a little kid in photography *shrug* guess im just a kid at heart

What goes on in the dark room, stayyys... on angie's blog

XD so today in photography we have out totally random conversations, and thea and i were saying how wed really rather NOT die old, she said shed throw herself off a building before she let that happen, and i said something like "yea it seems more painful to live to be old than it does to die young, by your 60's your heavyly medicated, ceniyle, and you annoy the hell out of your relatives" and then thea said she wanted to die from falling off a building, and i said i wanted to die by clowns, it got all quiet then ivy says "angie, your creepy" XD IHADTOTELLYOUALLL!

Malfunctioning Angie

theres something wrong with me... i know it... there has to be, why else would i be like this....
i was so cold to him on the phone
i lied
im not okay, im not fine, im horrible and i dont know why
i tried calling back but he didnt pick up
i cant stop crying and i dont know why
theres something wring with me
how else could i be like this?

people passing out=bad? who knew *obvious sarcasm*

SO, you know what i find sad? the girl that made my life hell through 8th grade, the one who made fun of me because i was different, has no idea what the hell my name is, ive only been in the same school as her for how many years? for those of you who dont know who im talking about its jessica, miss full of herself, i mean really, yesterday in science she decided she wanted to pass out papers, she had to call my name out, how freakin sad is that? she picked me out last year to make fun of me and now she doesnt know my name, but it did trigger a compliament towards me from micheal, he said my

goggles were kick ass
in other news, i hink im getting sick, you know that feeling in your throat and you just know the next day youll be sick? thats how ive been feeling all day, that and i about coughed up blood today

other other news, i went to fujis today during lunch, i got to hold pixie their new dog, i wanted to conceal it in my sweater and run, the dog actually liked me too, or atleast tolerated me, it kept growling at missy

anyways, my thinking too much has returned... so you know i shall return with more rants

*sigh*

people worry me alot... mainly my friends, i care about them so much... fuck, im crying

Here you go, your baby is a perfect sphere.

so tonight i went to ellies house to do my cultural project for french, we watched a french movie, and it was almost sad how much fun we were having with such a depressing movie, now i would go on to tell about this wonderous night of foot orgys, but i think id get mauled by someone, most likely amy, and really she hits hard, so anyways imma rant, just because i can, and i cant be spoken over, which is exactly what my rant is about, so yes i do like haning out with my friends in large groups, aside from the fact that there are so many inside jokes i seem to be left out of, its really fun, up until i try to say something, i dont know why but people will listen to me for a couple seconds then someone else will start talking and all attention goes to them, i mean i really wonder if im that soft spoken, because i thought i was pretty loud, and yea okay it does hurt, but what can i do? ellie suggested me just saying shut up and tell the rest of my story, but when i tell people to shut up they get irritated with me and rather not listen to me at all, or just start laughing and "fine you dont get to hear my story" goes absolutly no where, maybe people just dont like my stories, which i guess would confirm that i am infact not funny, and i mean i do want to contibute to the conversation but after so many times of being spoken over i give up, so if any of you see me randomly start to isolate myself and stop talking during a group outting, its probably because no one would listen to me, and i mean its not like it just happens sometimes, but all the time, even when im talking with one person, theyll go off on a rant in the middle of my sentence, and ill stop talking and listen, maybe its my fault, im not assertive enough or something, and sometimes i just give up before the conversations starts because i know i wont be heard, which is okay i guess, i do like listening to all the stupid crazy stuff my friends come up with, so anyways, end of rant now, imma go photoshop and or watch foamy ^_^

wanna buy a phillip? a what... a phillip... is it black? WHAT!NO ITS NOT PINK YOU WHORE!

SOOOOO! yesterday! i spent from the time i got home from school till... 5 i think to take pictures at belmare, then i spent till bedtime cleaning my room, OMGITSCLEAN anyways, last night and the other couples nights ive been... sleeping weird i guess? i dont know, i keep waking up at random times and it feels like ive been sleeping for hours but its only been 20 minutes, its weird... very fufilling though, anyways, cassie was awake, and woke me up this morning, english we had disscussions the whole period, government erin and i made up a scenario, and man it was fun X3 she forgot it though so were doing it on tuesday, annnnd... lunch phillip monika laurel and erin and i all played the you wanna buy a duck game X3 like all of lunch too, then when the bell rang phillip grabbed my soda and ran off with it T_T i chased him and almost killed myself trying to jump on him, (he stuck his foot out and i tripped) and i didnt gte it back till math started... then he stole it back and i didnt get it back till i stole his book, and then i almost didnt get it back, photography i developed film then i drew on the chalk board and we had a sub, omg she was so nice and she had the coolest accent ^____^ and gosh... ivy is so nice, its just like zomigawdooze, i mean seriously, she let me listen to her ipod, and man if i ever need a confidience boost i let her see my pictures o_o; shes such a good photographer and she loves it i know it, but shes always so down on herself, and shes sooooo good, and well after that i found lana and stuff and me her and jared walked down a couple streets found jareds mom and she drove us the rest of the way XD its funny how normal conversations with lana and jared can turn so odd so fastanyways at lanas we did our french thing which i needto memorize, and every time i saw joey id go "ITSS YOOOOOOU" then id pet him and id say "ILOVEYOOOOOU" and hed run off as soon as he heard i love you so it went like "ITSJOEY! i loveee yooooooouuu.... come backkkkk!" so anyways now i have sims 2 and im going to whore it to no end... or atleast till i get fed up with the sims not doing what i want or them piddling on the floor

I miss one day of school... ONE DAY

so alas friday i was sick from school, i missed three tests, first period (english) i was just bored beyond comprihension, you know why? because the WHOLE period all we were doing was talking about the homework project we got on friday and did over the weekend, second period (studyhall) i got lost, out whole small feild trip to the new study hall on thurday last week did me no good, consitering they showed me the wrong room, i wasnt there long, for i had to go to science to make up my science test (by then i had already done my missed french test... well all except the listening portion i get to do that tomorrow morning during access) 3rd period (gov.) my GOD i was basically just highlighting things ^_^; cause our class is already behind to begin with, ms clappham hopes me to have my rough draft of my constitution done by tomorrow, i dont think thats going to happen, lunch! finally! some time to relax, well kinda, there was alot of laughing with jared and almost choking on whatever i was eatting or drinking at the moment, and kicking joe ^_____^ i just find it fun to act like imma kick him and he immediately flinches and says hes wrong and sorry o_o; too bad that doesnt work on cassie, math, well confusion, and attempting to ignore chanler e_e he keeps asking me to draw him, but you know imma get yelled at while im trying to draw his pose since he sits BEHIND me -_-; french, we mostly just talked about lui and luer, photography, i bulk loaded and organized... i should shoot tonight but, there isnt much daylight left since i came home late, ill do it tomorrow, hopefully with a friend or something, anyways, after school i took my math test, omg HORRIBLEIDIDHORRIBLE i know it T_T none of the answers made sense one of the questions didnt make sense to me at all and i think it was worth like 8 points T_______T one of the calculater problems came out as error and i checked it three times... after that i went to the front of the school and talked to kelly, then she left along with some other people then i talked to nanet (i think thats how you spell it) jessica, and emily, we all kinda left at the same time, and i gave emily a ride home and when we were close to her house were like "OMGROUTTWAYWELIVEONTHATSTREETTHATISNTTHATSTREET" (theres two routt ways, and i found it odd that theyre both by seperate robbs, and theyre both seperate churches, and theyre both by seprate simmis, like they just decided to make some roads within walking distance with the same names, that dont connect, mom said they might have at one time, i started laughing that someone would just come along and go "HEY LETS BUILT OUR HOUSE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD AND MAKE A COLDASAC!" X3 now im home, and listening to cassie go on to her friend jeremy about meth labs

TOMORROWS VALENTINES DAY! do you got your sweetheart? we all know trevors got his, its todd <3

hokay! so heyaws da erth

so, i like just back from the mall with justin cassie a guy named george, fun time, i saw 10 people i knew from school though, eight if you count people i can name so i saw kelly, joanna, emily, laura, and ashley, travis, jenny, and cj only two of them reacted to me at all, which were kelly and travis, kelly talked to me and travis gave me the peace sign, i think its kinda funny... how so many of my friends can go to the mall... and im left at home unless theyre in need of a ride, or i invite them to go with me... sad eh?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIE!
even though thats on wednesday >.>

Error: Does not compute

so after a bit of confusion, on with the rant
valentines day- yippy yet another hoiliday, only this one isnt built around belief, but presents to show that "special someone" you "care" i mean how much thought does it take to BUY something for this holiday, theres things everywhere because its one of those stessfull holidays of "will they like my gift!?" only with a dash of "is my relationship going to come crashing down because she hates this type of chocolate?!" and oh the joy, when it does come crashing down and thats "special someone" finally tells you they were having an affair with the house keeper, whooo! now, i know this doesnt happen to every relationship, you see i used to like valentines day, up till whenever they stopped forcing us to bring valentines for all, then well its just another happy reminder your alone, youd think my attitude would change, seeing as this year is the first year i actually have a boyfriend, but really, i think its sad, companys explode with advertizements and those stress ridden couples go to them in their time of need, which is exactly why they jack up the prices and you end up spending over 40 bucks on a buch of flowers, (seriously, i saw a commercial today about some place that was selling flowers for that much, and it was mostly said because it reminded me of jared and the EXTREME rock paper scissors, because well... they kept saying EXTREME through the entire commetcial) ANYWAYS so, by the end of the holiday everyones broke, several relationships are in a wreak, and id really rather not have that happen to mine (he pays for enough stuff for me as it is >.> and wont take the money back either) i mean yea sure its nice to give and recive things but everyone says "its the thought that counts" and really, going to a store and buying some stuff doesnt take much thought i think, i mean hey, being as im broke that doesnt really matter to me cause i make most of my gifts anyways, but i realized how hard it was to get gifts for guys at christmas when buying for my nephews and trevor and andrew... although andrews the easiest, i mean hes... 3 or four i cant remember i mean get him a bob the builder poster, a slinky, and hes set for hours newphews are the second easiest, something to hurt something whooo theyre set for years, but anyways i degress, so im trying to buy in to all of this because i think it might be important for trevor and well, im not doing so well on thinking of a present, especially since whenever i start drawing i mess up, hate it and rip it out of my sketchbook, great eh?
on a slightly different subject, i was talking to liz and well, we both realized how horrible the world is, i mean how many girls are pregnant freshman at our school alone? seven or something? an then those ones that arent pregnant are bragging around to their buddies "oh hey you know that one guy, we fucked" now isnt that something to be proud of, getting knocked up before graduating, whooo, great story to tell your kids if they survive having a fourteen year old mom, lets see ya try to tell them how romantic the back seat of a car was, i mean hell even i have friends that have done it, and it makes me sad really

TOTALLYOFFTOPICNEWS! im off the myspace frenzie, deleting my account as i type this, my mom got all paranoid about pretitors, looked at my myspace then cassies, she made cassie change where she lives, cassie comes up stairs and yells at me for having my school on there, so rather than get anyone more upset, i just decided to delete it, not like people really talked to me on there anyways, myspace is overrated anyways

more offtopic news, im sick, yippy skippy im sick... acturally i wish i would have gone ot school today, i had three tests, i miessed vital information in government according to erin, and i missed the critquing in photography which was one of my favorite parts T_T now im gonna be slightly behind these next two weeks in photography consitering i dont have film or even know what the project is anyways, since no ones really online that wants to talk to me imma go back to my watching tv, baiiii

stab a knife in the back let the blood drip down...

do you all remember those little clapping games we all used to do in elementary school like miss mary mac, and dum dum day... dum dum dayyy dum dum alay alay, ce ce sayyy ce ce alay alay, mini mini echo mini mini alay alay, mini mini echo, mini mini alay alay, cocoa pie cocoa pie cocoa pie oh yes... who the hell came up with that? or miss susie had a steamboat, the steamboat had a bell ding ding, miss susie went to heven the steamboat went to hell-oo operator please give me number nine and if you disconnect me ill kick you from be-hinnnnd the frigorator there was a piece of glass, miss susie sat upon it and broke her lieelt as-sk me no more questions tell me no more lies, the boys are in the bathroom zipping up- the flies are in the medow the bees are in the bark, miss susie and her boyfriend are kissing in the d-a-r-k d-a-r-k dark dark, darker than the ocean darker than the sea, darker than the fat boy chasing after me and well the rest after that gets alittle fuzzy, and then there was always the one we did at sleep overs (or atleast i did) crack and egg on the head let the yoke run down crack and egg on the head let the yoke run down, people are dying children are crying, stab a knife in the back let the blood drip down, stab a knife in the back let the blood drip down, people are dying children are crying, you know what? i miss that, i miss not having to worry... oh how i wish i was five agan... id do that surgery a thousand times over if the pain of emotions would stop

STOP SELLING MY FRIENDS HOUSES!

freakin hell, if i could remember what number i left off on id keep on counting, for those of you that are confused, i counted up all the friends who had left, whether it be from my switching schools, them moving, or something else, i got up to the forties, then it stopped for awhile and i stopped counting, i stopped worrying, i got more friends, established relationships, and forgot about the pain of someone leaving
then lee moved, i cried, i regretted not spending more time with her, i missed the old days in art with her me james and connor
james moved or is moving, and might be switching schools
lauras moving
i feel so left out and left behind, yes i was friends with laura, i still am i guess, but no matter how hard i try its like... she doesnt trust me, same with ashley, and mariah, between the three of them they keep so many secrets, mention a bit to me expecting me to know then yanking it away like theyre trying to tease me, they say "oh ill tell you later, i promise" it never happenes... im paient and everything, but im sick and tired of promises, kelly saying she promises as soon as shes ungrounded well hang out, weeks go by and nothing happens, i mention it to her again, she makes another promise, and yet another promise broken, this amung other things is why i hate people, i hate humans, they scare me to death quite honestly, i mean look at our world, people hurting each other left and right, there is almost nothing that you can say that wont offend someone, and people wonder why im quiet

speaking of offencive things, in one of my classes some people in my group were talking about cutting, if you know me well enough you know this is a soft spot for me, they start joking around, as if theyre the type of people that labels any sad looking kid as emo and yells at them to go home and slit their wrists, and you all wonder why someone would want to take their life, the mocking, the pressure all of us endure, especially at school, its a wonder more havent suceeded
have any of you taken a good look at the arms of the people in our school, most of them you can find several scars

yet again im back to only having fun in photography, my love, too bad i have a block, or maybe less of a block and more of i have a bunch of ideas, i just dont scratch that, cant put them on paper, no matter how hard i try
now you all have another taste of my life, its like a freaking baskinrobins

oh look something shiney

so i feel drained, absolutly and totally drained, more so than ive ever felt before, i dont feel enthused about much, i had a shorter attention than i ever have had, im easily discouraged, i yawn about 20 times per class, i have no idea how i am, i dont remember how it is to feel happy, sad, disappointed, anything... i just... dont feel anything, its kinda scary...

i feel like screaming...

okie... SO! my day was just fine until 3rd period in am gov. either levi or sheldon shot something at me...im sick of them... science wasnt much better... am i really a perfectionist? ...lunch was fun... math sucked.. french... well i won go fish by mass folding... i won all the chips whooo... and i only had three pizzas... photography... um... *shrug* ... ah hell im just not in the mood for anything right now, mary is going back to michigan tomorrow morning... and i barely hung out with her at all... fuck

Ah hell, who really cares anymore?

so last night, i was messing around with some of cassies scrapbooking stuff and she has this really cool pen like exacto-knife, so after about fifteen minutes of clicking the stupid thing, i got stupid, and me being my accident prone self, now has a small cut on my finger which hurts like hell, plus the thing bled for like a half hour... stoppped then bled again for fifteen minutes e_e and people expect me not to get bored and find a more useful way to use this? other than you know me also being stupid and licking up the blood, seriously
so the people i dont want to worry, worry too much and the ones that i want to worry dont give a damn
i hurt the ones i love
all in all im a horrible person, dont argue
i really am, i have slight violent tendencies, and end up with someone in pain
HOW CAN ALL YOU PEOPLE CALL MY NICE!
how can you all call me a good friend? awsome? any of that and more
how am i so pure when i hurt the ones i love
EMO ang is back again, and it may take more than hugs to get her calm again

ANOTHER THING! i am SICK and TIRED of all these people i know HATING atleast one other of my friends, i dont find it nice you want to keep me away from the bad in people cause GUESS WHAT! we all have scratches in our slates we call a soul, I CAN CHOOSE MY OWN FRIENDS im sick of all of you bad mouthing my other friends when im RIGHT THERE i dont care if you talk about ME behind my back i dont care if you abandon me and leave me for dead in this world of heartless losers, I DONT CARE WHAT YOU DO TO ME LEAVE MY FRIENDS THE HELL ALONE! im tired of all this gossip and "omg i hate her" SUCK IT UP! if your freakin complaining now how the HELL are you going to life in the real world when you HAVE to smile and grin to those you loathe, SUCK. IT. UP. "ohnoes im stuck in a room with people i hateeee" MAKE THE BEST OF IT! do you even really know those people!? have you ever TRIED to get to know them? seriously people, atleast TRY to get to know people, hell most of the people who read this dont even know me, including my friends i see everyday

well im going to go before my head explodes and i start singing the "give me a hug" song i learned from jared

PICTURES! ^____^

So! some of you *coughtrevorcough* think tht i dont look anything like i did when i was little... WELL lets just see if we can kinda get a transitionKAY!

i was like... i dont think... but seriously, this is like the earliest baby picture of me ANYWHERE in this house, the camera broke when i was all small and cute, cassie says because i was so ugly e_e

mind you that spot is ON the picture, ive tried getting it off... its like impossible

thats my moms favorite picture of me, dad took it, i likemy eyes ^_^

can you believe it? i wore dresses, that by the way is my first day of preschool

school picture... for i think... kindergarden or something

thats me and cassie in the "newly" made tree house, it used to be in the backyard, along with a pool, until mom and dad thought the tree house was too dangerous, and some pennies got into the pool filter

me at aunt cindys house, before she added on to it, i was in her backyard with foster, this was around first or second grade, when i got my hair chopped off because kids wouldnt stop tugging on it

mary and i, mary left, me right, we were at her aunts appartments, and i am wearing shorts mind you e_e this was around third grade

as so third grade

fourth grade school picture (i miss that necklace T_T)

fifth grade science fair... or maybe fourth... i dont remember, me and julie camper used to be really good friends and we did a project together

sixth grade... goin' to outdoor lab, and i had my hair permed e_e oh gosh i hated it and did whatever i could to get it to get straighter, sadly enough im carrying a laptop bag, scarf, hat and gloves, walking with caitlins mom and leah smith, hah... good times, i got sick half way through outdoorlab, i kept falling because i had oil resistant boots... and those just help me slide on ice, i had to take showers in the mornings because my last name is by the end of the alphebet, and all of you knowing me... im not a morning person, id sit on the cabin floor for like twenty minutes then realize i had to get ready, the water was so cold i just left the shampoo in my hair, but yup... it was fun...

summer trip... sometime... i dont remember, we went to colorado springs ^____^ i think it wassss... summer after 7th grade

me and lana... so sometime in eighth

me before i cut my hair!

annnnd... after XD

SO UPTODATE! whooooo!

51

you know what? today SUCKED! it totally sucked to no end
morning didnt start out to bad, i forgot my skillsbook though, second went fine, third was okay, had some laughs with erin, now fourth, thats where everything just totally screwed up my day, this girl just.... errrr.... I HATE SHALLOW PEOPLE OH GOSH! bleh e_e how the HELL can someone be so heartless to cheat on someone with four other people!? seriously e_e if that happened to me i would probably kill myself, i mean seriously, nothing like being told youre not as good as not only one person but 5! gosh, how do people deal with that guilt!? so i started talking to this girl, and i start saying "my gosh thats pathetic" and she starts asking what and i just go off on her "you dont even get to know these people! and you just go out with them because theyre "cute"?! they probably dont even know what the hell your name is!" i was pissed off well into lunch, inwhich i yelled at some people and ashley wouldnt even let me get to lunch until i told her what was wrong, then i didnt even get to eat lunch because i forgot about my math homework, plus i kept snapping at people who wanted to help, i dont get what the hell ms davis is teaching me, i wish i had mr anderson as a teacher again, least i understood what he taught me.. after lunch i couldnt stop shaking during math, plus she doesnt give us enough time for out tests, i mean in mr anddersons class i used to be one of the first ones done, now im lucky if i finish before the bell rings, french we had a test, and in photography i was getting back to hyper and stuff, we had a sub no big deal, well until she told her name...ms mary-ann blayly... oh gosh, as soon as i heard that name i suddenly couldnt breathe.. i went through most of photography constantly looking over my shoulder.. flashbacks from kindergarden came back *shutter* when i got home, justin was over but hes sick...

hear the voices in my head, i swear to god it sounds liek theyre snoring

SO! its day... what 49? yea thats sounds right, not much new has happened really
one i may be joining pride WHOO DRUG FREE ANGIE cause we all love a drug free angie
two i am SO trying to turn in all my homework this semester, and i got an... "GOOD EFFORT" for math last semester... so they took my picture? i told mom i had to go to access this morning and she glared at me and was like "what for!? ARE YOU BEHIND AGAIN!" i explained it to her, and showed her the sheet and this morning she did the same thing when she woke me up and reminded me i had to go to access, i think shes going nuts, or she just really wants to yell at me and just hasnt found anything to yell at me for
three- oh gosh i went to red rocks yesterday to take pictures of "landscape" and you know what!? THEY DIDNT TURN OUT! T________T someone exposed them in the bulk loader before i got to them (bulk loader= thing with a bunch of film, you put a camester inside, and put film from the bulk loader to the canester... MAGIC!)
four- when i went out around the school to get some pictures of trees, there was some guy outside of mr andersons room just lurking there with a camera at the door, he didnt move until mr anderson came out of the room
five- god i suck at checkers... especially shot glass checkers... least i got coke!
six- ever since lily was singing flagpole sitta at lunch i cant get it out of my head... in fact in listening to it right now
seven-I CAN COUNT UP TO SEVEN!
eight- lily randomly came up to me in the hall today and said "omg angie i love your corset and your shirt" i told her it was connected and she said she wished she had breats as big as mine e_e, i wish i could give them to her
nine- ...why do i have to have a cat obsessed with apples?
ten- finally (mostly because i cant think of much to say) ghandi and lincoln and jane goodall should have had kids, just so i could see what they looked like *shakes fist at them for them not all living in the same era*

*self reminder*

mettre, prendre, pouvoir, vouloir, devoir, venir, avoir, etre, faire, and aller

"Until I met you, I never knew what it was like... to look at someone and smile for no reason"

i like that quote...

ANYWAYS highlights!

... NOHIGHLIGHTS WHOOO!

SO ive got a question for all you peoples that read this

qui suis-je?

AKA

WHO AM I! you answer ^_^

...ah hell, not again

have you ever been really down, then got really happy, then progressivly got back to where you started? wellll can you guess how i am? pretty damn suckdidallyucktastic, so how are you all?

*emo emo emo emo* Day 41

i hate school
i didnt even get to see trevor
freakin hell
i hate my classes
if people wouldnt have noticed i would have cried all day
all i wanted was to see him
ONCE
atleast a hug...
FUCK
im crying again e_e
i hate this

Well there goes my freedom (day 40)

yup, thats right... school is back in
got to school and barely got to see trevor before i was off to find my classes, first period i have english, and many people came in for study hall because study hall a is now ms millages room, second i had study hall c, fujis in my class, but shes on the TOTAL oppisite side of the room from me e_e i like ms hilgers though, we played apples to apples and my team won, third i have american government, we did bingo and things, people seemed to flock to me when i got there... well kinda, ben sat near me and people followed him, then down to science, i made a new friend i guess, she sits across from me, her nams is adi, shes pretty nice, after that lunch, i dont think i said more than 5 words the whole time, then off to math, with phillip, too bad i dont sit by him, after that i had french, atleast i had some fun in there, i was lanas parner, and i asked how many nights she had XDXD after that i had photography, with only 8 kids in the class o_o;
bad news: jessica nicole is in like... 4 of my classes e_e let the teasing begin
even worse news: i feel horrible, i felt like i blew trevor off today, but i dont know... i got used to not seeing him, and seeing him today was just little bit too overwelming, especially when i realized how little im going to see him this semiter, especially with him still grounded

let antisocial angie be let loose -.-

Day 37... noooo 38

KAY! so yesterday, possibly the best day out of those whole break, so imma spill my guts about it ^________^
the night before last amber spent the night at my house, so yesterday morning we woke up, and watched some tv, then put new songs on her mp3 player, then after that we brought her home, and cassie and i went to biglots, we got forty dollars worth of scrapbooking stuff, and everything was only a dollar e_e, i had to hold it all, and some dale earnhart jr paper pad was really starting to hurt my chest e_e so then we went home and it was around... 2:30 we pealed the price tags off of all the scrapbooking stuff, put all the price tags on me, then put half of the stuff in a basket, put a bow on a stone mom made and we went to ashleys house (ashley cassies friend ashley)and watched justin get his hair cut, after a couple hours cassie and i went home, ate dinner, found a death in our family (either jack or sally died, for those of you that dont know, thats my hamsters names, so one of them died, we put the other one in a cage with some of the other hamsters, so either its a guy pimping it out, or a girl in the right cage) after we finished eatting we drove into downtown denver in search of elitches, but my mom is always one to get lost and i regreted calling shotgun before we left, mom gets very ticked off when shes lost, well anyways we got there, then shannon cassie and i walked to the light rail, took that to the shuttle bus station, missed the shuttle busses though, so we walked to ...denvers performing arts place thing? and on the way there there was horse sounds under the grates XD but one of them sounded like pigs... and my mom is convinced theres pigs living under denver, and when mad pig disease breaks out were doomed o_Oanyways we got there just in time for the showing of little shop of horrors too ^_^and that was soooooo awsome*loved* after that we walked a couple blocks and rode the shuttle bus back to the light rail, when we first got on it it was packed, and by the time we got to the light rail only two other people besides us and the driver were on there, and before all those people got off i was standing next to a girl that was singing ^_^ she sang really well, it was kinda hard to hear her though with all of noise of the other people, when we got to the lightrail we rode that back to elitches, and had some really... odd conversations, when we got back to elitches, shannon cleaned out the back of his car so i could sit, and we went inside and got some soda ^_^ shannon said that sme people that try to get that discount with the cokes and all of that, bring them in full XD we got some candy, and got to see shannons office, and his sucktacular computer, which he says takes five minuts to boot and five minutes to shut down, otherwise he would have showed us how loud it was, after that we went and got into the car, but my seatbelt wouldnt work, so he said wed fix it before we left, then he drove us around elitches and showed us all the dismantaled rides, and theyre getting a new ride, i asked what it was and he said it was like a ride they used to have, with all of the cards and stuff... hard to explain, but i remember it, and its taking place of the choas, which really sucks cause that was one of my favorite rides, we got to see the dismantaled flying coaster carts, the boats from ship wreak falls, the ballons from one of the kiddie rides, the tower of doom carts off, the half pipe and the rainbow, the thunderbolt and the cars and some of the track to twister 2, it was awsome, ive never been in that park when it was that empty, it was kinda weird... and ive never been in the park in a car XD cassies attempted to get pictures withher phone but all were failed attempts, after that we were by the back of the park and shannon changed his oil, then we drove off to find some food, we got to perkins and we ate and talked and all that good stuff, then shannon drove cassie and i home, when we got home it was midnight, i wrote a journal on dA until 12:30, then went to my room to watch futurama, but i forgot it wasnt on on friday nights T_T so instead i watched some other tv shows cause i was a bit hyper from my soda, and i wrote more of a note to trevor... i finally went to sleep had some weird dreams and i ended up waking up around 4 which was like 2 hours after i went to sleep, and i went to the bathroom and just sat on the floor because i felt like i was oging to throw up, i looked out into the dining room and then at the wallpaper in the bathroom then minky scared the hell out of me because suddenly he was right next to me meowed at me, i woke mom up and she gave me a bowl incase i threw up, and by then i was afriad to lay down because everytime i did my stomach felt worse, i started crying and finally fell asleep, i slept in until like... 11:50 now here i am...2:13 pm e_e and still in my pjs... i really should do something today... schools almost back in T_T

Day 32

happy new years

DOES ANYONE KNOW WHEN WE GET BACK FROM OUR FREAKIN BREAK!? im so confused T_____T

anyways, some odd days ago i went to the mall with amber... it was the 27th, i know that because it was my parents anniverary

HAPPY FREAKIN ANNIVERSARY MOM AND DAD

although, they dont read my blogs, for good reasons too so they will never find this *shrug* its the thought that counts
after the mall inwhich i bought a corset shirt thing ^_^ amber says i look hot in it, but its hard to get in and out of e_e seriously it is, i spent the night at ambers house and my parents went to the moose hill cantina, we went to james house and hung out there, then went back to ambers, we watched a movie and finally went to bed around 2am, and woke up the next morning to my phone vibrating from text messages, we went to my house got music onto ambers bean, went back to ambers and hung out with james and minkia until around 3:30 or something, then amber and i went with james and monika went home, after we drove around and did some stuff we went back to james house and i borrowed his balls XD ANYWAYS mom picked me up from ambers around 6 i went home and ate spaggetti for the second night in a row, and went to bed at midnight, next morning or the one after that... i dont know, i think i missed a day or something mom woke me up, i got ready, i apparently missed a poser blizard, we went to trevors house, i dropped off gifts and ran to the car and we drove up the mountain to my aunts house, we being me my mom and cassie, i stayed two nights up there, one inwhich roster and emmerson (my aunts dog and cat) slept with me, around 12 or something i went home from my aunts on the third day, oh and at my aunts house i got some lily gifts for a belated christmas present, and a ring for a super early birthday present, so anyways i went home, loitered, finnally got ready, took a shower and all that good stuff, justin came over helped me pack up the xbox and he drove me to missys house for a newyears party, and we got lost, and i was still like 15 minutes early, so we munched on snacks and waited for beefcake, aka fuji, fuji came and we munched some more, played DDR for about an hour, then played sims 2 for 5 hours, then around 10 fujis dad came to pick her up, and she used some of the party poppers thing,then after that was over we looked for missys cat, watched the ball drop, then missy and i watched monty python and the quest for the holy grail, for my first time ever seeing it,then we watched the ball drop for a second time, went wild with party poppers and noise makers... and 30 party poppers in all were shot by JUST me missy and fuji that night, then we watched some anime, aka cor...something highschool, then we went to sleep, it took me about an hour to find a confortable position on the chair, in the morning we ate "eggnog frenchtoast" i was kinda reluctant to eat it because i dont like eggnog at all, but it was pretty good, soggy though XD then missy and i played sims until 1 where missys dad took me home, and here i am now whooooo!